Just the thought of the princess bearing him a child made it look like a competition to me... Like I was damned to also do the same for him despite knowing the promises I break.
‘No’, I perceived as I timidly came out of my gown... ‘That’s not entirely it.’
Her presence itself, as his wife, was a threat to the feelings I have for Edgar. A baby in the way would only guarantee, and tighten whatever bond they shared between both of them.
Leaving me out of the family picture.
And that is why I wanted to bear him a child. To desperately be in it. To have something of mine be worth a look. To finally have a sense of importance in my life.
I basically was still being self centred, again. I was using Edgar-
“Mmmmmmmm” A dragged moan broke free from out of my mouth when Edgar’s hand simply ca
