low battery, low life, homeless.

getting out there I was a regular member of society lower class hard working living in the downtown area of Phoenix all of 27 years old renting a 2 bed 2 bath house in Phoenix art district with my wife and 3 children was trying to keep up with the normal everyday life but just like everyone nothing is perfect weather it was feeling the tention within my relationship or things that weigh on me from my past parent and or Future there were factors mixed with a bore of routine an lose of spice or lust in my love life mabye the fact that I was in a similar situation years prior in my life whatever it was mixed with the unlucky energy on a schorchig hot summer day in Phoenix my world slowly but surely started to take a spin for worse that day I danced with the devil. a friend from work came over as I was bored on a regular day after work handed me a little blue pill that I thought couldnt hurt wife and kids came over was in a separation period in my marriage had been talking with a women that was not my wife and my wife didn't take that lightly we started to argue in my driveway about this engagement my little sister behind the wheel kids in the back on father's day argument escalated as the sun beat down my sister decided to backup striking my left leg sweeping me under the car a loud pop and there it was I'd like to say the beginning of all my problems but I was already on this little blue pill when it happened so was it but after the pop I shot up to my feet and my leg bent out to the left near my ankle knowing my leg shouldn't bend like that I lay back down screaming for help as my sister speeds away wife with a smile screaming volar sentences I couldn't make out in shock I hopped on one leg across the street to my neighbors passing out sliding down the door after falling into it concrete on fire against my bare back I hear sirins I wake up to a man saying that I can walk fresh out of surgery shocked because I didn't know it worked so quickly after weeks of physical therapy and drugs for the pain I had a empty bottle and a leg that still hurt what was I to do probably not what I did but did it anyway I called that so called friend to bring more of the little blue pills was it right was it wrong all I knew was I was in pain that I wanted to stop physical and mental the beginning of a wild rabbits whole that consumed me like Alice lost in wonderland only alot darker and on the streets of Phoenix alone some of my darkest days and even darker nights spent chasing this little blue pill slave to a substance bigger then me