Time running out

"This is a very nice place, was it expensive, you didn't have to spend so much money on me," I say pondering what he was going to ask next, although I was almost certain I knew what he was going to ask I knew he was going to propose, he was talking about going jewelry shopping and that I couldn't go with him, we have been dating for three years. "I know but this is special,Veda," he hesitated, "okay here we go, "I thought to myself. "Veda, I think we should break up, " he said very quickly, like the split second when you turn on the light. "What," I stutter, the sadness came so quickly , like the pain that appears when you got a shot as a child. "Why,like this too?" I cried, he was silent. Tears slowly dripped from eye, down my cheeks. I ran outside trying not to cause a scene. "Veda wait," he yelled. " Why? "I asked, " there is someone else, and I love her, but I had to make a decision, " he replied, I could hear his voice breaking. "How long?" I ask, " ten months, " he says, "ten months? You have been, you have, ten months," I could hardly breathe, I could hardly speak, it felt like I had inhaled shards of glass. I just want to die.