Secrets

Desperate

Roger's POV

Freddie tries to sit up again but I roughly push him back down.

'No, Freddie.'

'Roger...' He says, with a threatening undertone in his voice.

'No. Not gonna happen.' Whether he wants it or not, I'm topping today. He gives me a dark glare but stays down this time. 'Good boy.' I take a second to admire how gorgeous he looks right now. I mean, he always does, but at some moments I just need to take a moment to just look at him and admire him. There might be a day where I can never see him anymore, and until then I'm gonna look at him as much as I can.

'f**k, you're cute.'

'I know.' He says, with gritted teeth. I run my wise finger up his inner thigh. He furrows his eyebrows and closes his eyes while turning his head to the side to avoid looking at me. I can tell he's enjoying this a lot, but he's too proud to admit it to me. He wouldn't give me that satisfaction. I grab his chin to get him to face me again.

'Look at me, Freddie.' He slowly opens his big, brown eyes. I lick my lips and kiss him like my life depends on it. I let both of my hands run through his thick hair. Once I pull back I keep the eye contact. His breathing is rapidly spreading up and I can feel his c**k impatiently pressing against mine.

'Roger, do you realize how dangerous what you're doing is?' His voice sounds dark and low, but I see an excited little glint in his eyes.

'I do, but your throbbing c**k beneath me is telling me to go ahead.' I smirk and bite my lip. He raises his eyebrows.

'Since when are you so sassy?'

'Your fault. You got me drunk.' I don't give him time to say anything else and move one of my hands down to slowly unzip his pants. He doesn't stop me, but just puts his hands behind his head and watches me. I move off his lap, sit on the ground on my knees and pull them over his ankles. I can clearly see the swollen tip of his erect c**k pushing against his boxers. Without hesitating a second I eagerly pull them down over his ankles too, revealing his thick meat in all its glory. I give it a quick stroke, causing Freddie's mouth to fall open a bit. I smirk at him.

'God, I've missed this cock.' I breathe out. I have, even though we had s*x only two days ago. Only one day in between where we didn't. One day too much.

'That's what I like to hear, baby. Now suck it.' He demands.

'Don't talk to me like that, Freddie. I decide what's gonna happen and what isn't.' I look into his eyes, and back at his c**k, eager to get it in my mouth. Freddie grunts in frustration and bites his lip.

'God, you're such a turn on like this, Rog...' I smirk. I knew it. I move my head down and slowly lick the underside of Freddie's hardness. When I lift my head up a bit and look up at him, his eyes are rolled back.

'Listen to me carefully, Freddie. If you grab the back of my head, try to buck your hips up or just move at all, I'll stop. So be a good boy.'

'I can't promise that...' He smirks. I roll my eyes and chuckle.

'Shut up Freddie.' I lower my head a bit again and start to suck at the tip of his c**k, massaging it with my tongue.

'Mmm, damn Rog...you look so f*****g good with my c**k in your mouth...' Freddie softly moans. I smirk around his d**k and take it a little further into my mouth, starting to slowly rake my teeth up and down.

'Faster Rog.' He grabs the back of my head, in an attempt to get me to suck harder, but I free myself from his grip and stop sucking.

'Freddie, I said 'I'll stop if you grab the back of my head.' Remember? Or is your memory not that good?' He rolls his eyes.

'I'm sorry baby, now please continue?' He raises his eyebrows and looks at me with his big brown eyes. I can't say no to that. I move my head back down and start sucking again. I purposely speed up for a few seconds, causing Freddie to gasp, and then slow down again.

'Please Rog...' He begs, with a soft and desperate-sounding voice. I pull off again for a second, Freddie groans in dissatisfaction.

'Babe, I just got started. Do you really think I'm already gonna give you what you want?' I tease. When I continue, I make sure to suck at a pace that's slow, but not too slow, just enough to drive him completely crazy. A soft, small moan escapes from his mouth. I take him a little deeper, still sucking at the slow pace.

'Aahhh fuck...stop teasing...' But he loves it, I can tell by the way his eyes are rolled back and his mouth is constantly slightly hanging open. I speed up again and take him further into my mouth. The little moans coming out of Freddie's mouth get louder with every second.

'f**k yes...' He breathes out. God, I could c*m watching him like this, he's such a turn on when he's moaning and digging his head into the pillow like that. I already know that I won't last long today. I never do when I'm with Freddie. I don't know if that's good or bad. Perhaps both. 

I continue sucking at this pace, taking his c**k relatively far into my mouth, but not quite deepthroating yet. I don't even know if I can do that, since Freddie's c**k is incredibly thick and long.

'Oh God...Roger...' Freddie pulls at my hair. I stop sucking. He whines, but removes his hands from my head. I continue. This goes on for a while, every time Freddie's touches me or tries to get me to suck harder I stop, making him groan and beg for more.

At one point, after Freddie has been a good boy for a record-holding amount of time I deepthroat him for like three seconds. He completely loses it, nearly screaming out in pleasure and gripping a handful of bedsheet.

'f**k Rog...please keep going...' He loudly moans. I taste a little precum in my mouth and stop sucking for a second to swallow it, immediately pulling off right after, I'm not letting him c*m this easily. 'No...no please...' Freddie whimpers, while trying to push my head back down.

'Freddie, stop.' I push his arms away from me and sit up completely. Freddie's chest is rising and falling quickly and he's biting his bottom lip. 'I'm giving you one last chance, or I'm gonna need some handcuffs.' He smirks at me.

'I hate you...' He says, with a raspy voice. I grin and shake my head.

'Sit up.' I demand. 'My lips are missing yours.' He does as I say and when he's at my level, his c**k is standing almost straight up. I wrap my arms around him and hold him close to me while we kiss. 'You don't hate me. Tell me you don't hate me.' I mumble against his lips after I break the kiss, sounding the tiniest bit hurt. His face suddenly turns extreme serious and he takes a deep breath, as if he's about to say something really important.

'You need to stop talking, and suck my dick.' His voice sounds lazy and drunk. Almost arrogant.

'You're a horrible person.' I giggle, as I push him back down onto the bed and move my head to his c**k again. I kiss the swollen tip and taste the few salty drops of precum that are still on there. I lick my lips, wrap them around his c**k and start sucking again, not starting off gently this time but a little rougher.

'Roger...' Freddie softly whimpers. I continue sucking him even harder and deeper, the moans constantly coming out of his mouth growing increasingly louder and longer with each second. 'God...I'm so happy...you're here...' He says with a high voice I'm between some moans. I speed up even more after I hear those words and start deepthroating him again.

'f**k Roger!' He loudly moans. Ugh it's such a turn on when he's loud. I wanna continue deepthroating him, just to hear his moans of pleasure, but I know he's extremely close by the look on his face and I don't want to finish him like this. I'm not done teasing yet. His eyes are shut tightly, his eyebrows knitted together and his mouth is hanging open, little moans coming out of it every few seconds. 'Rog I'm gonna cum...' He moans. As soon as he says it, I stop sucking and bring my head up. Freddie bucks his hips up in an attempt to get his c**k in my mouth again. But obviously, he fails. 'Rog!' He exclaims. 'I need to cum...'

'No, I decide when you c*m. Now what did I say would happen if you grabbed my head one more time?' I smirk at him. God, I love seeing him this desperate.

'Mmmm...I really hate you...' He groans.

'I know, baby. Where are your handcuffs?' I innocently smile and flutter my eyes at him. He stares at me for a few seconds, his facial expression semi-not amused, but I see a naughty glint in his eyes.

'Nightstand.' He says, with a low and deep sounding voice. I raise my eyebrows at him.

'So? What are you waiting for? Go get them.' Freddie smirks.

'Just because you're asking it so kindly.' I roll my eyes.

'Oh shut up.' I laugh. 'Will you please get your handcuffs so that I can tie your filthy little hands that you can't keep to yourself together?' I pull a smug face, proud of what I just said. Freddie sighs, again semi-not amused and rolls over on the bed, I instantly take the opportunity to smack his ass (of course), and reaches his arm out to open the door of his nightstand. He pulls the handcuffs out and tosses them at me.

'Gimme your hands.' I look into his eyes and he sticks his arms forward. I attach the handcuffs without breaking the eye contact. 'That'll teach you.'

I move my head back down and start sucking again, taking his c**k further into my mouth every time I move my head down, earning a deep, low moan from Freddie. He's so damn hot like this.

'f**k babe...' I smirk and deepthroat him, but not long enough to send him over the edge. 'Fuck... you're gonna make me cum...' I immediately stop sucking again.

'Roger please! I'm so close...' He looks like he's about to cry.

'I'm not done teasing you yet, babe.'

'How much longer?' He softly asks. I've never seen him like this, he looks like a big baby, but a kinky one.

'I don't know. I haven't decided yet.' I massage the tip of his c**k with my thumb. Freddie makes little whining noises and digs his head into the pillow beneath him.

'Rog...'

'No.'

'Please...'

'No, Freddie. No amount of begging is gonna make me change my mind. I run my hand up his inner thigh, purposely not touching his c**k. He moves his hips around a bit, trying to get me to touch him. I chuckle and shake my head.

'What did I say about trynna finish yourself off, Freddie?' He furrows his eyebrows and whines. 'Oh shut up you big baby.'

I take his thick c**k into my mouth again. I want to tease him until he's absolutely desperate, but I don't even know if I will survive that. I've been extremely hard for the longest time, and seeing him like this is, all sweaty and moaning non-stop is not making it easy for me. My self-control is slowly disappearing.

I suck at an excruciatingly slow pace, causing Freddie to try to free his hands to grab my head.

'Freddie, the more you're gonna move, the more your hands are gonna be tied together.' I say, after I let his c**k slip out of my mouth for a quick second, continuing right after.

'I can't help it that you're a f*****g tease!' He shouts, with a high and raspy voice.

Then I decide to give him a little treat, suddenly deepthroating him without a warning.

'f**k f**k fuck...' He loudly moans, digging his head into the pillow again and bucking his hips up into my mouth. I don't stop this time, but continue even faster.

'I'm gonna cum...' Freddie whimpers. I immediately pull off and bring my head up with a big smirk. 'Roger!' He shouts. 'You f*****g jerk.'

'You know waiting makes it better.' I innocently smile at him.

'I don't give a s**t. Please Rog...' He wriggles his hands around in the handcuffs. f**k, his begging is turning me on so much.

'Freddie, stop it.' I groan. 'It's not easy for me either.'

'You wanna f**k me so bad?' He smirks.

'God, you have no idea.' I said it before I could stop myself. I know that if I show Freddie any kind of weakness he'll immediately make me do what he wants me to do again.

'Then why don't you just go ahead?'

I want nothing more, I think. I stare at him for a second.

'You're so f*****g evil, trynna get me to do exactly what you want, even with handcuffs on.'

'No, you're missing the point. I'm getting you to do exactly what you want.'

I have no comeback for that. Even with handcuffs on that are keeping him from being able to use his hands he can still bend me to his will.

I'm on the verge of giving in. I want him so bad, and he's only making me want it more. I can't take it anymore.

Then I basically almost tear the handcuffs off Freddie. He immediately gets up to sitting and pulls my shirt over my head while I'm taking off my shoes and unzip my pants.

When my boxers are the only thing I still have on Freddie pulls me down onto the bed with him.

'I have to admit Rog, you are f*****g hot when you take control.' He looks at me and bites his lip.

'And you didn't want me to top. Are you sure I should continue?' I teasingly ask. He flips me over onto my back and straddles on top of me.

'Like you could still stop yourself now.' He starts to rub his ass on my boner, making me throw my head back and letting out a soft moan. 'That's what I thought.' He teases. I open my mouth to say something back but he stops me.

'Just shut up and f**k me Rog.'

'Gladly.' I smirk. Freddie gets off of me and takes off my boxers. He stares at my incredibly stiff c**k and lets out a satisfied groan.

'f**k, I want that in my ass.' He breathes out. I grin and carefully lay him down on his back. He automatically spreads his legs for me.

'Don't prep me.' He rasps. Thank god, I can't wait one more second. I'm so turned on, my c**k is already dripping with precum and it hasn't even been touched. 'There's lube in my nightstand.' Freddie says. I hurry over there and grab the bottle. I position myself behind him, feeling butterflies of nerves and excitement shoot through my stomach as I pour some lube on my c**k. This is gonna be the first time I f**k a man. And oh boy, I'm excited.

More than excited, I'm desperate to get inside Freddie.

'Are you ready?' I ask him.

'Are you ready?'

'I'm so ready.'

He spreads his legs a bit more and I slowly and carefully push the swollen tip of my c**k into him, a little bit scared that I'm gonna hurt him, but I probably won't because he told me he's done double penetration before so...

I push deeper into him. I gasp and Freddie softly moans.

'Come on Rog, more, deeper...' Freddie groans.

'But won't I...' I start.

'No, you won't hurt me. I'm not a f*****g virgin.' He wraps his arms around me and pulls me closer to him, causing my entire c**k to slide into him.

'f**k Freddie...' I moan. 'So f*****g tight..' I slowly start to thrust in and out of him, my mouth constantly hanging open and my head slightly tipped back. I thrust with a bit more power and speed, making Freddie softly whimper my name.

'Harder Rog...please...' He pleads. I kiss him to shut him up and pound into him with even more force, continuing to thrust like that. I can't help but moan into his mouth at the overwhelming feeling of pleasure, my c**k finally getting what it's been wanting for hours now.

Freddie scratches at my back and I pound into him harder, deeper. If he wants me to f**k him hard, he'll get it. When I break the kiss he immediately moans out in pleasure.

'f**k yes Rog...' He kisses and sucks the skin on my shoulder, leaving little love bites there. I start stroking Freddie's huge c**k like he's done to me when he tops. He digs his nails into my back and buries his head in my neck, loudly moaning the whole time.

'Harder...' He breathes out, barely audible.

'God you're needy..' I groan in his ear. Then I thrust into him with all the power that's inside of me. Both of our moans fill the room. Sorry neighbours.

'Does Dominique...ahh fuck...make you...God...feel that good?' Freddie manages to say in between the moans. All I can do is shake my head and continue pounding into him, completely consumed by this new feeling. Although s*x with Dominique did use to be great, it was never as good a s*x with Freddie. But I don't think I've ever been in love with her as much as I am with Freddie at the moment.

He's like a damn song I can't get out of my head.

I hit his prostate for the first time, and he completely goes crazy.

'Goddammit Roger! Do that again!' He screams. I slam into his sweet spot a few times, while still stroking him. Freddie shuts his eyes tightly, I can see from his facial expression that he's already close to orgasming, which isn't a surprise since the blowjob I just gave him nearly made him c*m too. I glad that he's close though, I am too and I want him to c*m first.

'Rog I'm gonna cum...' He whimpers.

'c*m for me baby...' I moan in his ear as I pound deep inside of him and keep hitting his prostate.

'Aaaghh f**k!' He screams, as he pulls at my hair and cums all over my stomach. Seeing him like this immediately sends me over the edge too, and I give him one final thrust before I c*m inside him with a loud moan.

'Oh my god...' I whisper, as I pull out of him and collapse next to him on the bed. Freddie keeps quiet, too exhausted to say something back. I hear his heavy breath next to me.

'Spoon me.' He says after a few minutes, with an almost sad sounding voice that I know I won't be able to resist.

'But Freddie...I have to go home, Dominique..' I try.

'It's already 4:30 anyway, you might as well stay.' He looks at me with his big brown eyes. f**k, he knows just how to bend me to his will.

'Freddie...' I groan.

'Please?' He looks like a sad little puppy.

'Okay, just for one minute, then I have to go.' I lay down beside him and wrap my arms around his warm, comfortable body and pull him as close to me as I can. God, I need to be with Freddie so bad. I want him fo more than just s*x. I want to fall asleep next to him like this every night, I want to kiss him in public without giving a f**k, I want to be able to call him my boyfriend.

'Thank you.' He whispers.