Are you one of my BER months? SeptemBER, OctoBER, NovemBER, DecemBER, and... foreBer!
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September 2016.
Azil initiated hanging out with me again after she’s gone for weeks! I don’t know what’s the real score between us. She’s with me whenever she feels bored and then leave when she’s busy. It makes me feel like we’re playing a game where only she knows the rules. I know I still love her, but I didn’t want her to hurt me again. I started dating and partying again. Every time she’s missing-in-action, I always spend time at a bar and looked for someone I could hooked up with.
It’s Azil’s day off today and I’m working at home. I am busy with my computer, but I can’t think properly because she’s so noisy beside me. Azil hated it when I’m not paying attention to h
