1 Tsukiko
My real father died when I was about nine, leaving just me and my mother. Things were extremely rough for us; Mom became a drug addict and s*x fiend. Every night, she was either gone till dawn or brought strange men into our house. Eventually I grew tired of it and went off on her about it. Her solution? Disappear for weeks at a time. One day she came home sober for the first time in years; smiling from ear to ear, she had an announcement. She was getting married. It hit me like a freight train: some mysterious guy she met in one of the clubs she hangs out in.
He walked through the door behind her, tall, muscular, brooding, and cold. He reeked of money and power, exactly my mother's type. I studied him slightly, looking him up and down. The man was strange but polite enough. His name was Kain; he was about 6'4" if I had to guess, but something that stood out to me was those deep silver-grey eyes. Never in my life had I seen anything like them; he had dark hair that was clean-cut and styled, and he was clean-shaven. Very businesslike, Esk.
Oh, how wrong I was in a sense.
He, in fact, was a businessman.
A f*****g mafioso.
Only my mother, I swear.
Before long, they were married, and he moved us into his mansion in the hills overlooking the cityscape. Can't complain, I guess. What I didn’t know was that Kain was harboring a secret, one that would change our lives forever.
He sat in his office, going over paperwork for deals he was currently working on. Normally, I don’t bother him while he’s in his office, but I had gathered a bit of info I thought he might like to know. Walking past the guards stationed outside his office, I entered the room without knocking. His gaze slowly lifted from the paper in his hand and fell on me.
“Do you want something, baby girl?”
He said softly with a grin.
I shut the door behind me, making my way over to his desk, water dripping onto the floor, leaving a trail. I had just left the pool area and made a beeline straight to him; I barely had time to throw on my sheer bathing suit dress cover, watching Mom leave the house in a hurry on the phone.
“So I need to ask you something."
Walking up to the desk, leaning on it.
His grey eyes tracked the water droplets trailing across the hardwood floor like a breadcrumb path leading straight to him. The sheer cover clung to her damp skin in ways that made his jaw tighten. He leaned back in his leather chair, one arm draped over the armrest, the other hand holding a half-empty glass of whiskey.
His gaze didn’t wander. It stayed fixed on her face with an intensity that could cut glass.
“Ask me."
His voice was low, calm, and controlled—the way it always was. But something flickered behind those steel irises when she leaned against his desk. The scent of chlorine and sunscreen mixed with the scent of herself, and it hit him like a fist to the sternum. Outside, the distant sound of tires on gravel signaled that her mother had pulled out of the driveway.
The house was quiet now.
Just the hum of the air conditioning and the faint tick of the expensive watch on Kain's wrist. He set the whiskey down and tilted his head slightly, dark hair falling across his forehead. Those veiny forearms rested casually, but his fingers drummed once against the armrest—his only tell.
"You're dripping on my floor."
He said, but there wasn’t any bite to it. His eyes dropped for exactly one second to where the wet fabric met her thighs before snapping back up.
“What do you need?”
He spread his knees apart, settling in like he had all the time in the world. She looked behind her and looked back at him with a tone that said it would dry.
“So did you know Mom is f*****g some guy named Dylan? I just heard her on the phone with him, and they are going to be meeting up for dinner, and then I'm assuming to fuck.”
She waited for the words to register, searching his expression. The drumming of his fingers stopped.
Dead.
His expression didn’t change—not immediately.
That was the thing about Kain; he could sit through a man getting his kneecaps blown out and keep the same neutral face. But something shifted behind those grey eyes. A cold, quiet fury that settled like ice water in his veins.
He picked up the whiskey again.
Took a slow sip.
Set it back down.
“Dylan”
He said the name like he was tasting something rotten. His tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek, and a muscle in his jaw flexed once.
The air conditioning hummed.
A clock ticked somewhere in the hallway.
The afternoon sun cut through the blinds in sharp golden slats across Kain’s desk, illuminating the faint scar that ran along his left knuckle—a souvenir from years ago that he never talked about. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees now, hands clasped together. The movement brought him closer to her. Close enough that she could smell his cologne—sandalwood and something darker underneath. His eyes searched her face with an unreadable expression.
“How long?"
Two words.
Flat.
Not angry at her—never at her.
But there was something dangerous coiling beneath that calm exterior, like a snake deciding whether to strike. He ran his tongue along his bottom lip.
“And you came straight to my office. Not your mother?”
A statement, not a question. The corner of his mouth twitched—not quite a smile.
“Why?”
“As for how long, I’m not sure. I just overheard her talking to him. At first I thought it was you she was talking to until she let it slip, his name.”
“I know it was a slip because she quickly looked around and then called him Darla, so that’s probably what she has him saved as in her phone.”
She leaned against the desk and looked at him like he had three heads.
“Why are you surprised I came to you instead of her? She’s a stupid b***h, cheating on you? That’s just ignorant.”
A sound escaped him—something between a scoff and a laugh, low and humorless. He leaned back again, the leather chair creaking under his weight. His head tilted, and those grey eyes narrowed with something that might have been amusement if it weren’t laced with venom.
“Ignorant. Yeah.”
He rubbed his jaw slowly, the stubble scratching against his palm. His gaze drifted to the ceiling for a moment, like he was doing math in his head.
Calculating.
The way he always did before making decisions that ruined people’s lives. The ice in his whiskey had melted. He didn’t seem to care. Outside, a gardener’s lawnmower droned in the distance, absurdly peaceful against the quiet tension thickening inside the office.
“You know what’s funny?”
He stood up. All six-foot-four of him unfolded from that chair like something predatory waking up. He towered over her now, close enough that the heat radiating off his body cut through the cool air. He walked around the desk—slow, deliberate—and stopped right beside her.
“She thinks I’m stupid.”
His voice dropped to barely a whisper. One hand planted on the desk next to her hip.
Not touching her.
But caging her in.
“Married me for the money. The house. The name. And she’s out there calling some f*****g nobody Dylan—“
He caught himself.
Exhaled through his nose.
His eyes slid to Tsukiko’s face, and the hardness cracked just slightly.
“Does it bother you? That your mom is disrespecting me like this?”
She turned to face him now, arms crossed, looking into those grey eyes.
“Of course it f*****g bothers me… she’s such a dumbass. Always has to ruin her life one way or another and always takes me down with her… even when I didn’t do anything…”
His eyes softened.
Just a fraction—barely noticeable to anyone who didn’t know him. But it was there. That’s a micro-expression he reserved exclusively for her, like a crack in a fortress wall that only she was allowed to see. He was still standing close.
Too close.
His arm remained planted on the desk next to her, and she faced him now, those crossed arms pushing her chest up against that wet, sheer fabric.
He didn’t look down.
He was trying so hard not to look down.
“She takes you down? How?”
The question came out quieter than expected.
Genuine.
His brow furrowed—not the cold, calculating furrow he wore in business meetings, but something closer to actual concern. The lawnmower outside shut off. The silence that replaced it was heavy, the kind that made you aware of your own breathing. A bead of water from her hair dripped from her chin onto her collarbone and traced a slow line down beneath the sheer cover.
Kain’s eyes followed it.
He blinked it away.
He straightened up slightly but didn’t move back. His hand came off the desk as it moved through his dark hair, messing it up in a way that made him look younger. Less like a mafia boss. More like a man carrying something.
“Because if she’s making your life harder, I need to know.”
His jaw worked silently.
“I handle things in this house. That's my job. But I can't fix what I don’t know about.”
Those grey eyes locked onto hers.
Searching.
“What does she do to you, baby girl?”
“Ever since my real father died when I was nine, she has made my life hard… she has been consumed by drugs, alcohol, and men… now we finally have a good, stable life with an amazing man who actually gives a f**k, and she’s ruining it… I’m scared if you divorce her, I'll lose you too…”
Her eyes went slightly glassy, holding back tears, not realizing the softness, the care, and the tenderness he showed was strictly for her.
He showed a minuscule, genuine part of that to her mother to hide his true feelings towards Tsukiko; when he showed love and affection to her mother, it was an act.
Something cracked behind his ribs. He watched those glassy eyes, and it took every ounce of self-control he had not to pull her into his chest right then and there. His hand twitched at his side. He exhaled slowly through his nose.
“Lose me?”
The words came out rough.
Almost offended.
He shook his head once, definitively. He turned away from her for a moment, walking to the small bar cart in the corner of his office. Poured himself another whiskey; the crystal clinked. His back was to her, and the white dress shirt he wore stretched across his broad shoulders, the top two buttons undone. A tattoo peeked out from his collar—Persian script, black ink against tan skin.
He took a drink, stared at the amber liquid in his glass, and swirled it softly before turning back towards her, leaning against the cart. Arms crossed over his chest, those grey eyes found hers again.
“Your mother doesn’t deserve you. You know that, right?”
It came out matter-of-fact. Like stating the weather.
“I married her because it was the right move. Business. Image. She’s… convenient.”
The word sat ugly in the air; he didn’t flinch from it.
“But you—”
He stopped. His tongue pressed against his molars; something dangerous flashed across his face—not anger at her, but at himself for how close he’d come to saying too much.
“You’re not going anywhere. I’m not going anywhere. Okay?”
He pushed off the cart and walked towards her again. This time his hand came up, and his thumb caught a water droplet on her jaw.
Just one.
Casual.
"Don't cry over that woman.”
She looked up at him as his words sank in slowly; her heart was trying to thump out of her chest, but she focused on steadying her breathing. She didn’t want to make it obvious he was the reason her heart raced.
“You mean that?”
His thumb lingered on her jaw a beat too long.
He knew it.
She knew it.
The air knew it.
He pulled his hand back and shoved it into his pocket like he was hiding evidence.
“Do I say things I don't mean?”
A ghost of a smirk. There it was—that rare, fleeting thing that made him almost handsome instead of terrifying.
Almost.
The afternoon light had shifted; golden hour was creeping in, painting everything in the office in warm tones that caught the whiskey in his glass and turned it to liquid copper. It also caught the sheer fabric of her cover in ways that left very little to the imagination—every curve, every shadow, every goosebump from the air conditioning rendered in high definition against wet fabric.
Kain noticed.
He was noticing a lot today.
He moved back to his desk but didn’t sit. Just leaned against it, arms crossed, looking down towards her from his full height. The power dynamic was deliberate. Everything he did was deliberate.
"Listen, baby girl, your mother wants to f**k some guy—fine. That's her problem. But if she brings drama to my door, if she embarrasses this family, if she makes you cry in my house—”
His voice dropped.
Not louder.
Quieter.
That was worse.
“Then we’re going to have a conversation she won’t enjoy.”
A beat.
“You said she’s been ruining your life since your father died. Nine years old. That’s a long time to suffer.”
He uncrossed his arms and looked at her sideways.
“What else? I want to know everything.”
She held the back of her arm softly, not wanting to drag up the painful past.
“I…”
Her voice caught in her throat; he sensed the unease, the pain lingering behind her eyes. Her mother had told him bits, but only enough to get him to take them in and marry her. She didn’t want to tell the billionaire boyfriend that she had allowed her daughter to be abused every day by the random men she brought in or that she had sold her daughter's body for drugs and money.
He caught it immediately.
The way her fingers pressed against the back of her arm. The catch in her throat. The way she looked like she might shatter if she went down that road right now.
His stomach turned.
Not because he could see she was uncomfortable—because he had a feeling there was more to the story than her mother had ever told him.
Maria had been vague.
Conveniently vague.
‘She’s had a hard life, Kain,' and ‘Can we move on?' and ‘She’s dramatic.’
He filed that away.
The office felt smaller suddenly, the walls closer. The hum of the air conditioning got louder. Outside, a car door slammed—probably the gardener finishing up. On the table next to her lounger by the pool, Tsukiko’s phone buzzed from unanswered texts. He shifted gears without missing a beat. Seamless. Like he’d done it a thousand times in business negotiations.
“Alright. Forget, I asked."
He reached behind him and grabbed a towel from the shelf. Threw it at her chest—not hard, but not gentle either.
“You’re still dripping. Go change before you catch something.”
He sat down in his chair, picking up his whiskey and swirling it.
“Actually—don’t change, if you're not done swimming … I didn’t think to ask."
He caught himself.
Took a sip.
His jaw tightened.
Fuck.
“I mean, it’s up to you; just dry off if you're going to stay in the office.”
Smooth Kain, real smooth. The most feared man in the city, tripping over his words because his stepdaughter was standing in front of him in a bikini, a bikini cover, and was wet.
His grip on the glass tightened.