"You've been in daze for about an hour. What have you been thinking?", Ruben nudged my sides slightly which made me startle. "Just something.", I said. I am doubting myself right now, thinking if Evan coming here was real. He hasn't been back since yesterday, so I am thinking if what I saw was just an illusion or just a dream. But it felt real--his warm smile, his warm hug; his presence, it just felt real. Another thing I was thinking, is that I realized what just Evan said yesterday--which I am not sure if he really said that because I don't know if he really appeared--that after the playback, all of the memories of Evan from the person that has been with him for a long time has been erased, as if he never happened in their lives. And there's no exception but me. But how about Jack?

