The perfect Moment
Jane's POV
The Spring Equinox celebration sparkled across the neutral grounds like stars had fallen to earth, and my heart hammered so hard against my ribs that I thought everyone could hear it. I smoothed down my borrowed dress for the hundredth time, knowing the faded blue fabric made me look exactly like what I was, an omega who did not belong at a gathering this important.
Beatrice squeezed my hand and whispered that I looked beautiful, but her kindness could not stop my fingers from trembling as I watched the Shepherd Pack arrive in a convoy of black vehicles that screamed power and wealth. Alpha Robert had only brought me because he needed extra servers for the feast, and I was supposed to stay in the kitchen tent and keep my head down, but something pulled me toward the main celebration like the moon pulls the tide.
The scent hit me first, pine and midnight rain mixed with something wild and perfect, and my wolf surged forward in my mind with a howl of recognition that I had never heard before. My whole body went hot and cold at the same time, and I stumbled forward three steps before I could stop myself, my eyes scanning the crowd desperately for the source of that incredible smell.
Then I saw him. Matthew Shepherd stood at the center of a group of important wolves, and he was even more devastating than the rumors suggested. He was tall and broad with dark hair and eyes like a winter storm, and power radiated from him in waves that made other wolves step back instinctively. He wore a black suit that probably cost more than everything I owned, and when he laughed at something another Alpha said, the sound rolled across the grounds like thunder.
My wolf screamed one word over and over, mate, mate, mate.
I could not breathe, could not think, could not do anything except stare as the most powerful Alpha in our region turned his head slowly toward me like he felt the same pull. Our eyes locked across fifty feet of crowded celebration, and the world stopped spinning for one perfect moment. The mate bond flared to life between us, a golden thread of connection that lit up every nerve in my body and made my soul sing with joy I had never imagined possible.
Matthew's expression shifted from casual amusement to shocked recognition, and then to something that looked almost like wonder. He took a step toward me, and then another, and the crowd parted for him automatically because no one dared stand in an Alpha's path. My feet carried me forward to meet him without any conscious decision, and I barely noticed Claire watching from the refreshment table with narrowed eyes.
We stopped with only inches between us, and up close he was even more overwhelming. The mate bond wrapped around us both, and I could feel his wolf calling to mine through the connection. Matthew raised his hand slowly like he might touch my face, and his fingers were so close to my skin that I felt the heat radiating from them.
"You," he said softly, and his voice was deep and rough in a way that made my knees weak.
"Yes," I whispered back, and I smiled because surely the Moon Goddess had blessed me beyond anything I deserved.
Then Claire appeared at Matthew's side like a viper striking, and she looped her arm through his with a possessive smile that made my stomach clench with sudden fear. She was beautiful in the way Alpha daughters always are, with perfect golden hair and a red dress that probably cost more than my entire year's wages, and she looked at me like I was something dirty on the bottom of her expensive shoes.
"Matthew darling, my father is waiting to discuss the treaty," Claire said sweetly, but her eyes were hard as diamonds when they met mine.
Matthew's expression changed so fast I almost missed it, and the warmth that had been there a moment ago froze into something cold and distant. He looked down at my faded dress and scuffed shoes, and I watched his nose wrinkle slightly as he caught my omega scent beneath the mate bond's perfume. His jaw clenched, and he pulled his hand back like touching me might contaminate him.
The rejection started with his eyes going flat and empty, and then he leaned close enough that only I could hear his next words over the music and laughter surrounding us.
"I, Alpha Matthew Shepherd, reject you, Jane Gregory, as my mate."
The words hit me like silver bullets, and pain exploded through my chest so intense that I could not even scream. My knees buckled, and I crashed to the ground hard enough to scrape my palms on the grass. The mate bond, that beautiful golden thread that had shimmered between us only seconds ago, shattered into a thousand pieces that cut me from the inside out.
I looked up at Matthew through tears I could not control, and he was already turning away like I meant nothing, like breaking our sacred bond was easier than changing his shirt. He took Claire's hand and led her toward the raised platform where the Alphas gathered, and his voice rang out clear and strong as he announced his engagement to her.
The crowd erupted in cheers and applause that sounded like mockery in my ears, and I knelt there bleeding from wounds that would never show on my skin. Nobody looked at me, nobody noticed the omega collapsed in the grass, nobody cared that I was dying from the inside out.
Nobody except the cold moon hanging above us, watching my humiliation with ancient silver eyes.
I forced myself to stand even though my legs shook so badly I could barely support my weight, and I stumbled toward the tree line before anyone could see the blood now staining my dress. The rejection pain followed me like a living thing, tearing through my organs and making every breath feel like drowning. I could hear Matthew's voice behind me explaining how his alliance with Claire would unite the territories and bring peace to both packs, and each word was another knife in my shredded heart.
The forest swallowed me, and I ran deeper into the darkness until my legs gave out near a circle of ancient standing stones. I collapsed against the largest stone and finally let myself scream, the sound ripping from my throat raw and broken.
My skin started bleeding, thin lines of red appearing on my arms and legs and chest, and I realized with distant horror that the mate bond breaking was causing physical wounds. I pressed my hands against the worst cut over my heart, but the blood kept coming, and my vision started going dark at the edges.
The standing stones around me began to glow with silver light, and I thought maybe I was dying and this was what it looked like. But then the light grew brighter and brighter until it burned away the darkness, and suddenly my head filled with memories that were not mine.
I saw a woman with silver eyes and dark hair running through these same woods while holding a baby, and wolves with red eyes chased her through the trees. I saw her fall near these same stones, and I watched her die trying to protect the infant in her arms. I saw a younger Robert appear and snatch up the crying baby before disappearing into the night.
The false memories my father had planted in my mind started cracking like thin ice, and underneath them I saw the truth. I was not an adopted omega, I was not the daughter of wolves who died in a rogue attack, I was not who I thought I was at all.
I was the daughter of Alpha Lydia Moonstone, the last Lycan Queen, and the blood running through my veins carried power that could reshape our entire world.