It was so sudden...
My crude sentence that even shocked me after I’d voiced out one of the many indecent thoughts I had... Which always includes him in them.
“Forgive me” I embarrassingly muttered out softly not long after, while withdrawing the hand Edgar still held in place.
“I was too straightforward with what I said”
And selfish too.
Despite the fact that he lamented having made his wife pregnant, here I am, talking about making babies!
What right do I have to talk about such!? I’m not his wife, I’m not his fiancée. What I am, is a very self centred person!
“I didn’t mean what I said, honestly”
All Edgar wanted was to know how it felt having his come inside me, and I’ve totally changed the topic to something far from it.
“It was a joke” I continued to make a fruitless attem
