I was thankful when I finally had a few weeks of parenting two sons under my belt. Being back in my own home after a long recovery in the hospital from the accident mixed with c section recovery was an indescribable feeling. Wolves healed fast, but it was still a brutal recovery. I was sad that the first month of my son being in world had been so rough for both of us. We were separated a lot and had trouble nursing because he didn't stay in the hospital most nights. I was grateful that Seth and Makayla had helped Kayne with both boys. Makayla and Lena made an effort to keep both babies fed with breastmilk, I pumped in the hospital to help out some, and now Mika and I had a good nursing relationship and I was nursing both boys. If anything good had come of all of this, Seth and I had

