Chapter 6: Let her go

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William Pov: ******* Their last conversation did not end well when he went to Sophia’s condominium. She insisted that if her betrayal resulted in a child, he should take responsibility for her. for them. But he refused. He could not do that. He would not. Not when doing so would only destroy his wife even further. Elisse had already suffered enough because of his mistakes. He would rather bear the consequences alone than cause her another unbearable wound. He knew, deep down, that everything that had gone wrong was his fault. And he was ready to pay for it. whatever the price might be. For three days, he stayed at their family mansion in Forbes Park. His mother was there, along with his two siblings. They were surprised to see him return alone, carrying a bag, as if he had quietly abandoned the life he once had. They asked questions. He gave none. Shame sealed his lips. He could not bring himself to confess what he had done. Not to them. Not to the family who loved his wife as if she were their own daughter. Because Elisse Santillan was not just his wife. She was the only heiress of Santillan World Corporation, a powerful conglomerate with vast holdings across the Philippines and around the globe. Their families were bound not only by marriage, but by business, trust, and years of friendship. Their union had once been seen as perfect—strategic, unbreakable. If the truth ever surfaced, he knew there would be consequences far worse than public disgrace. Eduardo Santillan—Elisse’s father—was a man feared even by those who worked closest to him. Fiercely protective, ruthless when it came to his family, and with no patience for betrayal. Especially not betrayal toward his only child. Elisse was everything to them. Their marriage had started as an arrangement. No love. No expectations. Just two families securing a future. But somewhere along the way, something real grew between them. Slowly. Quietly. Until they fell in love within the walls of a marriage that was never supposed to be romantic. And then they had a daughter. He truly believed that was it—that fate had finally decided to be kind to them. That their happiness was permanent. But destiny had other plans. It had been his fault from the very beginning. His first mistake had already cost them their child. A loss that shattered Elisse in ways he could never fully mend. And now, he had repeated the same sin. Another betrayal. Another moment of weakness. This time, fear consumed him. Because before, he had lost their child. Now, he was terrified that he might lose Elisse herself. He used to believe that control was strength. Control over emotions. Over choices. Over people. He thought that as long as he remained composed, untouchable, nothing could truly destroy him. That belief had shaped the man he once was—calm, distant, careless with things he assumed would never leave. He was wrong. Losing their child broke something inside him. Not loudly. Not all at once. It happened slowly, in the quiet moments when Elisse cried without sound, when she turned her face away from him in bed, when grief became a permanent shadow between them. That was when he began to change—though he didn’t realize it then. He became more present. More careful. He learned how to listen instead of speak. He tried to carry her pain with her, even if he knew he could never truly understand it. For a while, he believed that effort was enough. That love, once rebuilt, would stay. Until he failed again. Now, standing in front of Elisse, he no longer carried the pride he once protected so fiercely. There was no defense left in him. No justification. No excuses. Only regret. He had rehearsed his words countless times, but none of them felt worthy when he finally met her eyes. The woman he had once promised to protect now looked at him with a pain so deep it terrified him more than anger ever could. “I know I don’t deserve forgiveness,” he said quietly. His voice did not shake—but his hands did. “I know sorry will never be enough.” He lowered himself before her, not caring where they were, not caring who might see. Pride had no place here anymore. “I was wrong,” he continued. “From the beginning. I chose myself over us. Over you.” Elisse remained silent. That silence hurt more than any accusation. “I will spend the rest of my life paying for what I did if that is what it takes,” he said, his voice finally breaking . “But please… don’t shut me out. Don’t erase me from your life. I can change. I have changed.” He had never begged anyone before. But for Elisse, he did. He reached for her hand, gently, as if afraid she might disappear at the slightest touch. “I am not asking you to forget,” he whispered. “I am only asking you to let me prove that I can be better. That I can be worthy of you again.” Tears burned in his eyes, but he did not look away. Because this time, he was no longer asking for control. He was asking for mercy. And whether she would give it or walk away forever was no longer in his hands. ____ Elisse: She did not speak right away. Not because she had nothing to say but because there was too much. She looked at him and saw a man she once trusted with her entire life. A man she had loved quietly, deeply, without conditions. Now, all she could see was someone familiar wearing the face of a stranger. “I begged you once,” she finally said, her voice steady despite the weight it carried. “Not with words but with my silence. With my patience. With everything I chose to endure.” William’s head lowered. “When we lost our child,” she continued, “I thought that was the worst pain a woman could survive. I thought nothing could ever hurt more than that.” She paused, her fingers tightening at her side. “I was wrong.” Her eyes met his not with anger, but with exhaustion. “You didn’t just betray me,” Elisse said. “You made me question my worth. You made me wonder why I was never enough for you—why I never will be.” William tried to speak, but she raised her hand, stopping him. “I am not saying this to punish you,” she added quietly. “I am saying this because this is the truth I live with now.” She took a slow breath. “You ask for forgiveness,” she said. “But forgiveness is not something I can give just because you are finally ready to change.” She stepped back, creating distance between them. “I loved you without asking for proof,” Elisse whispered. “I trusted you even when I was breaking. And you still chose to hurt me.” Her voice did not crack. That was what made it unbearable. “I don’t know if I can ever look at you the same way again,” she said. “I don’t know if love can survive this kind of damage.” She turned away from him, her back straight, her shoulders tense. “But what I do knowis that I can no longer lose myself just to save you.” And with that, she walked away leaving William behind with the consequences of a love he had shattered.William did not follow her. For the first time in his life, he understood that chasing her now would only prove how little he had learned. So he stayed where he was, standing in the silence she left behind. The door closed softly. That sound did more damage than shouting ever could. He sank onto the chair beside him, his elbows resting on his knees, his head bowed low. There was no anger left in him only the unbearable clarity of what he had done. Elisse had not screamed. She had not accused him. She had simply told him the truth. And the truth was heavier than punishment. He had broken something that love alone could not fix. For years, he had believed that being present, being sorry, being willing to change eventually would be enough. He now realized how arrogant that belief had been. Change, when it comes too late, is not redemption. it is consequence. He stayed there for a long time. Long enough for the house to feel unfamiliar. Long enough for regret to settle into something permanent. That night, William did not sleep. He sat alone, replaying every moment he had taken Elisse for granted. the quiet mornings, the way she used to wait for him without complaint, the love she gave without demanding anything in return. He saw now what he had refused to see before. She had been fighting for them long before he ever thought to beg. By morning, he made a decision. He would stop asking Elisse to forgive him. Instead, he would become the kind of man who no longer needed forgiveness to be decent. He would accept whatever distance she chose. Whatever silence she required. Whatever future did not include him the way he once imagined. If loving Elisse now meant letting her go then that would be the price. And this time, he would pay it without complaint. Because some mistakes do not deserve another chance. They only deserve responsibility.
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