15 "You are?" An odd mixture of excitement, dread, and overpowering love swirled through my confused brain. She turned back to face me then before giving me a brief, confirming nod. I felt like my knees were going to buckle, but I had to know. "Is it mine?" I held my breath as I waited for her response. She couldn't hide the pained look that crossed her face, but she quickly recovered and answered me. "Dirk is sterile, and I haven't been with anyone else, so..." "It's mine." I finished her dangling statement in a feeble attempt to make my brain process what she was telling me. I had never given any serious thought to becoming a father before, so the idea that it was now a reality felt overwhelming. The swirling emotions of fear, anticipation, and excitement curled together in a knot i

