Red Dress

This life is so sudden just like what I feel right now. I don't want this, forbidden love is never been right, never been good and never been healthy but how can I prevent it. I'm already falling on his trap. I got this feeling that this emotions is real however how can I prove it. "Brother?, what are you doing here?, this is not your room." I got shocked when my door suddenly opened. It's turn out that it was my brother or should I called it brother?. Our thing is not all about around the relationship between the siblings because our treatment is more than that. "Visiting my girlfriend?." "We're not in a relationship, your didn't even court me." "Do I need to do that?, I'm already doing it every day." "Everyday?, how?, I didn't know that." "Cooking for you?, giving a gift and such isn't part of courting, baby?" He asked confusedly literal that he doesn't know the courting thing. I don't know that he already courting me by doing those things I thought he does that because I am his sister but he have another agenda. " But brother, I am your sister that's why it normal for you to do that for me." "You're not my sister. You know that to yourself and we both aware of that." His eyes got dark when he heard that words he hate the most. He don't want me calling him kuya or brother because he felt like he doesn't have a chance for me to be his baby everytime he heard those words. It's like a boundaries that he shouldn't go beyond on it but his hardheaded so he will still go beyond on it. I don't know how we end up this way. Last week ago his so angry to me that I felt like he wanted to choke me by my neck and until I out of breath. Everytime our path would collide he looked at me from head to toe and rolled his eyes at me. He will make me feel like he doesn't want me base on his actions. The way he move and vilify his words whenever he would comment about me when my parents talk about me and him. But now I got definitely totally shock when the tables turn that fast. I remember a one thing I did before this thing happened is when I help him go over his fever last day of that week because we're the only one got left by in our house since the maid are all day off that day and my parents have their own vacation that time. Since that day brother Aldhruv became civil to me. He wasn't that good but he wasn't that harsh anymore and that was so good but I never anticipated that he will start cooking for me, giving me flowers and gift, he also act as my servant. He is the one deeding the household chores. Everything he never did before he already doing this past this days after he got recover from his fever. I thought he was doing it because he wanted to pay for the care I normally did everytime I am on that situation whoever it is. "Bu-t." "Shh! No more but baby, that's final, you're not my sister. You are my GIRLFRIEND. Since the day you took good care of me, I already claim you as mine, got it baby?." He put his index finger into my mouth to make me stop from talking about my prevention in the said relationship he talking about. I'm not aware that I am his girlfriend. The intendance I did to make his life more easier goes this way. Is it good or bad?. This is forbidden, a taboos, against the law and to the eyes of everyone especially to god but somehow we're totally siblings above apart from being there were merely have a same father and that's God. "hm, Aldhruv do you think this is okey with our parents? I mean I know we're not that in relationship but what if they already know about those things?." I asked unsurely while feeling hesitate. He might get angry and would change his actions after while. Aldhruv have a short tempered and he only have listen once and when he heard something wrong that he doesn't life he will definitely got a grumpy act. "Of course, they cannot do anything about it. They won't be against on it baby, your my girl, they will be good on it." "They won't against on us? but we're siblings and it will stain to their family name if everyone would know about this." "People here is under on my control. I am the heir of this place. My rules and regulations will be the one on above." He moved forward towards me, pat my head and kiss my temple while whispering sweet words as if it will help me from the negativity thoughts I have. Sitting in the middle of my bed room when he came and tackled about our relationship. "Hey! Put me dow-wn." I stuttering said when he instantaneously lift me up from where I sitting and made me sit on his lap. He just put me correctly. He hold both of my legs put it together in the left side of his legs and his just kiss my forehead multiple times. "What are you doing this?." I asked without looking at him. I don't feel comfortable whenever we have an eye contact seasons. It make me feel I would melt anytime soon. Aldhruv looked at me as if I am the most beautiful gilr he ever see in his lifetime living in this world even though theirs a lot of prettiest woman out there. Serendipitous a glimpse of the world where I truly in pop up in my mind. Giving me an warning that anytime soon I will wake up from this extraordinary dreams. I looked down at my dress. It slowly showing the shining crystal in the hem of my dress. All of a sudden without the answered I ask for him. There's something who hold my hand and made me awake from the night dreams I dying to be dreamed of. "Claire! Claire! wake up b***h. It's time to do the household chores. Don't sleep there like a princess because your not." I heard some voice waking me up. I don't know who is it. I cannot figure out who's the owner of that voice but I know it's one of those daughter of my adopted parents that making me life miserable. "Ouch! stop it. I'm already wake up!." I hold my hair when she suddenly pulled it. That's her way in waking me up everytime she know that I'm going to open my eyes. Lorina eny me the most because me and his father are very close to each other. She is the last child of my adopted parents. They are only two daughter of Mr and Mrs. Pellirita and they don't have a son. They adopt me when they thought they cannot have a child anymore but after a year of adopting me God give them a daughter and that's Lousina and after a two year Lorina came out miraclely. It's a sudden baby. Never in a plan they will have an another baby because when mama loisa got pregnant of lousina we almost lost mama loisa. They afraid to have another one but with God will lucky they both safe. "Faster, go downstairs. You have a lots of thing to do." She shouted coming out from my room or should I called this room because it's doesn't look like a room it's more look like a storage room. My life is not like this way everytime papa Louie is here. He is the only one who shown the love to me. He is the only one that have a care to me. He isn't always here because of his work the he need to go different places to explore a things accordingly to their company. A company that have a connection to archeologist that digging the old places and things. He always made me feel I am his first born even I'm not. He giving me my basic needs and wants. Partly, life is not always on my side because papa needed to go for a work and I will left alone here with his family that never make me feel part of it.