Red Dress

Chapter 5

How can my mind function well? If thus things are suddenly happened to my life. I didn't even notice that it will come in my life. People usually said are definitely true that if god will go on his way to give you better life he woul do it secretly that you will surprise it's already happening to your life.

This red dress is perfectly suited to my body like as if it was made for me. I haven't heard about the history of this dress. I don't where the owner of this dress or if there's an owner of it.

"Oh mighty god, give me an answer!. Enlighten me of the things that happening to my life right now."

I plead to him with whole my heart, asking for an answer. I will surely became an stupid because of this. I know I want this but not this way. Adjuration with all my oath curiousity embrace my inner mind. It overcome my whole being that's take a way on how I could have an answer.

"Yes?, who's there?" I almost shouted loudly because of too much shocked when I heard the knock in my door. I don't who's gonna interrupt me when all the people in this mansion is have their own world making a lots of money even though they already have it million times.

"It's me Aldhruv, mom's gonna talk to you bout something in the library, make it fast!."

Is he have an angry issue in me? Or he simple doesn't like me at all? I don't any know about his emotions because it's doesn't visible on his facial expression you can only see an empty expression on his face.

"Yes brother, I'm gonna follow you after this." I said while standing in my bed and walk towards my comfort room to take a half bath. I don't know what time is it but a think it around 3 when I came upstairs it's already 1:00 clock then I flaud my self on those thoughts till I don't know where I take it.

"What are you doing?, come out now!" He said bossyly that I don't have a choice but to come out from my room even I want to take a bath first because I feel sticky.

"I'm sorry brother, I'm going out now." I said with a voice that I don't know if he heard it or not. I hold the door and open it. I saw him standing behind that door with dark features that if you're not used to it you will feel anxious to come closer to him but I'm used to it since the day he lay his eyes on me. I feel scared somehow but I'm trying not to show the validation that his making me feel that way.

"do you have an idea on what's our mother gonna tell to me?" I asked slowly scared that he might blown an fire from his mouth and blow it in my way. Did I did something wrong that's why mother want to talk to me?. Extravagant from the happening trying to make it function in my mind slowly. Right now I should focus in the words that would come from the mouth of my so called mother or the mother I have right now.

"I don't have." he titled his head slowly, look down at me as if I am the smallest figure he ever seen. He slouched his back on the door and faced me then he looked at me from my head to toe like checking if I have something in my pocket or what that I could use to harm his mother. Opened the door his sight remain on me, guarding me if I might do stupid things. I slowly step my feet inside the library, trying to feel his presence on what he would do to me. I didn't distinguish his actions right now, his being alerted on surroundings as if there's a spy that would peek a sight to see on what's going on inside.

"Mother, do you have a word for me." I asked directly to her. Afraid the dark aura that surrounds in this room. Aldhruv didn't go wholely inside, he stay in the corner of the room, standing still like a statue that guarding the luneta park. Eyes didn't even blink, didn't even notice if his still breathing or not. I divert my sight from him towards this beautiful woman that prettyly sitting on that chair that she look like a queen from those kerean drama.

"I just wanted to know if you feel better now?" Slowly standing where she peacefully sitting in just to walk towards me and held my hand tightly, looking into my eyes deeply as if she's looking for something on it. Puzzle that needed to solve that's the thought across into my mind when she's looking at me seriously.

"I'm fine mother, thank you."

"Why you're saying thank you, it's my obligation as a mother look after you, guide you, give you an advice and keeping you safe, there's nothing to thank of."

"Still want to thank you." Smiled with my eyes and teeth visible to make her see or feel that I'm genuine thankful of her. Divulged from her beauty that could hipnotize you. Spreading my gratitude to her even though she might think I am a weirdo. Pleasantly that she's checking on me though I know that is normal cause she thought that I am her daughter, doesn't change that I filtered because of that.

Lightly, she touch the hem of my hair, comb it with her fingers, little crossing it as if she's going to braid my hair.

" Do you want something?" continued combing my hair when she asked me using the tone when you're talking to a one year old baby. She's treating me like a baby.

"I don't want anything mother."

"Oh!, you sure of that sweety?." She asked unsurely about my decision.

I stepped backward feeling awkwardness of her action towards me, not used to receive this kind of treatment.

"Yes mother, I'm sure." I answered. Didn't know what excuses I should made to get out of this room and breathe for a while. Feel suffocating the dark aura that surrounds on in him the soulless and heartless way of sighting me that anytime he will gonna stab my back through his eyes.

" Mother, mind me if I'm going out?" I almost whispered it. Afraid that he might heard it and would triggered his mechanism of being paranoid that I might hurt his mother. He maybe not verbally said it but I read it by observing his actions. I heaved sigh when she nod her head, smiled at me while gesturing that I'm allowed to get out. Bow my head, I turned my back on her step lightly towards the door while looking at my peripheral vision checking if his gaze following me, I inhale relaxing when I figure out that he wasn't looking at me but when he looked at me I almost bit my tongue. I looked in my heels. Slowly reaching the door when he reacher it for me, he opened it and hold my back as if guiding me to go out.

Relieved when I finally come out to that room. I don't know what would I feel when he hold my back. I feel like I might faint earlier when I feel his rough and big hand in my back. A waves of muddled emotions, feelings, thoughts and sensations avalanched down on me. For a few seconds, I stopped my breathing for him not to be aware that I feel scared when my body hereupon stiff as a corpse in cemetery, my heart throbbed fastly as if it will coming out from my ribs. It's weird that I feel this way towards him when I shouldn't because in the eyes of many people and our so called parents where siblings but why I'm this why?.

Just like how my fast change in a blink of an eye, my feelings towards that person starting to be different in a way that I shouldn't.