Ryan
I woke up to all three of my children and my mate in my bed. Jess woke up in the middle of the night and I brought her to bed with us. She deserved to be with us too and to spend these last moments with her brother.
Katherine looks so peaceful right now. She cried herself to sleep last night. Giving up Xander has been extremely hard on her that she kept him in her arms all night. Later today I know she will be a wreck as will I.
I just laid there looking at my family until Xander began to move. That boy is always hungry and is growing like a weed. Giving him up will be hard and I know we will see him again but it is still hard to do. Losing a child is hard for anyone but knowing I'll see him again makes me happy.
I got up out of bed carefully and grabbed him before Katherine
