I stood still.
I was desperately trying to get a hold of myself, as I was convinced that everything was simply a terrible dream to me that I needed to wake from.
I had to… I had to wake up from it.
I took out my claws and pricked myself as hard as I could and blood began to seep to the ground, it was painful, but the pain I felt in my heart was more severe than what I was doing to myself.
“Devara, you are hurting yourself”, Leander held me and tried to stop me from hurting myself.
I pushed him off me and screamed at the top of my lungs, my wails turning in to a howl.
When I had exhausted myself, I tried to get him off me.
“Let go of me”, I said softly, but he refused to let go of me.
“Leave me alone”, I yelled out, as it seemed that asking him calmly met with deaf ears.
“I want
