Private Show

twenty two

CHAD CHAVIS

"We both cheated. We both committed mistake. Now, we will both mend this broken relationship. You, me, and this baby. Together, we will not waste the years of love that we shared."

Her words struck me. She wasn't the only one to be blamed, we were. I was damned when I first saw Deanne not because I was longing for Christina but because I was simply damned by Deanne. Yet, Christina insisted that I was damned because I was longing for her. It's supposed to be like that. Yeah, it's supposed to be that way. Years of tenderness and love that Christina and I shared must not be wasted, it shouldn't. Why? I didn't know but it supposes to be like that. It's supposed to be that way.

That night, it all made sense. Christina made sense that we must fix the mutualism and attachment that we built... partaken.

Because it was like that. It was that way.

But Deanne's presence still lingers on my crib. The company was missing but being missed. Our body's contiguity on my bed was still registered inside my head. I was damned by her, my d**k did. It was wrong. It was bad. Too bad that it made my d**k throbbed and wanted to shove itself inside her p***y and mouth, making her c*m and gag. Yeah, that that bad. She was an enchantress. I remember the first time I conquer her s*x with rawness, I knew it. I knew I wasn't just damned but I was extremely hopeless already. Fell on the pit of changing heart.

Changed of heart.

But it shouldn't be like that. It mustn't be that way. 

"I want to start a conversation Chavis but you seemed off. Sorry to interrupt you but my tongue is itching to move, what's bothering you?" I was snapped out of my thoughts when my brother spoke. My attention went to my brother sitting right next to me.

We were both waiting for Uncle Samuel's fiancee.

"Thinking why are we helpless when it comes to women?" I got an immediate reaction from him. A single sigh that has a hundred words to tell but none of it will answer my question. I couldn't help but grin.

"You must be very happy that you're not enduring this kind of stuff alone." He mumbled.

My brother, Geofrey Thomas, but pero I call him Thomas, mas malala pa ang pinagdadaanan niya. My parents were not happy about what's going on in his life- not on the business because he was perfect in that area but ai was talking about his husband zone. It was yesterday, he officially received his wife- I mean ex-wife's divorced signed paper that he was waiting for ages. He was happy but not so, so happy. Mom and Dad were disappointed, not because of the separation but because he kept it to them. Maybe they helped to figure it out their marriage. However, kuya didn't like to sort it out even when it all went south. Why not bother to fix it? Because he had a changing heart.

His heart changed just like mine.

He was cheating for almost 2 years on his wife. I didn't know much but from what he told me he was older than her, dirty bastard. But they both loved each other. He told me it just happened. He just felt it.

Parehas kami.

Alam ko dapat makikipag kita sila mom and dad kahapon kay Laica, Geofrey ex-wife, for closure and apology for what their son did. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi natuloy or nangyari na?

We heard murmurs and foot stomps. We both averted our gaze on the door connecting to the hall. We both stood up when we saw our visitor. My eyes saw an unfamiliar lady in her 30's? 40's? Somewhat same age kay Uncle. She was pale. She has freezy lengthy hair but it was wavy so it looked acceptable. She has a soft face, very demure. My brows twitched when I was eyeing her features... it was recognizable.

"Geoffrey, my eldest son, and Chavis or Chad, my bunso." My dad introduced as from afar.

I gave her a warm smile. I was about to open my mouth to greet her but

My body stiffen when my mother moved aside from the visito's back. The joint did not work when I saw someome who damned me. Who changed my heart.

It was the same woman who made my heart and body ache. Deanne. Our eyes locked, we were mirroring our expression. Utterly shock. My alter ego said seeing her, vividly would condemn me. Her presence would condemn me.

What was she doing here? Wait, from what I heard kinasal at may dalawang anak-- s**t. s**t. s**t. s**t!

I thought this was the biggest plot twist today, but I was wrong. A familiar little voice brimmed the room and mentioned my brother's name.

"Kuya Geofrey!" I saw Joshua running towards my brother. I looked at my brother and watched him caught Joshua in his arm even he was lost in trance.

"Kuya sobrang pogi pag pasensahan mo ate ko ah? Kasi sa mata niya si Kuya Geofrey lang ang gwapo." Joshua said. I remembered it, he once mentioned ny brother. It was when he asked, we asked if I looked handsome. I ignored the name he dropped because my brother wasn't the only one who has that name.

"Oh, mag kakilala kayo?" My mother asked. My eyes averted to Deanne who looked like her blood was drained.

"Opo, kasi-" before Joshua could finish, kuya talked.

"Do you remember the public school we visited? Namigay tayo ng school supplies? I met this charming guy that day and we became friends." Kuya explained, I wasn't sure if it's true. I didn't know but one thing is for sure, he wasn't lying, he was hiding something.

"Oh really? Wow what a small world." My mom gasped.

My gaze went back to Deanne who looked like anytime sooner, she would cry. She looked pale and nervous. She wasn't speaking, no words coming from her mouth but her eyes speak a word... longing. To whom? My eyes trailed where she was looking and of course, she was looking straight to my brother who was trying to avoid his gaze. I wouldn't lie to myself, I hate it that it didn't make any sense.

No, I lied. How ironic that I thought to myself that I will not lie because clearly, I did. Jealousy,it already filled my heart. Why people got jealous? Because they want something they didn't have. Her gaze and their physical reaction were like a huge oil panting- their love for each other was realistic but it only seemed like it was real dahil sa dulo parin ay it was just a painting.

I suddenly caught my dad's stare, then to Deanne, and back to me. He gave me his smug smile like he could sense something.

May gusto ka? Love at first sight? Loko may fiancee ka na.

It was non verbatim but believe ganiyan makipag-usap sa amin si Dad kapag kami kami lang. He even cuss in front of my mom which would earn him a painful wack on his head.

Ngumisi lang ako at umiling. Dad knew what happened between me and Christina. He knew that Christina was impregnated by whoever fucker and us, fixing it. But I left out the part that I also cheated with the same girl who's with this family dinner and "get to know the woman and her family who tamed the bachelor". The same girl who he caught me staring at her like a meal. f**k she was! She was beautiful in her black halter dress.

While we were standing and the oldies were having casual talking, I waited for her attention or at least mag glance man lang siya saakin but nope. She was looking at my brother at tulad ko hinihintay niya na tumingin sa kaniya pero naka focus lang si kuya kay Joshua, avoid her... obviously. The talk lasted to thirty minutes then nagsimula na kami umupo para kumain.

I was sitting next to Joshua at sa kabila niya ay si kuya and Deanne was sitting across the long table mula sa kinauupuan ko. Nasa tapat ko and thank God kasi tinitignan niya na ako. We were exchanging meaningful but no sense glances. I missed her so much and my naughty balls starting to harden.

Slowly, I lifted my right leg below the table and caressed her leg. Her head snapped at my direction with her huge eyes. I looked down at my food and pretend like there's nothing happening. I wriggled and pushed my black leathered shoe between her leg. I felt her leg squeezed.

She cleared her throat and moved her chair forward. s**t, she was game. I hid my smile by focusing only on my food. I felt her pressing herself on the tip of my shoe. I stretched my foot, pressing it hard against her. She cleared her throat once again.

"Excuse me lang po." Umangat ang tingin ko kay Deanne. She looked frustrated. She gave me a meaningful glance asking for help. "Saan po yung cr niyo?" She was asking me.

Help huh.

"Chavis anak, turo mo sa kaniya." My father was an asshole. He was challenging me. f**k. Sinasabi ko na beforehand, matatalo ako because I would definitely gave in. I pushed my chair and stood.

Without saying any word, I walked and she followed behind me. Nang makalayo kami sa kanila, tumigil ako at naramdaman ko na lang that she bumped me.

"Ah." She groaned. I looked back, she was rubber her nose. I chuckled. Cute.

"Where do you want, rest room or my room?" She just blinked at me. "Where?" I asked impatiently.

"H-huh?" Her cheeks became deeper red. She was embarrassed on the question and the idea that we will f**k in this house at andito ang nga magulang namin. In addition, her ex-boyfriend.

I want to f**k her

It wasn't taboo. People assumed Uncle Samuel was blood-related to our family but tito was actually my parent's childhood friend and business partner. Tito lost his parents when he was ten at ang parents ko and our family lang ang tinatrato niyang pamilya dahil he didn't trust anyone because people around him swarming him, tricking him for the golds on his pockets since he was a child.

The moment was sliced when we heard my brother's voice. I did not notice him behind Deanne because I was too focused to her.

"Not in the restroom or anyone's bedroom." He said with serious deep voice. However, Deanne remained in her position not even turning to face him.

I hate the effect of my brother sa kaniya.

I smirked. "Why? We are young and not married, of course, it can be in the room or my bedroom." I grinned.

His face darkens, hands balled in fist, jaw clenching, and eyes sharpen. He was mad, very mad. The fucker still like his ex-mistress. I understand, she was an enchantress.

Sumulyap ako kay Deanne. Her eyes was closed and trying to steady her breathing.

"Don't be a bastard to your girlfriend." Hindi niya pa alam na may nangyayari sa amin ni Deanne. 

I chuckled. "Our relationship is in the rock bottom. One sigh of misunderstanding and mistake it will collapse and you know what..." I looked straight to Deanne. I wanted her to hear this certainly.

"I would be happy because finally, I could be with your mistress," I said arrogantly like a jerk bullying two of her classmates. Kuya froze with the agape mouth. Deanne gasped in surprise.

I said something to add fuel to the fire.

"And you know what, I was her customer." I gave him a sinister smile.

I earned a deep growl from him. Oh boy, my brother was mad. Deanne on the other hand looked scared, she shivered as I revealed our secrets.

"Mukhang tumatagal na, let's go back to the dinner." I said na parang natutuwa ako sa nangyayari.

But I wasn't. Why? I was disappointed and scared of the girl who held my heart.

On cue, my brother quickly turned her back and marched away.

I strode in Deanne's direction. I leaned forward and she sucked her breath.

"Sorry Deanne, I will not lose. Never lose to my brother. You are mine and mine alone." I pecked her forehead. "Go back." Tinalikuran ko na siya at lumayo sa kaniya.

"Saan ka pupunta?" She sounded so worry.

"Preparing for war."