ALPHA KANEN I sank down on the bed, and stared out there, knowing Rose was out there. It was a lot that I felt this way for someone who I didn’t wish to have anything to do with. But, I couldn’t resist the feeling that was inside me. It needed to know how she was as much as it could. But, I still didn’t move to where she was. There was no use to do so. “I have to get my head out of the gutter. Rose is not important to me,” I mumbled as I slammed myself on the bed. *** The next day, I woke up quite jumpy, knowing it would be a long day out there. There was a lot of things that I wished to do, and I had no idea where to start from. I was still filled with so much rage, and I hated that so much because there was no way to bring it all out. It felt like everything was on hold again. A kno

