Roger's POV
Shit. What did I just get myself into? I want nothing more than to be with Freddie, but I simply can't leave Dominique. It's so f*****g frustrating because she's still blackmailing me and I can't tell Freddie that that's the reason I can't leave her, because then I'd have to tell him everything. But if I'd just leave her she'd tell Freddie...
Either way, he's gonna find out. And I'm not ready for that. At all. But he needs to know the truth one day because I can't keep hiding it from him the rest of my life. It's like a huge weight I carry with me all the time, and I can't do it anymore.
Plus, Dominique is pregnant. And even though I don't want to have kids right now, I also don't want my kid to grow up without their biological father.
Sometimes I wonder if just dying would
