-Katherine- It has been two years of hell for me. If he isn't screwing someone causing me horrible pains then I'm thinking about him. I have gone into head several times, I know he has felt it cause he screws like a rabbit during those time. You see the moon goddess makes females go into heat to push them to mark each other. I have been going into heat for years. I have to be knocked out for it by doctor Harper and Chase has me put into a locked room so the unmated males don't try and come mate with me. I honestly give up. Today I had to cut my shopping trip short. Seeing him with a happy and with a child on the way just makes me so angry and upset. This was supposed to be a happy day. Lisa is coming to visit in a month and I was shopping for the twins. He ruined that for me and reminde

