Chrys
Confused didn't even cover half of what I felt anymore.
I didn't know where I stood with everything anymore. I thought of Leif and his mates entirely too much to the point that my body would heat up and just as quickly it would be doused with the thought of any of my fantasies becoming a reality.
Jacob would slither his way into my thoughts and make me feel disgusted for even thinking of another male in any type of s****l way.
I thought of what Ronan told me more than anything else. I thought of penises...or is it peni? More than ever. I imagined them and then chastised myself because I had only seen them before on porn. And even then, I usually shut it off before anything could happen because I was such a scared little prude.
And Jacob's never really made an appearance for me
