To have and to hold

Kristiana Amira "Yana" Dawson is the only daughter of the Dawson Group of Companies but she doesn't seem to mind because she's having a blast at a club in Los Angeles. "Yana I think the guy in the other table likes you" her bestfriend Annika said while drinking some alcohol. "Ano ka ba Annika hayaan mo nga yan we're here to have fun but that doesn't include boys no" Yana exclaimed as she drink her tequila. Yana is such a nice kid before and not a pain in the ass before her mother died due to an accident because of her father. And after that she started being a rebel and her father doesn't seems to mind because of his guilt. Laging naaalala ni Yana ang kanyang mommy kahit saan at kahit kailan maybe because ito lang ang kakampi nya sa lahat. "cr lang ako annika" as she stood up medyo nahihilo pero Yana want's to excuse herself from the crowd. "are you sure? do you want me to go with you? mukhang hindi ka okay e" nagaalalang tanong ni Annika "I'm fine Niks babalik din kaagad ako" Yana said and smile to her bestfriend before leaving. while walking in the dark corner of the club kung saan papuntang cr hindi kinaya ni Yana ang hilo at natumba handa na sana syang bumagsak sa sahig pero ng idilat nya ang kanyang mga mata isang gwapong lalake ang kanyang nakita. His deep brown eyes, rosy lips and a perfectly pointed nose parang nawala ang kanyang pagkalasing dahil sa lalakeng sumalo sa kanya. "are you okay?" a baritone voice spoke and suddenly Yana go back to her senses and immediately stand up straight. "Yeah I'm okay thanks" Yana smiled and left the handsome guy baka kase pag tumagal pa e sumama na sya dito pauwi dahil sa gwapo neto. As soon as Yana get back to their table she started to continue the "fun" that she's having and tries to temporarily forgets her problems so she drink and drink her bestfriend Annika was lost in the crownd and she didn't want to tie her bestfriend beside her so she just let it have the fun that she also wanted. Yana was about to go home and while walking she cannot fine the car key in her purse and she is so focused that she bumped to a person. But that person suddenly grab her and kiss her not until she recognized that person ito ang sumalo sa kanya kanina. And Yana is hyperventilating kase this guy who is kissing her right now is super gwapo and she can't even believe and also because of alcohol she also kiss back that guy. "hey" the guy said between their kisses. "hey uhm what's your name?" Yana ask while their kissing non stop. "Matt, let's continue this at my place wanna come?" Matt ask her with as husky voice. "Sure handsome" Yana said seductively. As soon as they got into the place Matt kiss her like there's no tomorrow and touching her everywhere and she doesn't mind because she likes it very much. All Yana wanted was to be pleasured by this handsome guy name Matt she didn't think of the consequences after this. She wanted it so there's no turning back even though she is a virgin. "Hey Matt I just wanna say something" Yana said as Matt explores her body. "yeah?" "I still have my v-card you know" Yana shyly said. "oh don't worry I will be gentle to you babe" Matt said and wink at her. And that night all Yana did is to moan... moan Matt's name because of the pleasure that this guy gives to her. kinabukasan..... Yana wakes up and as she wakes up she started to worry because this is not her freaking hotel room and she look at herself and saw herself naked at mas lalo pa syang kinabahan mas lalo pa syang nanlumo ng makita nya ang lalaking mahimbing na natutulog sa tabi nya kaya ang ginawa nya ay ang sa tingin nya ay tamang gawin at iyon ay ang tumakbo. Dali dali syang nagbihis at umalis sa lugar na yon at pinangako nya sa sarili nya na dadalhin nya ang pangyayaring yon sa hukay.. 5 years later..... As soon as the plane landed Yana's memories with her mother is suddenly bringing back like it just happen yesterday but she have to be tough because there is a lot of work to do now that she is the new Chairwoman of the Dawson Group of Companies. Malalim ang iniisip ni Yana ng bigla syang napabaling sa katabi nya ng biglang bumalik ang alaala na pilit nyang kinakalimutan. Although she love Eli so much she can't change the fact that soon he will start asking questions and she is scared of answering it. She's busy reminiscing the past when her phone suddenly rang. "Yes?" Yana answered. "Ma'am when will you formally start here at the office so I can tell it to the board?" her secretary Jing said "Maybe next week I guess I just have to make sure that Eli will be fine as soon as I start working at the office" Yana said. "Copy ma'am, and also they want to held a welcome part for you ma'am and some investors and partners will come. Is it okay with you?" secretary Jing. "I guess I have no choice but to attend because it's already prepared" Yana sighed as she said it because loaded schedule will surely welcome her with warm hugs.