I DON'T KNOW

(LUMA'S P.O.V) BEEP BEEP BEEP.... There is soo much traffic here and I don't want to be late for college I thought. This is how it is every day f**k my god.  1 Hour later "YOU ARE LATE MRS.LUMA" Said my English teacher. "Sorry sir but there was a lot of traffic," I said while walking towards my seat. "OH, I SEE MRS. LUMA THERE IS SO MUCH TRAFFIC THAT ONLY U were LATE."My professor said. I ignored him and took out my supplies and that's how class began.....oh I forgot to introduce myself well I am Luma and I love sports plus I hate makeup and dresses. My friends say I am really beautiful and that everyone is dying to date me but I don't believe them cause when I look at my self in the mirror I only see a plain girl with brown wavy hair and brown eyes nothing special. My mind wandered to my family or should I say what's left of my family.. in my family, there is my mom and my sister my dad died last year in the army and the news was devastating... I could still see my mom crying endlessly and day mixing with night. My sister was also crying but me I couldn't even cry a single tear I don't know why but i have never been emotional and know i HATE-BRRRRRIIIIINNNNGGGG the bell rang. I got up and headed towards my locker on my way I met up with my friend Ben. He has wavy blond hair and green eyes plus his locker is right next to mine. We had the same class next period and it was P.E which i loved. I grabbed my uniform and went to the gym with ben blabbering about something and i don't give a heck. After i entered the gym I quickly went to the bathroom to change into my uniform which was blue shorts and a blue sleeveless sports tee. Then I waited for my friend Stacey and believe me I had to wait forever. My friend Stacey always likes to look good even if its gym. She also has brown hair like me but her eyes her blue like the ocean and I have always wanted those eyes but sadly god hates me and that's why he gave me such plain looks. Stacey came out of the bathroom and we headed out to see a huge crowd near the center of the gym. We pushed through and what I saw made my heart flip in the center of the circle was a man whom I think was maybe twenty with brown hair and green eyes. When his eyes met mine I thought I was going to melt right then and there. So I broke the contact and told my friend Stacey to come with me to the bathroom but what I heard I was defiantly not ready for. The man said that he was going to be our new gym teacher. Can you believe it He IS GOING TO BE OUR GYM TEACHER? I muttered a curse under my breath and heard Stacey squeal in delight. DO YOU ALL HAVE ANY QUESTIONS? Said our new gym teacher. I raised my hand and he called on me. What happened to our old gym teacher? I asked. Don't worry about him beautiful he is safe but maybe you should worry about me okay.he said while winking. Can you believe it I hated him but still, my heart thumped loudly. In response to his answer, I said sorry but I am way out of your league. To which he answered we will see. But I was not backing up hell no so I said Well sorry to crush your dreams but I don't do dating because I have a boy who is my first and will be my last. That last part was a lie but the look on his face was to die for. I went into the bathroom and locked the door. I lied in front of half of the college. Now my life is ruined i thought because I don't have a current boyfriend because of him my first and last love..