Jackson’s POV: I love Fenrir, but I need him to shut the hell up because I am feeling overwhelmed. I have so many thoughts and emotions flooding every aspect of my being right now. Kai’s eyes focus on me, and he knows; I know he knows. “How did you deal with it?” I ask Kai, trying to focus on my breathing. “Not well, obviously.” I need him to stop, “Fenrir, please. I f*****g hear you just stop,” I growl internally. Amber looks nervous; both she and Sia are worried I am having a stroke or a fit… I can tell. I almost fall over when she asks, “Jackson, are you okay?” My eyes close softly as I listen to her voice, and it’s almost as if I have never heard her talk before. Her voice is beautiful, soothing, and serene. I place my hand on Jeon’s shoulder to steady myself and take a deep

