"Oh anak akala ko may---"
Hindi ko man lang binati si daddy diretsong kwarto ako at binagsak ang pintuan naramramdaman kong umiinit ang buo kong katawan sa galit.
"Argghh! I hate him!"
Sumigaw ako na parang walang ibang makakarinig sakin pero meron naman pala narinig kong may kumatok.
"Gabriella what is happening?"
He used to call me on my full name not with my second name maybe he likea it that way.
"Dad I'm okay don't worry!" sigaw ko.
Buti na lang hindi na siya nangulit pa siguro naiintindihan niyang galit ako at kailangan ko ng space.
Beep
James
Lets talk I'm still waiting.
"Manigas ka"
Nagbihis muna ako ng pang bahay para hindi halata na aalis ako, tatakas ako ng dahil sa kanya at sana worth it ito kapag aawayin niya lang ako dahil sa nagawa ko baka siya sasabunutan ko.
Nang makarating ako sa taas naging mas maganda ang pakiramdam ko I feel relieved everytime i go up here the view is so amazing the ocean are so beautiful the shining shimmering that highlight the water makes it wonderful.
"Abbi" I know its James
"What?" pataray kong sagot.
"Hindi ko kinakampi si Samantha, mali ang ginawa mo" hes said
"Ako pa ang mali, did you ever see the whole scenes James?"
"Mali pa rin na sinabunutan mo siya sana iniwasan mo na lang" mahinahon pa rin siya.
"Yan ba ang hindi kumakampi sa kanya?"
"Abbie please"
Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit pero hindi ako nagpatinag hindi ko siya niyakap pabalik.
"I'm sorry for what I did"
"You say sorry but you still think of Samantha"
"Kaibigan ko siya at kilala siya ng buong pamilya ko kaya hindi ko siya pwedeng iwanan lang"
"Alam ko naman na you are very close to her but she doesn't have the right to insult me"
"Wag na natin to pag usapan may dinala akong surely magugustuhan mo"
We went inside the gazebo and I saw different street foods and drinks.
"Wait? Is that safe?" I curiously asked.
"Oo naman I bought it where we usually eat"
"We? Samantha?"
"Please baby don't be jealous" paglalambing niya.
"I am not! I'm better than her"
Natawa lang siya sa huli kong sinabi at kumain na lang ng mga binili niya it taste good this is my first to ate this kind of foods.
"Did you like it?"
"Yes" sabi ko at nag thumbs up sa kanya.
"Where's your family?" I asked him
"US" simpleng sagot niya.
Kaya pala.
"Really why are you here?"
"To study"
I feel he's hiding something about his family and he doesn't want me to know it.
"Ikaw saan ang mommy mo?" Biglang tanong niya.
Kaya mo yan Gabbi!
"She wants me to marry an old man and she has an.... affair that's why I don't have trust on a man" I said.
Pagkatapos ng seryosong tanungan namin sa isa't-isa we decided to relax first and talked about ourselves and heart to heart talk without the involvement of our family that's our rules.
"Did you ever fall for samantha?"
"Yes"
"Until now?"
"Jealous"
"I'm just asking and you are not answering it properly" inis kong sambit.
"Totoo naman yun ah"
Its already six pm and I still don't want to go home I want to be with him and besides I'm not a kid anymore.
When I stare at him he slowly turned his face to me the next thing I knew he was kissing me passionately this is different when we had our first kiss publicly I kissed him back he put my he insert his hands inside my top and he squeezed my boobs.
"Ah"
Biglang nag init ang buo kong katawan sa ginawa niya pero pinigilan ko siya ng pababa na ang kamay niya.
"Someone will caught us" bulong ko.
"Wala"
Patuloy pa rin ang paghalik niya sa labi at papuntang leeg ko at naramdaman kong nahawakan niya na yung pagkakababae ko.
"Ah m--more please" sabi ko sa gitna nng mga halik namin.
Hindi ko na nakayaan pang pigilan ang ginagawa namin ng ako na mismo nagtanggal ng damit and even his pants I slowly unzipped it.
We already did it I know its not good to have s*x while you're not yet married but my body wants more kaya nung ginagawa namin iba ang pakiramdam ko nung una masakit kasi nga Virgin pa ako but as we go on I never feel the pains but what s*x can make our body feels good.
Nakagising ako dahil sa lamig ng paligid I checked my phone and I saw 30 missed calls from dad.
"s**t!"
I was about to stand when I feel the pain in my v****a.
"Ah! s**t how can I walk no?" Bulong ko.
"Are you okay?" James.
"I feel the pain"
"Dress up slowly abbi"
"I need to go home daddy will be very mad at me"
Dali-dali akong pumasok sa loob ng gate kahit masakit pa yung parteng baba ko pinilit kong maglakad.
"Where have you've been Gabriella?
Sa tono ng pagkakatanong niya alam kong galit siya. Its freaking 10 pm Gabbi! Do you think he's happy??
"I--I was going to Sachie's house when I got lost" rason ko.
"Sa tingin mo maniniwala ako? Your friend just called Liza and Liza was here and she said where have you've been after what happen in your school?"
"Sorry dad for what happen she insulted me and I don't want it, p--pumunta lang ako may dagat para magpahangin"
Maniwala ka dad please.
"Did you ever heard my calls to you and do you know what time is it? Its already 10pm for God sake! Gabriella!" Sigaw ng ama niya.
Hindi ko na siya sinagot pa ayokong mas lalo siyang magalit saakin pag nagkataon. Pinaakyat niya na ako sa kwarto para magpahinga siguro ayaw niya na akong pagalitan pa dahil malaki na ako.
Its been a months since we did that ang dami na nangyari nalaman ko na rin na wala talagang relasyon si Sachie at carlton and brix just confessed his feelings for me the guy I want to see evrryday doesn't show up his face, I wanted to asked samantha about it but I don't want too she doesn't even now our relationship plus I rarely see her face here.
Habang hinihintay ko si Sachie at Brix sa labas ng Library nilapitan ako ni Sid siya yung parang kapatid ni James.
"Pinapabigay ni Kuya"
He gave me a letter.
"Where is he?"
"Basahin mo na lang"
Nagmamadali siyang umalis and and by that time Sachie and Brix already outside of the library and I immediately put the letter inside my pocket.
"Si Sid ba yon?" Tanong ni Sachie
"Yeah"
"Uyy! May something ba sainyo?" Pang aasar niya.
"Wala, lets just Go now"
Nasa room na kame ng makita ko si james doon nakatingin lang siya sa malayo parang may problema siya.
"Ang ganda naman ng ring mo Samantha"
Tumingin kame sa gawi ni samantha na ngayon ay pinapakita sa lahat ang singsing niya.
"Engage na ako" deklara niya.
"Talaga? Kanino?" Excited na tanong ni
Buti naman may nagkagusto pang magpakasal sa kanya sa ugali niyang iyan.
"Pagkatapos lang ng graduation natin lilipad na kame papuntang US" sabi niya sabay tingin kay James.
Until now I didn't get what she's trying to say James doesn't care what is happening when he noticed all of us are staring at him he face us now and I saw how his face change into shocked.
"Kayo ba ni James?" Malakas na tanong ng isang kaklase namin.
Ayoko na makinig pa sa kanila kaya naman kinuha ko yung letter na ibinigay sakin ni Sid kanina na galing daw kay james ng marinig ko yung tanong na yun. Ibang course yung tinetake ni Sid kaya hindi ko masyado siya nakikita.
"Oo matagal na" deklara niya.
Nabitawan ko yung sulat na hawak ko at napatingin kay samantha.
"Samantha!?" Sigaw ni James.
"James ano ba hindi mo pa ba sasabihin sa lahat? Magkaka anak na tayo"
May tumakas na luha mula sa mga mata ko at napansin yon ni Sachie.
"Wow Congrats Bro!" Sigaw ni Carlton.
"Okay ka lang Gab?" tanong ni Sachie.
Biglang akong nahilo at parang bumabaliktad ang tiyan ko nasusuka ako kaya naman agad akong tumakbo papuntang CR at alam kong nakasunod saakin ni sachie.
"Okay ka lang?"
"Yeah"
I can't believed he cheated on me, No! He cheated on samantha and make me s**t all samantha's accusation on me are real.
BEEP
James
Are you okay? Lets talk please Abbi.
I ignore his message I feel so sick and decided to go home.
James
Please.
Don't fool me again James you just ruin my trust on you and for the second time I was hurt again.
MOTHERFUCKER!!!