A man's will

The sun had yet to dawn when I had risen from my long anticipated slumber , much too excited with the events that were to happen in a matter of hours to come. I opened my eyes as streams of radiant light pierced through the darkened curtains letting in small shades of light into the maroon and dark mahogany brown room. I shifted restlessly in the light sheets of my bed trying to enter the void of sleep once more but it never came. I gave up , letting out a groan of defeat and sat upright and looked at the clock standing on my night stand. Stating it was roughly five in the morning. I got out of the sheets and drousily walked over to the curtain covered glass doors which led to the patio.As I pushed the curtains to the sides more light flooded through the doors , I saw the sun giving off its beautiful rays of splendor. It was just about half way risen only half of it showing on the horizon. I opened the two doors and waited for the still faint yet soothing rays of heat from the sun to warm up my body after the ice instilling night passed through slowly whilst captured in the realm of slumber a few hours ago . After a long awaited 10 minute sun soaking session I managed to walk back into my room and began prepping myself for the long awaited grand wedding of me and my magnificent wife Lelan Rose. ______________ It was know four hours before the wedding would take place and I was staring at the dashing young man in the mirror with crystal grey eyes and smoothly textured light brown hair which edges curled slightly after they were carefully treated to perfection.As time went by and my eyes still checking for any lack of perfection on my body and carefully and neatly tailored black suit with custom tailored designs on it , commotion began eminating from the long hallway of the mansion I stayed in. With a roll of my eyes I toned the troubling mumble of voices and words out as I assumed it was my soon to be stepmother who started the trouble , she was always the perfectionist type who wanted everything to be flawless and accordingly. Soon enough the door bursted open as a set of people entered the room disrespectfully without waiting for my consent or permission to enter my room. The glimmer in my eyes instantly faded and my usual bored and non impressed expression rose with an expected smile further more telling me my peace and fun had isntantly went down the drain without any fairwell. I turned around with a puzzled and questioning look as I managed to let a set of words escape my lips. Them being the first words I had spoken today. " Good morning everyone , how may I help you today? Or is something wrong which requires me to know about it?" I looked at the people standing infront of me , Uncle Trevor Aunt Lily and others all stood infront of me with scared and saddened looks. Uncle Trevor tried speaking but cut himself off clearly showing he was rethinking his words. Aunt Lily spoke with a nerve wrecked voice " Um... Lelan ran away and she left a letter for you here take it and read it for yourself " she handed me a letter and I snapped it out her grasp looking at the neatly written handwriting page on it I'm sorry for leaving mere hours from our wedding my love , you feel as if I'm not ready for this , I'm not ready to love you , I'm not ready to be with you eternally bound only by death , I've fled the city and please I say again please don't come looking for me , it's better this way Sincerely yours truly Lelan Rose I felt my heart sink into an eternal sadness , shattered within mere nanoseconds upon reading the last word of the note , I was for the first time in many years actually heart broken and I wasn't fond of the feeling , not at all. I crushed the note out of pure rage but the overwhelming feeling of sadness only flushing that dreadful feeling into an endless abyss of darkness and unending suffering. My eyes watering and with mixed emotions and a faint yet subtle tinge of confusion and frustration accompanying those already draining emotions joining them in a dance of destructive beauty destroying every lingering rose and dandelion of happiness and prosperity and freedom and love and gratitude in its path My eyes wandered as the room flashed into a blurry hue and a heavy weight began dragging my hope into the ground with a helpless cry of pain and suffering. But the emotions quickly strengthened when the voice of my father broke the endless silence. His voice not as I've heard it before it was stern , lack of emotion ,cold , and definetly heart shattering. " This is definetly a major setback and unfortunately we can't afford to cancel the wedding we are at least expecting over a thousand people to attend this wedding and we can't afford the Evergreen name getting dragged in the mud by a immature and weak girl , you'll have to marry her sister since they look closely similar. You will do as we say or else bare the consequences and not be put into my inheritance when I leave this dark place of suffering. Are we clear ...son?" He had clearly planned for this and I had no choice but to accept his order , I had clearly disagreed internally but I clearly was in no position to fight my father , he was wealthy and only the tiniest spec of people ever argued against him let alone disagree with him on any matter he spoke of. His word was always final. " Fine " my word was a sharp clip with mixed emotions my eyes still gazed on the ground and only ever thinking of the recent event. The crowds left and went off to go tell my so called "ex - fiance's " sister , Lilian who was actually her twin sister.. This was definelty the worst event of my life , without a doubt I was definetly going to regret what was about to happen in a few hours , why was I feeling so much dispair and misery ?