All you wanted

All you wanted: Written by Mariana Dias Mia Santon is an ordinary teenage girl who lives in an urban city with her parents; her teenage life is shattered when her best friend Crystal Ford dies. She then becomes overwhelmed with hatred towards Rylie Kenston, who’s partly responsible for her best friend’s death but the more time she spent with Rylie, her anger became less towards him. Mia and Rylie eventually fall in love, however Hayden Lakewood, the gentle, introvert,shy guy also has a hatred towards Rylie for making his dad lose his company and Hayden is also in love with Mia because she always stood up for him against Rylie.Hayden has always allowed Rylie to dominate him but he refuses to be dominated by Rylie this time and lose Mia,will the shy and introvert guy overpower the bad boy in his fight for Mia??? Chapter 2 The awkward tension between Rylie and I was stirring a fiery heat in the classroom,I could feel his eyes pierced onto me furiously even though,he was seated behind me,you know that suspicious feeling you get when someone is staring at you but they think you're not noticing? that's exactly what I was experiencing. I think the fact of the way I left him on our last encounter is really affecting him and the fact that I chose to ignore him and give my attention to Hayden frustrated him even more. Hayden was a real sweety pie,he was seated opposite me and couldn't stop smiling with the fact of how I hooked onto him when he arrived at school and we walked in as if we are a fairy tale couple.A few minutes later,the bell finally rang,which for me felt like a lifetime for it to happen,especially with Rylie making it extremely uncomfortable for me and making it hard for me to concentrate,the end of this period was finally done and I could finally get a break from Rylie on my next period because he didn't take that subject.     Hayden also wasn't in my next classroom period,which was even more of a relief for me because I could get a break from him and Rylie,I didn't want to use Hayden as an escape from Rylie,as a matter of fact,I didn't want to use him in any way that would be hurtful,Hayden was truly a sweet and gentle guy.Now thinking about Hayden so much and admiring his attributes,I wondered why weren't so many girls over him,Ok he wore over-sized  glasses and wasn't much of a funky fashion guy,he was more of a  semi formal guy,always dressed in shirts and chino pants with regular sneakers but he was still quite charming and his cute golden curly hair added more spark to his attributes. If Crystal was still alive maybe she could've dated him,although her eyes and love was locked on Rylie,maybe if Rylie's rejection towards her wasn't so cruel and harsh,she would've healed in time and gain the courage to love again.I truly miss my best friend,the more days I face without her,the more I feel so empty and drained,maybe if I had focused more of my attention on Hayden,I could've hooked him up with Crystal instead of allowing her undying love for Rylie consume her,I would've still had my best friend with a really sweet and charming guy that would've loved and cherished her. As I was packing my books in my bag to head to my next classroom period,I felt a large and tight grip on my arm,I was so startled by this sudden grip,I could feel my blood rushing through my vain,to my amazement,the person that was holding such a large and tight grip on me was none other than Rylie,I thought that his frustrations towards me would push him away and grow resentment towards me but instead it just made him want more from me.As his hands was still gripped tight on my arms,I tried to address him calmly and normal manner,as an effort to not cause attention and most of all to prevent him from spilling out what we did,this was probably not a good time to ignore him and aggravate him even more. His eyes remained glued onto mine with his hands still gripping my arm,he didn't say anything for a while,he just kept staring at me,he probably didn't want to cause a scene either,when everyone left the classroom,Hayden waited for me and joked if I would like him to escort me to my next class like Cinderella? I knew this wasn't a good time for jokes,especially with the guy whom I've been  ignoring Rylie for.Awwwwwh that's super sweet but you don't have to escort me Hayden,I'll pop in by the ladies room before I head to my next class anyway,I replied with a frantic smile to make him give up and not to aggravate Rylie even more,Ok cool,see you around than,my heart felt such a relief hearing him say that and I was even more relieved when he left. However my relief only lasted for 2 minutes,I still had to face the biggest challenge that was standing in front of me,I didn't have any words nor did I have any courage to face him,I just kept looking around and stare at whatever I could,finally he spoke,what's the meaning of this? it was a free period in the classroom that we were in,so we had time to chat,although I didn't want to miss any of my classes but I also didn't want to ignore Rylie anymore,I would have to face him at some point,it might as well be right now.What's the meaning of what? I replied,pretending as if I'm not aware of what I've done,first you came after me in full rage for losing your best friend,than you found comfort in my embrace till the point where we made love and now you're playing Cinderella with Hayden.I had  no way of defending myself,I just felt disappearing at that moment so that I wouldn't have to face the situation that I was in. I managed to gain some courage and momentum after a while,I am still very hurt and angry at you Rylie and I'm still trying to process what happened between us and what will happen from here onwards,I can't comprehend it myself,how I fell so easily in your  embrace despite the fact that I was and still am furious with you,you took away my best friend who was also one of  the brightest stars in my life,I don't have anything else to say to you,I'm heading to my class now,you have taken enough of my time,as I was about to leave the classroom,Rylie pulled me towards him and kissed me so forcefully yet so passionately,just like the night when we made love,the electric and exciting feelings that I experienced that night was all resurfacing again,I kept contemplating with myself if I should allow this to happen again and betray my best friend again or should I walk away again,how can something so hurtful feel so enchanting? his kiss was warm like the summer heat and soft and smooth like rose petals all over again,I couldn't hide any longer how much I enjoyed been kissed and touched by him as I couldn't control my feelings and excitement,I knew that I would probably regret this later but for now I just allowed my emotions to take me away,his hands started to go down my body again but this time I managed to pull him away before going any further,especially of the fact that we were in a classroom and anyone could walk in on us.Once he pulled away he no longer carried on caressing my body,he probably realized it himself of the environment that we were in,I had to catch my breath again after that wonderful kiss,we really should get going I suggested,to my surprise,he actually agreed with me.Mia,he called before I headed out,we still need to talk,I know I'm not your favorite person and you are still mad at me and still hurting a lot but please give me a chance to at least mend some of the broken pieces that I have caused or even better please give me a chance to fix everything that I have shattered in your life. Why are you so concerned and care so much about healing me? to be honest this incident that happened with your friend has opened up a lot of perspectives for me,I have messed up a lot of people's lives but nothing to this extend and gravity and I've also never seen so much love and true friendship that you shared with Crystal,you guys were like sister's,it might seem unreal what I am about to say but it's true,I actually cry myself to sleep some nights because I have never witnessed nor experienced such great and profound love.My mind was in a daze by Rylie's confession,Rylie was highly conceited and an ultimate bad boy,why was he so broken and confessing all this to me?I could see and feel the sincerity in his eyes,so when he asked me to give a chance,I agreed,I didn't want to spend any more time talking to him about this in the classroom.alright Rylie,I will let you know when I'll be free than we an meet up,I replied but we are meeting in a public place,no more private rooms,I made it clear to him before heading out.  The thoughts and memories of Rylie kept spinning in my mind,what was happening to me,was I replacing my best friend with the person who took her away,or was this just a phase that I was going through due to his confessions? whatever it was I really couldn't figure it out,my head was spinning like a roller-coaster ride.As I stepped out onto the school ground during break to catch some fresh air,Hayden startled me with his appearance,I was beginning to get startled a lot  lately,maybe it was because of what I was going through,Hey Mia,he greeted me,I went pass your classroom but you weren't there,yeah,I left a rush I had something to do,I lied hastily.                                               Chapter 1: His hands felt soft and smooth like rose pedals, as he slowly touched me, running his hands down my shoulders till my waist. My body started to release electric excitements but I maintained my composure as an attempt not to reveal the sensational feeling that he was inserting in me, how can the person that shattered my world  and took away my best friend be the same person that’s giving me so much pleasure??? Rylie Kenston was highly conceited and an ultimate bad boy and of course he was the most popular boy at school. I wasn’t very fond of him, despite his charming looks and popularity, however my best friend Crystal Ford had an undying crush on Rylie Kenston,sometimes I felt tormented of how often she would talk about him and day dream about him all the time. She would make silly future plans like selecting a wedding dress, shoes,cars and Butterfly, which would’ve been the name of her house,Yep,she had a name for her house which would’ve been named Butterfly because in her fantasy her love with Rylie would’ve blossom like a butterfly, She had such a bright spark on her face when she spoke about this, her smile was so contagious, it automatically sparked my smile to see her so happy. I was still very hurt and still felt hatred towards Rylie for taking away my best friend, yet his touch was so soothing and calm, it made me feel a sense of security  and safety, he continued to linger and caress my body, he handled me so gently as if I was a precious and fragile object, he then ran his fingers through my lips and stared profoundly into my eyes, such a compassionate look that I had never seen on his face before, then he slowly lifted my chin to reach his lips,his kiss was so welcoming and sweet, I instantly fell in the heat of the moment that we were in, I slowly opened my lips to tangle with his but not penetrating the kiss, I then found myself rubbing my hands on his chest and at the same time slowly removing his t-shirt,he then removed my t-shirt too and started to unbutton my pants, a part of me was still fueled with anger towards him but the other part of me didn’t want this moment to go to waste. My sensational feelings overtook my anger and the next moment we were both in bed, I was so indulged by his passion to the point where I didn’t even noticed when he layed me down on the bed, he started kissing my feet and legs than worked his way up to my lady area, my lady area was so wet and moist at this stage from all the sensational feelings from before we found ourselves in this postion,he played around my lady area for a while caressing it with his fingers and tongue before entering inside me and causing me to scream in absolute pleasure. We stayed in this position for a while, his body on top of my body was like a piece of a missing that fitted so peferctly, as I felt every inch of him inside me, after a while he flipped me on my back to enchant me from behind, as his body knocked harder against my body while we were in this postion, the memories and flashbacks of my best friend knocked hard on my conscious, I immediately felt a sense of betrayal and shame towards my best friend for what I was doing. I pulled away from him so swiftly, my body felt so drained when my conscious knocked me so hard,I quickly got up and got dressed then left Rylie completely puzzled and unable to comprehend my sudden change. I left in such a rush that I felt as if I ran a marathon, I needed to catch my breath as I slammed the door behind me, before I proceeded to my car and headed home, when I arrived home mom and dad were seated in the lounge having dinner, normally they would call me over and throw some jokes around but this time they didn’t as they knew I had been depressed lately due to losing my best friend. I’ve been living with so much pain lately but at this point, I wasn’t sure which pain was worse, the pain of losing my best friend or the pain of betraying her with the guy that she had an undying love for, I greeted mom and dad as they were having dinner then I headed straight to my room, so many thoughts circulated my mind as I layed down on my bed staring at the ceiling, before getting up to take a shower and headed off to bed again. I had no appetite to eat nor the desire to do anything; mom and dad tried their best not to bother me too much, as they knew I wasn’t feeling well, that was quite a relief for me as I didn’t want to face anyone at the moment. Seems like sleeping was the only time that I could escape the pain and reality of my surroundings, the next morning, before I got up for school, mom came to my room to check up on me, her sweet, caring voice and smile cheered me up a little, as she walked in my room and sat by my bed side, Good morning my Pumpkin Splash, mom always called me Pumpkin Splash because I had a great love for pumpkins, how are you feeling this morning? I pulled myself out of my blanket and set up on my bed, trying not to show her that I was still hurting, I didn’t want her to worry about me all the time otherwise this would take a strain on her as well, I’m feeling much better mom,Awwwwwh my sweet Pumpkin Splash, I’m glad to hear that, your dad and I will be leaving soon for work, I left your dinner in the fridge seeing that you didn’t have it last night and I packed some lunch for you, it’s on the kitchen counter, thanks mom I’m sure you’re aware that I get lunch at school right? Mmmmmm she sighed, Yes I am aware of that but is your school lunch filled with love, health and extra sprinkle of love like mine? She tickled my stomach as she said that and we both burst out with laughter than dad walked in and gave me a kiss on my forehead and said his goodbyes too, see you later my Pumpkin Splash, Don’t forget to lock up all the doors and the garage, I love you Loads like Pumpkins, mom joked as they walked out of my room, I love you loads too, I shouted before they made their exit. The feeling and thought of having to face Rylie at school after I last encounter was draining my energy even more and made me feel like I had no reason to get out of bed, but I had to go to school, as we were preparing for our final year examinations. When I arrived at school ,I tried every way possible to avoid Rylie,but my efforts came to no excel, as I parked my car, when I arrived at school,Rylie pulled up behind me, I stayed in my car for a while, hoping  he would ignore me too, but nope he waited till I got out of my car to meet up with him, as I stepped out of my car, Hayden Lakewood arrived, I felt so relieved, Hayden Lakewood was a gentle, calm and shy guy and of cause Rylies’s favorite target to bully, as he liked having dominance over the shy guys, Hayden was quite new at our school, his family moved around our neighborhood due to his father losing his company. Hayden was a real introvert, he had golden curls and was quite tall and charming too, despite those oversized bottle cap glasses he wore that covered his sparkling green eyes, he was quite charming, Hayden’s mom dropped him at school, as she was using his car for work, as he stepped out of the car and was headed towards my direction, I quickly ran up to him and hooked my arm into his arm as if we were on a prom date, I did this just to avoid Rylie and in some way I knew this would boil his temper but I  didn’t really care, I kind of wanted him to feel the pain that I was feeling for taking away my best friend.