6 I suddenly felt nervous as I tried to swipe the keycard in the lock on my room's door. The thought crossed my mind that Dirk was on this floor. I hoped he wouldn't escort his bimbo down to the elevator and see me in the hallway with his wife. I don't know why it should matter. The man was having an affair. Deep down, though, I knew that what Cassie and I were getting ready to do was the ultimate betrayal. Whether the man deserved it or not, this was not right. Despite the sudden rush of guilt, I also knew that there was no way in hell that I was going to be able to stop this hot, fast-moving freight train. This was a once in a lifetime opportunity. If I didn't jump at the chance, I would wonder for the rest of my life what it would have been like. I couldn't do that to my future self.

