Chrys
I was furious. My body was aflame and the lust warring inside of me clashed with the feeling of aversion to what just happened.
I wanted that. I wanted that type of passion and at the same time, my mind recoiled at the thought of being touched in that way at all. His body and hers meshing the way they did made me feel jealous hot and angry.
They worked. They fit so well together and it hurt. It hurt so bad because I knew I couldn't fit. Leif wanted them so badly and even if I did too, I knew I wouldn't have never been able to do it. I wouldn't have been able to bare myself to any of them and show them my external and internal scars.
It was scary. I waited for the moment she would scream. I waited for her to push him off and when instead she moaned, I hated her a little bit beca
