Not My Mate - Finished

Chapter Seven - First Time

“Good morning, love.” Kayne said as I came down the stairs for breakfast.

“Good morning.” I said back. There was a bouquet of flowers on the table that I immediately began eyeballing.

“For you.” Kayne said with a smile. He got up and brought me a plate of pancakes, sausage and eggs. He gestured to the flowers. “Those are for you as well. I want today to be special.”

“They're beautiful. Thank you.” I gave him a half smile back. Below the surface, I was nervous. My stomach bubbled with nervous anticipation. My chest was heavy and my breath was short. I had never had s*x before, and especially not with someone I considered a stranger.

“I know I'm not your mate, Bria. I'm hoping I can still make it special for you. I know it's likely nerve-wracking.” He said. I nodded, confirming his thoughts.

He came to stand behind me and placed his hands on my shoulders, massaging them. “If you have a problem with anything I'm doing... please speak up. I'd rather you get used to my touch beforehand. I want you to be comfortable.” He said, his voice gradually coming to a whisper by my ear. Slowly, he began placing light kisses on my neck.

A tingle grew from my lower stomach into my chest and my body felt hot. My cheeks flushed and my breath caught. I knew this feeling from Seth, I was horny. I yearned for more touch which was a feeling I didn't expect.

“Oh.” I managed to get out, closing my eyes and leaning back against his body. He moved and sat across from me, a small smirk on his face, the corners of his lips toying into a small smile.

“When did you last bleed?” He asked.

“What? No, I'm not currently, that shouldn't be a problem...”

“That's not what I'm asking. Blood doesn't bother me. I'd just like to know where you're at in your cycle.”

“Oh. Right. It began two weeks ago, ended within five days.” I explained.

“Good. You are likely close to ovulating, definitely in your fertile window. This is a good time to try.”

“I'd really like to try for it to happen this month. Is there anyway to know for sure?”

“Wolves are very fertile. We should have no trouble at all. Having s*x any time after your bleeding is usually a guarantee.” He said. “I know you must be eager to get back to Seth. Don't worry, I'll bring him here as soon as I can. Not to sound rude, but I'd just like to hold off until after you're pregnant. I want to make sure the baby is mine. Not that I would have trouble raising a child who isn't, but I need a true Alpha heir.”

“I understand.” I did. It seemed like he was being harsh, but he wasn't. Everything he said made sense and I was grateful that he cared about my happiness and shared his reasoning with me. When I came here, I expected to live a life of loneliness, I wasn't sure I'd grow to even like him, let alone love him. I liked him, now, and was relatively happy. It was better than I expected.

After breakfast, we cuddled on the couch for a few hours in front of TV. It was strange. We began sitting separately, but he inched closer to me, gauging my reaction. He eventually put an arm around me, and I leaned into him. I felt weird, emotionally, but I didn't realize how much I missed being held. I slightly regretted not sleeping in bed with him.

We began kissing deeply. His tongue lined my lower lip until he eventually bit it. I felt myself getting wet, and my whole body was tingling. Eventually, he stopped.

“Would you like to go upstairs?” He asked. I nodded. He led me by the hand up the stairs.

His room was cleaned and the bed was made. The lights were lowered and there were a few candles going. I was impressed at the attempt he had made.

We began kissing and he backed me onto the bed. I laid down, and he climbed on top of me. He was positioned between my legs, his arms holding himself up. We continued kissing, and his lips started exploring. He kissed down my jaw bone, nipped at my earlobe, and kissed down my neck into my collarbone. He pulled off my leggings, I helped him get the last part off. I pulled off my shirt, and began pulling at the belt on his jeans. He finished the job and soon we were each just in our underwear.

His lips continued their voyage down my body. My breasts, my stomach, my hip bones. He pulled off my panties, and his tongue slowly pressed on my c**t. My back arched. He continued licking and sucking my c**t, the pressure was rising underneath his tongue. I could feel my p***y starting to drip with my wetness, and as if on queue, Kayne slipped a single finger inside. My back arched more and I instinctively gripped his hair in response. In a few moments, I felt an o****m. I was shaking, I was moaning and my p***y was dripping wet. Kayne came up and wiped his mouth on his arm.

“Holy fuck.” I moaned.

“I'm glad you liked it.” He said with a huge smile. He began taking his boxers off.

“Can I return the favor?” I asked. I was uncertain, but I wanted to try.

“You don't have to.” He whispered.

I grabbed his d**k – it was rather large. I began moving my hand up and down his shaft. He moaned quietly, a sound which fueled my desire even more. I placed my mouth on the head and began slowly taking more of him in my mouth. Once I had taken all of it, I moved my head back and forth, up and down his d**k. I felt how hard he was against my tongue. I gave it a few minutes of that, Kayne moaning and leaning his head back, before I gave up and laid down, ready to get to business.

He ran a finger along my v****a and between my lips. “Still wet I see.” He commented.

The head of his d**k was at my opening. My stomach turned with anticipation and nerves. He kissed my lips and began pushing into me. I gasped at the pain. 

“I know.” He whispered. “I'll go slow.”

He did. He pushed in a small amount, and then pulled back out. This continued as he went a little bit further each time. My eyes welled with tears, it wasn't the worst pain I had felt, but it was very uncomfortable. He continually checked in with me, making sure I was still doing alright. I found myself clinging to him, burying my face into his shoulder. He paused here and there to stroke my hair or kiss the top of my head.

Finally, he was all the way in. He pulled out and back in several times and the pain began disappearing. I starting moaning, my entire body tingling again. Kayne went harder and faster at my request until both of us were breathing heavily. He reached down and began rubbing my c**t as he f****d me, drawing me closer to an o****m. I began trembling and moaning as the feeling took over me. He moaned as well, louder, now, and cursed under his breath. His body began jerking slightly and I felt his hot, warm c*m begin to fill me.

“Stay there.” He said, getting up. “I'll get a towel to clean up, stay laying down, it helps with conception.” He said.

He brought back a towel and wiped off what had leaked out onto my thighs. I stayed laying down and he laid with me, pulling me against his warm chest. I eventually drifted to sleep, happy I had enjoyed myself.

I awoke feeling guilty. I missed Seth. We were supposed to share that together, and he wouldn't get to experience his first time with me. I immediately felt Kayne, still awake next to me.

“How are you?” He asked.

“A little sore.” I admitted.

“To be expected.”

“I feel bad, like...”

“You're cheating on him?”

“How'd you know?”

“I do, too. I never thought I would make love to anyone but her. It's normal, I believe.”

“When will we know? If I'm pregnant?”

“Just a few weeks." He said. We snuggled in bed a few more hours, finally bonding.