I decided to go home I feel so sick in here when my drivers' arrived I immediately get inside and wave to Sachie and brix. I never thought this would happen sinabi ko naman sa kanya bago pa maging kame na ayokong niloloko ako he actually understand it but why did he do this to me?
"Gabriella? You look pale are you okay?"
"Yes, I'm tired dad"
"Okay then, rest"
Nang makarating ako sa loob ng kwarto ko may naamoy akong ang baho biglang bumaliktad ang sikmura ko agad-agad akong tumakbo sa CR.
"s**t! I didn't even eat!"
I saw my face on the mirror I look so hopeless and f*****g stress, what the hell Gabriella!! When you and Luke separated you never had stress about it and why now? Ang lalim ata ng pagmamahal mo kay James ilang buwan pa lang kayo Gosh!! Antok na antok na ako at wala ako ganang mg half bath.
"Gabriella"
Mula sa mahimbing na pagtulog naririnig kong tinatawag ako sa ni Nanay Liz pagkatingin ko sa cellphone ko.
"OH MY GOD!!" napahiyaw ako.
"Hija anong nangyayari sayo?" Alalang tanong ni Nay Liz.
"Nay bababa lang ako, I'm late!"
Dali-dali akong pumasok sa banyo at naligo I can't believed it I didn't even hear my alarm what the heck!!
"Dad I'm going now!"
Hindi ko na hinintay pa na magsalita si daddy dumiretso na ako agad sa loob ng sasakyan.
"Kuya please hurry up I'm going to be late" sabi ko sa driver.
Yesterday was a horrible day.
"Hello Sachie, where are you?"
"Room. Papasok ka ba?" tanong niya.
"Yes maybe late"
"Anong maybe late ka na bilisan mo na"
Pinutol na namin ang usapan dahil malapit na rin ako sa school and I need to run.
"Ma'am namumutla kayo. Okay ka lang po ba?" Kuya driver said.
"Yes and please don't tell dad I don't want to him to get worried"
Oh my god Gabbi!! You can be broken hearted but please do love yourself I'm so stress and tired and sleepy and I don't have time to do that now. Pagka pasok ko sa loob ng room lahat sila nakatingin saakin magka klase kame sa subject na ito hindi ko maiwasan ang mapatingin sa gawi ni james na ngayon ay nakatingin saakin.
"Okay ka lang? Namumutla ka" pag alala ni Sachie.
"I didn't put lipstick thats why"
"Nasan si brix?"
"Nasa canteen ata"
I message brix because I'm freaking hungry now.
Me:
Please buy me a foods. Any foods will do thank you.
Brix
Okay.
We still waited for our prof to come I feel relieved when our prof didn't come yet.
"Is there something that our prof to say?"
"Oo daw ang pakakarinig about graduation at kakausapin din samantha buntis kasi siya"
She's very lucky to have James for the rest of her life I still hate him for what he did to me he lied to me and hurt me. Brix bought me a strawberry cake and a milktea two pieces each thats heaven.
Pagkatapos kong kumain ang siyang dating din ng prof namin kaya lahat kame umupo ng maayos.
"Ms. Rivera since you're tranferred here please go to dean's office" agad na sabi ng prof.
Tumayo na ako agad at papunta na sana sa kabas ng bigla akong nahil napahawak ako sa bangko para kumuha ng suporta.
"Gabbi okay ka lang?" Sachie hold me.
I can't even talk.
"Ms. Rivera are you okay?"
Tumingin ako sa kanya at bigla na lang nagdilim ang paningin ko and next thing I knew I was collapsed infront of them all.
I slowly open my eyes and scan the place with my two eyes the covered with white curtains.
"Hoy! Girl okay ka lang?" Sachie
"Why I'm here?"
"Haler! Nawalan ka ng malay"
"Ms. Rivera I advice you to try this" biglang sabi ng Nurse na kakapasok lang sa clinic.
Pregnancy test?
"Nurse I'm not pregnant" agap ko.
Even Sachie look so shock.
"Walang mawawala sayo kapag sinubukan mo"
Sinubukan ko na lang ang sinasabi ng nurse she's right walang mawawala kapag sinubukan. Pagkatapos kong basahan ang instructions ginawa ko yun and then go out to give it to the nurse.
"Can we go now?" I asked the nurse.
"Hihintayon natin ang resulta"
After a couple of minutes and finally the nurse came out and tell us the results.
"Confirmed you're pregnant"
Lahat ng lakas ko sa katawan bumagsak. All of my thoughts in mind was gone now and everything went blank.
"N--No, you must be mistaken" depensa ko.
"Girl, please huminahon ka baka mapano ka"
"No, Sachie this can't be!"
Nagsimula ng magbabagsakan ang lahat ng luha ko hindi ko kaya kapag nalaman to ni daddy.
"Pero hindi mo maitatago ito" sabi ni Sachie.
"Hindi pwede malaman ni daddy that I'm pregnant h----"
"And When Gabriella"
Biglang nagbukas ang pinto ng clinic at lumabas doon si daddy even James are there too.
"D--Dad" tanging lumabas sa bibig ko.
"Buntis ka?" Pumasok na rin si James sa loob.
Umiwas ako ng tingin sa kanya I saw samantha just came out inside the clinic shes just on the other side of the clinic may nangyari din ba sa kanya.
"Sir Pananagutan ko ang anak niyo" tumingin siya ng diretso kay daddy.
"Dad, I'm sorry please forgive me"
Hinawakan ko siya sa kamay para magmaka awa at mahismasan na rin siya ayokong may mangyari sa kanya.
"Ito ba ang ama?"
"Dad please lets go home"
"Ito ba ang ama?" Ulit niyang tanong.
"JAMES!"
Lahat ng atensiyon namin ay lumipat sa sumigaw.
"James what is happening here?! Tinawagan ako ni Sid dahil may nangyari kay Samantha" sabi ng isang nasa edad na lalake mukhang kamukha ni James.
"Mr. Rivera its nice to see here" bati nito kay daddy.
"Is this your Son Mr. Madrial?" tanong ni dad.
'Madrial is our competitor' I remeber what dad say to me when I ask about Baldomero. So, he is a Madrial the one and only son of Multi billionare business man.
"I'm not going to let my daughter Marry your Son"
Hinatak ako ni daddy palabas ng clinic hindi na rin ako makahinga dahil sa dami namin doon sa loob tumigil lang kame sa paglalakad ng pinigilan kame ni James.
"Sir kung tungkol man to sa pamilya ko, hindi naman ako nakatira sa kanila I can give everything to your daughter"
"Young Madrial my answer is NO!"
Hilong-hilo na ako sa kanila hinahatak ako ni daddy pero pinipigilan yun ni james sa pamamagitan ng pag hila sakin.
"James is this the reason why you don't want to marry Samantha?" Daddy ni james.
"Dad please! I can handle this I'm not a kid anymore!" Inis na bulyaw ni James sa ama.
"Samantha is pregnant too, how could you do this?" Mahinahon pero alam akong galit na rin si Mr. Madrial.
"I'm sorry James but I won't let my daughter to be an option she doesn't deserve it"
"No! I am the father of that child---"
Hindi ko na narinig ang sunod niyang sinabi bigla na lang nagdilim ang paningin ko at tanging naririnig ko yung mga sigaw nila na hindi ko naman maintindihan.
Honestly, if dad wasn't there I don't know what will happen to me I was strong... before I didn't know where my strength go? For the second time my heart broke into pieces and everything around me feel dissapoint on what I did.
"I'm sorry dad" bulong ko sa sarili.
Umalis ako ng pilipinas ng masama ang loob ni daddy saakin nagpasya siyang ipalipad ako papuntang italy para dito na rin ipanganak ang anak ko.
"Abbi please lets talk!!"
"Abbie I really Love you!"
"Please come to me baby, I'll marry you!"
Laging nasa labas ng gate si James at nagsusumigaw ayaw akong palabasin ni daddy kahit gusto ko siya pagsabihan na huwag ng pumunta pa dito pero hindi pwede. There's a time that the guards punch him but he let it to that just to stay on his place and hopeful to see me go out.
"You choose to be in this situation Gabriella"
"Dad I'm sorry" tanging nasabi ko.
"Tomorrow will be your flight to italy. Don't ever do that would make me angry"
Wala akong nagawa kundi ang aundin ang gusto niya we might end up fighting and I don't want him to stress and to stress myself I'm not the only one who is alive I'm carrying my child...My child to
James baldomero Madrial
Sachie called me and tell me who really is James and she said that James choose to live in batangas for him to live a simple life just like sachie.
"I'm sorry baby I cannot give you a complete family just like me"
Hinawak ko yung tiyan ko kahit alam kong hindi niya naman maiintidihan at maririnig yon.