I watched as The black SUV left followed by the white honda pilot my parents drove. I let more tears fall as emotions I had locked away a long time ago re-surfaced. After they were gone I walked around the house I once called home, I went down the basement and packed the things I kept down there, the things I wanted anyway. I found family photos on the mantel and saw how they were all after we turned 15, I wasn't in a single one. I sighed and emptied the frames putting the pictures in a cardboard box, I went into Mary and John's room and found a picture of just my dad and I holding up a large mouth bass, it was hidden under his side of the mattress. I had a huge smile on my face while my dad held the fish with a proud smile. I held the picture to my chest and cried for the dad I lost.
When I was done going around the rest of house I went into Alexa's room and cleared it out. I found an old paper behind her dresser, I unfolded it and read the words she had scribbled on it.
[ I hate being a twin, I hate sharing everything with my stupid sister. I asked mom why she had us both today and she said her and dad had too much love for just one daughter. I know some twins say born together die together, not me, not us.]
I never realized just how much Alexa hated me, I loved her as much as I could, yet she hated me. I emptied her room carrying everything to an empty spot on the pack property. I grabbed a few other things and covered everything in gasoline before lighting it all on fire. I watched everything burn for hours, I waited until it was all ashes and scooped them into a bucket. I dug a hole and buried the memories along with the pain they contained. I could finally start my life anew, with my mate and my pack. I sighed as strong arms wrapped around my waist and a face rested in the spot where my shoulder met my neck. I felt the tingling sparks under my skin and relaxed into the man who was made for me.
"Did you happen to notice the shirt you are wearing is mine?" He teased.
"I don't know what you are talking about, this shirt is mine." I stated making him chuckle.
"Fine but all of this is mine." He said running his hands over my body and kissing my jaw line.
"And all of this." I turned and ran my hands all over him making him purr. "Is Mine." I kissed his lips and sighed contently. He held me tightly after I broke the kiss and rested on his firm pecs.
"I want to announce you to the pack tomorrow. I want every she-wolf to know just who they will piss off if they try and seduce me. I also want everyone to know just how much I adore you."
"Okay, only if we go shopping first, you got bigger and you are gonna need more clothes for me to steal." He kissed my head as he chuckled.
"We can go, if you get some sexy lingerie for me to rip off your body." I giggled and kissed his chest. I pulled away from him and we walked to his medium sized modern cabin. He led me to our master bedroom and went into the bathroom. I stripped and put the clothes in a basket I found in the closet, I walked back to the bedroom and waited for my mate. I ended up getting bored so I played my with myself while thinking off all the naughty things Cillian and I could try. I was about to c*m when Cillian crawled on top of me, he was growling and pulling my hand away from my p***y. He brought my fingers to his mouth and sucked my thick hot juices off of them. I felt him slide two fingers in while his thumb rubbed my c**t, he placed a hot open mouth kiss on my lips as he worked his hand in my needy p***y. I squealed as I came on his hand, he rubbed himself with my c*m before pulling away.
"Lets try a new position." He growled as he flipped me on my stomach. My waist was hanging off the bed and he wrapped my legs around his waist. I moaned as he slid into me, he stayed at a medium pace which was agonizingly slow. I moved my hips and he went faster, I held in my orgasm just to see how two combined felt, when I let go after the second one, he slipped out. I felt his breath as he ate my p***y and I screamed with how amazing it felt, when he was done, he slid back in and f****d me until he came inside my walls. He layed down beside me and I leaned down and cleaned him of all my fluids, he began to get hard again and I smiled. I climbed up and sat on his c**k, facing him. I leaned back and worked myself on him, he rubbed my c**t with one hand while the other one held my leg. We came at the same time and I sat upright on him before letting him fall out of me. I got up and took a shower, he followed, when were done we brushed our teeth then went back to the bedroom.
I curled up on his chest and he pulled me as close as I could get.
"Someday, I'm going to put a ring on your finger and a pup in your belly, and you will finally get the family you deserve."
"Someday, I'm going to be the best wife, mother, warrior, and Luna combined, the best part is that I will be all yours, Cillian Fury."
"All mine. Ashlyn Fury is all mine." He said right before we both fell asleep.
I was woken up by Cillian as he began to grope my naked breast. I smiled and reached down grabbing his hard log, I stroked him as he kissed my neck and took my second breast showing it some love. I was rolled onto my back and Cillian crawled between my thighs, he brought his lips to my breast and kissed them both all over. He bit down on my hard n****e and I squealed making him chuckle. His hand found it's way to my soaked center and he rubbed me for a minute, I arched my back and whimpered when he took his hand away. His lips crashed into mine as his c**k pushed into my body, I ran my hands down his back, my nails scratching his skin lightly. He whimpered in pleasure as one hand went to his hair and pulled on it, I smiled against his lips and pulled away. I kissed his jaw and made my way down to my mark, which I bit into again refreshing the closed mark. He came as I did so, he pushed me back on to the bed and re-marked me as he thrusted his softening c**k in me, spreading his seed. I came as a immense feeling of ecstasy washed over my entire being. Cillian rolled off of me and we layed there panting for a little while.
"Holy s**t. If that didn't get me pregnant I don't know what will." I said. I felt a hand on my stomach as Cillian sighed and nodded.
"If your not pregnant by now, I'd be very worried." He sighed.
"Uh-huh." I replied. I got up and went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, he came in and we cleaned up, his hair was perfectly tousled and his blue eyes looked like the clear blue pool of water by the waterfall. "What is your wolf's name?" I asked curiously.
"Reaper." He said smiling.
"I want to meet him." He smiled and his eyes went black.
"Hello mate." I gasped at his voice, he was the wolf from my dream when I broke my ribs.
"It has been a long time Reaper." I said. He tilted his head and smiled down at me.
"Yes it has, tell me why you were in pain that night." He said as he rubbed my side.
"My nightmare, I was burning alive, then I rolled onto my broken ribs. You chased the pain away Reaper, thank you." I kissed him lightly, he grabbed my ass cheek and he ground his hard c**k against my stomach. I pulled away and smiled at him, he growled lowly and entered me in one swift motion. I let Crescent meet her mate and deal with the rough f**k I knew was coming. Crescent purred as she gave me back control, I looked down at my body, which had a few finger shaped bruises on my sides. I bit my lower lip as Cillian ran his hands over them. I looked up into his blue eyes, he looked worried but I kissed him happily.
"Don't worry Cill, Crescent dealt with Reaper." I never told anyone Crescent's name, but Cillian was my mate so I figured he should know. He smiled and kissed me softly before we washed our bodies and got out of the shower.
"Well he enjoyed himself, I haven't seen him this happy since, well ever." I smiled as i pulled on a pair of sweatpants and a sports bra with a large black t-shirt. Cillian pulled on a pair of sweats and a tight grey hoodie. I laughed at him and he rolled his eyes as he squeezed into his back sneakers, I pulled on a pair of moccasins and followed him out to his black and red mustang, he held my door open from me before he climbed into his seat.
"s**t, I'll be right back I forgot something." I said jumping out of the car. I ran back to our room and grabbed my wallet, which had over a thousand dollars in it. I ran back out to the car shoving my wallet in my pocket. Cillian smiled at me and pulled my wallet from my pocket and placing it in the center console.
"You wont need that babe." He kissed my cheek before he looked behind us and backed the car from the driveway. When he wasn't concentrating on not running over our smaller pack members I spoke.
"I like paying for my own things, makes me feel better." I said leaning back in my seat.
"You mean like less of a burden?" He asked raising his eyebrow, I looked out the window, he hit the nail on the head. "You will never be a burden. I don't understand why your parents changed, if anything they should have spoiled you instead of her. You have always been the better twin." His hand grabbed mine for a moment before he had to shift again. I sighed and smiled at him before I got an idea, it was something I had always wanted to try. I waited until he started driving down a less populated road before I put my hand in his pants and stroked him. He nearly stopped the car but I stopped jerking until he began driving again, I beat him until he was about to c*m. I found napkins in the glove box and jerked him into one, his hot c*m almost filling it completely. I smiled as I let him go and threw the brown napkin in the plastic bag he kept as a garbage bag. He sighed and leaned back in his seat before smiling over at me.
"What was that for?"
"Just crossing something off my bucket list." I shrugged and leaned back in my seat and looked out the window.
"I've got a confession to make." I looked over at him and raised an eyebrow.
"When we were in the car on the way to the mountains, I had to hide a boner. I thought about pulling you onto my lap like Terrance did with Ellie, and I got ridiculously hard." I felt my cheeks get red and I smiled down at my feet.
"I'm guessing you didn't because everyone was there." I said shyly.
"No, they knew I had a thing for you, hell Terrance asked me why I didn't. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable."
"After that trip I let myself crush on you too, the way you looked at me after the nightmare, I hadn't seen someone care that much in a while." I confessed to him.
"I will never be able to tell you how sorry I am for that day Ash, I wish I had told my dad I loved you instead of lying to cover my ass." I looked at him, he was focusing on the road, his face had a serious expression on it. He was absolute perfection, I could feel the sincerity and the regret from our mate bond. I leaned over and kissed his shoulder and he sighed.
"I can feel it Cillian, plus the hot make-up s*x was amazing." I said, making him chuckle lightly.
"Ashlyn, I am deeply in love with you. I am ecstatic that the moon-goddess blessed me with you." I smiled as my heart fluttered at his words.
"I've fallen in love with you too Cillian." He took my hand and pressed it to his lips before setting back down on my lap and shifting gears.