His Sunshine

Chapter 4

Damon

I got inside my car and took off at fullest speed. I am hurting, my heart feels like it has been peireced by a long dagger, I want to die because I don't think I can survive this pain, my eyes are blurry because of the tears I wish I can take out my heart and put it aside so that I can take a breather from this feeling.

I am still driving at full speed I don't even know where I am heading, I just want to clear my head and I need a strong drink,I want to drink so much so that the effect of alcohol can erase the vivid images of Katie having s*x with someone else

"Katie" I called out her name while banging my hand hard on the streering wheel the other hand dripping hard making my knuckles turn pale white

"I will never love anyone again, f**k you love, f**k you love for making feel like this, f**k this life " I screamed on top of my lungs while crying, stopping at a red light I decided to wipe my tears with the back of my hand while thinking that I need to drown myself in alcohol maybe the pain will be better, I headed straight to this club called "THE DEEP", I know it's always packed in that club maybe if I surround myself with people I won't think about killing myself.

I pulled up Infront of the club, packed then got out with my phone in hand rejecting Katie's call, she has been calling me non-stop, I know she still wants to explain herself but she lost that right when she went and opened her legs for another man.I clicked my tounge and got inside the club.

I heard music blasting in the speakers, I didn't even notice the interior of the club as my goal was to get to the counter and buy some strong whiskey, I'm not a heavy drinker but tonight I'll drown myself in alcohol. I reached the counter

"Whiskey on the rocks" I said while sitting down on the bar stool , lossening my tie around my neck

"Coming right up" replied the bartender

I got my drink and gulped it down then said

"Again" with my jaw hard not a faint of smile visible on my handsome face

"Sure"

The speakers blasted with an afro pop song ,which was currently what I'm faced with, Heartbreak it's like the song writer was also going through some heart break when he decided to write this song, the song played

Omo mind as you dey talk o

I put my life into my job

And I know I'm in trouble

She manipulate my love o

Feeling been dey swing like jangalova

Maybe another time, maybe another life

You will be my wife and we'll get it right

Have to say bye bye o, bye

Bye to the love of my life

My eye o don cry

E don last last , na everybody

go chop breakfast

When the song said 'bye to the love of my life' my tears that were threatening to spill, came rushing down my cheeks, I couldn't care less if the people are looking at me right now I'm feeling pain and I am going to grieve Katie's and I's love however way I see fit. I continued to drink whiskey until I heard the bartender stating that I've had enough drinking for tonight and me telling him where to get off because I'm the one paying for my drinks not him. I think key word - think

I think I heard him call an Uber for me because I felt muscular arms holding me up and putting me inside a car as I heard the door closing with that I closed my eyes, even when my eyes are closed I can still feel my tears sliding down my face.

I'll forever hate this day the, thirty-first of March, I'll always remember this day as the day where I lost my love and I also hate my father as he is the one that caused my relationship with Katie to dissipate but I vow not to love again because girls. take love for granted.