CHAPTER 1: The Illusion of Forever
Asmira had always believed in a love rooted in faith, patience, and honesty. A beautiful and kind-hearted woman, she balanced business & being a wife to Engr. Malik. Life was demanding, but she carried it with grace. Above all, Asmira had been deeply devoted to her husband, Engr. Malik. A year into their marriage, Allah blessed them with twins—but tragically, the babies returned to Him shortly after birth. The loss shattered Asmira. In her grief, she couldn't help but blame Malik, believing his affairs with other women during her pregnancy had brought misfortune upon them.
Just a month later, another blow struck—her business collapsed. She had placed too much trust in her business partner, Keira, and that trust was betrayed. Two devastating events in just one month left Asmira drowning in sorrow. Each day was a struggle; she cried constantly, lost and overwhelmed, and at times, she felt so hopeless she questioned whether life was worth continuing.
Engr. Malik held Asmira gently, wrapping her in an embrace filled with remorse and affection. He whispered his apologies, regretful for the pain they had endured.
“We can try again someday,” he said softly. “But for now, I won’t pressure you to have a child.”
With a heavy heart but determined spirit, Asmira began searching for job opportunities—going from one interview to another hoping to earn enough to cover their daily needs. At the same time, she looked for a buyer to sell one of their properties so they could pay their employees.
One day, an employee approached her and said,
“Ma’am, we’re willing to work without pay until the project is done. We believe in you, and we know you’ll rise again.”
Tears welled up in Asmira’s eyes. As she handed out their final pay, her voice trembled:
“Thank you for your support and your faith in me. I wish all of you the best of luck. I’m heartbroken over how things turned out, but I’ve made the difficult decision to stop the project. I truly owe you so much. Your offer means the world to me, but I can’t let you work without compensation—it wouldn’t be fair. Don’t worry, I’ll be recommending you to a well-established construction company so you can continue working.”
A month later, Engr. Malik shared some news.
“Asmira, my current project is almost complete, and I’ve been offered a new assignment in Malaysia. Would you be okay with me accepting it?”
Asmira smiled gently and replied,
“If it’s for your growth, then of course. Even though we’re married, I’ll never stand in the way of your career. It’s our future you’re working for, right, love? I’ll support you however I can. I’ll understand the long hours and distance. It’ll be worth it.”
Malik embraced her tightly.
“I couldn’t ask for more. You’re so supportive, so kind. I’ll always love you, Asmira.”
Asmira asked Malik for his blessing to pursue law school, hoping it would keep her occupied during their long-distance relationship. She also saw it as a new path—one that, if successful, could benefit their future business together. Malik supported her decision wholeheartedly and encouraged her to go for it.
Soon after, Asmira enrolled in one of the most prestigious law schools in the city, ready to take on a new chapter in her life with determination and hope.
And with that, Malik departed for Malaysia. Despite the miles between them, their love endured, proving that distance couldn’t break what was built on trust and understanding.
She trusted him completely, even as his calls grew shorter, his words colder. “He’s just tired,” she told herself, choosing hope over suspicion.
But each visit home made her heart ache. Malik barely spoke, barely touched her. Still, Asmira prayed, asking Allah to reveal what her eyes couldn’t see.
In the middle of this emotional storm, her preliminary law exams loomed. Though she studied hard, her mind was clouded with worry. Was Malik struggling at work? Was he okay? These thoughts followed her everywhere, even into the exam hall.
Then came the message.
Scrolling through social media, Asmira noticed a message request. It was from a woman named Bea.
"Hi Asmira. I hope you don't mind me asking… how are you related to Engr. Malik?"
Her breath caught.
"He’s my husband. Why?" she replied, trembling.
The answer came fast.
"Because I’m his girlfriend."
Everything stopped. Asmira reread the message, hoping she misunderstood. But deep down, she knew. The signs had been there all along. Malik had found someone else. Her trust was shattered.
She messaged Malik in a rush of disbelief and pain, hoping for an explanation, a denial, something. But his responses were vague, distant, and hollow. No apology. No clarity. Just silence.
Days turned into a blur. She couldn’t eat, couldn’t study. She cried until her tears dried, and still, the pain clung to her. Her exams didn’t go well; her dream of topping the list slipped through her fingers.
Each day, she tried to gather strength—forcing a smile in front of others, whispering affirmations to her reflection. But inside, she was drowning in betrayal, questioning her worth, her role, her love.
What did she do wrong? Was she not enough?
She didn’t have the answers. Not yet.
But even in the darkness, something inside her whispered: This isn’t the end of your story.
Each day brought emotional and physical challenges for Asmira. At times, she felt confused and overwhelmed, but she constantly reminded herself of her commitment to take law school seriously and give it her all.
As time passed, Asmira carried on with life, working during the day and pursuing her law degree at night. Yet deep inside, she remained profoundly unhappy. The pain of betrayal from Engr. Malik still weighed heavily on her soul, invisible to those around her. No one truly understood how deep her wound went.