I AM AN ATHEIST

Falling Apart

After Xavier sat down along Hira, Hira opened up the bottle, he also prepared two glasses for both of them.

Pouring the wine in the glasses, they began to chat.

After taking a sip of wine: " Brother Xavier, tell me something about you? I realized that I did not know anything about you."

" I am nothing special, I am a human just like you" Xavier replied.

" Brother Xavier, why are you trying to be humble, I heard you are a prince of a certain country ". Herald took another sip of wine as he said.

" Yeah, oh..it does not matter because I am a human first " Xavier replied.

" Haha brother, you are quite an interesting guy" Hira laughed as he took another sip of alcohol.

Meanwhile, glancing at Jin who was still standing a bit far away, Xavier said: " Come here Jin, let's talk about your Mommy".

Jin hesitated for a moment before walking over, he stood in front of Xavier.

" Don't just stand there, come here and sit" Xavier pulled Jin onto his lap.

" Jin, tell me about your Mommy ". Xavier asked.

" My Mommy is Mercia, she works for Dr Violet, she is the best mommy, she always brings me gifts," Jin said.

When Xavier heard Jin, he lost in his thoughts, it had been a while since he last remembered his childhood, it brought him the things he forgot back to mind.

He remembered how he used to love his father and mother, how his big brother played with him all the time.

But these beautiful days did not last long ever since

The memories from his past unknowingly brought tears into his eyes.

" uncle..no...big brother, why are you crying?" Jin asked after noticing tears in Xavier's eyes.

" Nah..it's nothing. I am not crying...it's tears of joy, I am happy for meeting you" Xavier replied.

" Me too" The little kid yelled in Joy.

" Haha..brother..drink else I would empty the bottle " Hira who was spectating things from the side advised.

When Xavier heard that he took a sip without reservation.

" Jin, whom do you like apart from your father and mother?". Xavier asked after taking the sip.

" I love God " Jin replied enthusiastically.

" Which God? " Xavier questioned.

" God Tora, the ruler among the gods and goddess ". Jin replied.

" Oh..and what's so special about him? " Xavier asked.

" God Tora is one of the trinity who rules over other gods and goddess, he is the most merciful one, he is omnipotent and all-knowing god, one word from him is enough to destroy the whole earth" Jin's eyes were brimming with enthusiasm as he said.

" Oh. Then he must an all-loving good God" Xavier replied.

Although Xavier replied in such a way, something inside him making him hate the name, God Tora, practically Xavier did not have any good experience with this God, especially after going through that incident.

However, he did not want to show his displeasure and hate toward this God on the surface and kept a smile on his face instead.

" Big brother, which god do you believe in? " Jin asked the next moment when Xavier was still lost in his thoughts.

" Me?.. I don't believe in anyone, I believe in myself " Xavier replied.

" Big brother, I did not understand, " Jin said with a face full of doubt.

" I mean, I don't believe in any kind of god or goddess " Xavier replied.

" Brother..are you joking right? How can't believe in anyone? " Hira who took a sip as he interfered.

" I am not joking, I don't believe in anyone " Xavier replied while also gulping down wine.

" Haha..brother, then tell me how can you explain your existence? Who do you think created you? " Hira laughed.

" I think I was not created by anyone, I was born because my parents had s*x " Xavier replied.

" Brother..why don't you think how your eyes formed, hands, legs formed? Isn't it a miracle? there must be a superpower behind it " Hira argued.

" Nah..brother, I agree that I dunno how they are formed, but it does mean they are created by some God? We just dunno the reason, so we have to find it instead of crediting it to some God ".

" Brother, you are ignorant, let me tell how humans are created, on a certain day in God's domain, the trinities created salt, then they created water, after combining these two they created a human in their form, then they said let there be life, next second, the human form statue came to life, they named him Henry, at that time Henry was still a child, and he began to live with them, however, after became an adult, he got bored and felt lonely, so he requested the trinities to create a partner for him, The trinities became angry over his selfish demand, they said if you want a partner, then you have to leave the God's realm and settle in Mortal's realm that they created out of an accident, Henry agreed to their demand, hence after trinities granted his wish, he was sent to our world along with his wife March Butterfly, after they descended into our world they gave birth to modern humans, now do you believe that Gods created us? Hira told as he gulped down the wine.

" No, I don't, tell me who created Trinities then? " Xavier asked.

" Brother, no one created trinities, they are the absolute beings, we have no right to question their origin " Hira replied.

" I agree with you, now answer me if trinities can't be created by anyone, then why the humans needed to be created by anyone? " Xavier questioned.

" Brother..how can you compare gods and humans on the same level? They are trinities and powerful because they are not created by anyone while we are humans and powerless because we are created by trinities " Hira reasoned.

" How much powerful? They are, I don't believe that I can not catch up to them,

someday I can become as powerful as your trinities "

" Brother..stop daydreaming " Hira laughed.

" I am not dreaming, I am stating the truth, and when I become as powerful as them, I will trample them under my foot and reveal the real truth " Xavier declared as he took another sip of wine.

" What did you say? " Hira broke the glass in hand as he yelled in anger.

" I said, I will trample them under my foot " Xavier started it again.

" How dare you curse trinities? " Hira jumped over Xavier out of anger.

" Release me," Xavier said after being grabbed by Hira.

However, Hira did not listen, at the same time, he tried to punch Xavier's face, but he was not able to so his hand was easily caught by Xavier.

Meanwhile, the little kid Jin was in shock, he never expected them to start fighting all of a sudden.

Since Hira was not an Aura Master, he was just a common man, he was no match for Xavier.

Xavier easily pushed aside and then he looked at Jin and said: " I am going, take care of your father, he is drunk "

In response, Jin nodded his head.

With an unpleasant taste in his heart, Xavier walked out.

All the respect he felt for Hira was evaporated, he knew that he had gone overboard too, he should not have said that.

Their relationship began just a few hours ago, but before it could deepen it broke.

As Xavier was walking away, he heard " You damn prince, I will kill you ".

This voice made Xavier halt his steps, then he looked back and observed the frenzied Hira was rushing towards him with a broken wine bottle with sharp edges in his hand.

And the most important thing was there were people were walking around them.

Xavier did not intend to cause a big disturbance, he moved as fast as possible, and within seconds he was behind Hira, then with a chop, he knocked Hira out.

After knocking Hira out, Xavier carried him back home, then laid him on the carpet.

When Xavier looked at Jin, he seemed to be terrified, Xavier approached Jin, while hugging him, Xavier whispered: " Take care ".

After then, Xavier left the place and headed back to his home.

Even though few spectators saw this, this would be known to the entire Gurukul in no time, the reason is not Xavier, but the involvement of Hira would spread the incident like a fire.

After Xavier arrived at home, he was surprised to find that there was someone inside because he knew his friends very well, none of them would come back from GuruSchool at this time.

He knocked on the door without giving it much thought when the door was opened, Xavier who was not feeling well due to the incident with Hira forgot about it as he smiled and felt joy.

" When did you come back? " Xavier asked.

" Brother, first come inside let's talk " The man at the door replied.

Then both of them went in together.