Chapter 13
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I can't believe it we just kissed and the worst is we just did it on the public place I never kiss anyone he is my first kiss and I loved it. Papunta na kameng gazebo ngayon dahil early pa naman hindi ko akalain na kinain ko lahat ng mga sinabi ko noon na hindi na ako magpapaloko.
"Thank you for giving me a chance to proved to you that I'm not going to hurt you"
"I'm sorry to dissapoint you I just realized that day, ahhm... that I should let my heart beat again for someone and it was you"
If he will going to be the guy I'll love for the rest of my life I loved too not that he's perfect but I can say he is way responsible to handle relationship and has matured mind that you couldn't think he would do to hurt you.
"I'm sorry for being too bitter to you I just don't like samantha always... nevermind"
"Common baby say it" malambing niyang sabi.
"Eh kasi naman she always flirting with you" nakanguso kong sabi.
"Wag ka ngang ngumuso iki-kiss kita diyan" masyadong malabo pagkakasabi niya kaya I want to asked him again if I heard it right.
"What did you say?" I asked him.
"Wala"
I still feel awkward that we are now together and I still don't want it to tell anyone especially Dad hindi naman siya magagalit kasi I just turned twenty and I'm not a high school girl now soon I will be graduate and live on my own but for now as much as possible I'll keep it as a secret and just the two of us.
"James can we keep this a secret first"
Its not a question I hope he'll understand it.
"Don't you want me introduce you to my friends?"
"I want too, but I still.. still don't want to let them know it we are just starting.... you know"
"I understand"
Bigla siyang nanahimik siguro nagtatampo siya naiintindihan niya naman ako pero parang hinde naman.
"Please understand me, I don't want to give problems to my dad" sabi ko.
"Problems? Sa tingin mo problema ang pakikipag relasyon mo sakin?"
"No I mean you.... ahmm mali ang iniisip mo"
"Wag na natin to pag awayan alam ko na kung bakit"
"I hope it is not bad"
"Oo naman"
Natahimik kame muli wala na rin akong makapang rason para ipa intindi sa kanya kung bakit ayaw ko pa.
"I Love you" sabi niya.
Nagkatinginan kame and by that time I feel the everything went slow in motion my heart is racing is this how people falling in loved.
"I Love you too"
After that night we went home peacefully and I know dad notice how my moods chnage.
"Gabriella, how's school?"
"Seriously dad? For how many months had passed since I transfered here you just asked how's school now?"
Pero parang iba ata ang naintindihan ni daddy sa pagkakasabi kong iyon.
"Sorry darling I just became busy this past few days" sabi niya.
I came closer to him and hugged him tighly I'm sorry dad for not telling the truth to you I promise to you that you'll now it as soon as I've truly trust his loved for me.
"Its okay dad I understand"
"When are going to tell me about you seeing your mom earlier?"
I was about to check my phone when dad said it.
"Dad ayoko na pong dumagdag sa problems mo kaya hindi ko na sinabi pa"
Beep
James
Gusto kong marinig boses mo.
"Dad lets not talk about it now, bye"
Pagkasabi ko nun umakyat na agad ako sa kwarto ko at nilock yun para walang papasok even the maids and I immediately dial his number.
"Hi" bungad ko.
"How are you?" tanong niya.
"I'm good"
"Since hindi mo nagawa yung dare ko sayo we'll do it now kapag nag english ka until our call ends may consequences" he said.
"Now? How about the consequences? How are we going to do that?"
I had no Idea how we're going to do it.
"One zero!" Natatawang sabi niya.
"OMG! are we star----"
"Two Zero!"
"OMYGOD! James ang daya mo!"
"Dalawa yung puntos mo kaya ang gagawin mo sasagutin mo yung tanong ko"
"Okay Game!" Masayang sabi ko.
Opps! "Three Zero!"
"Arrrgh! Ikaw din naman nage-english" patampo kong sabi.
"Hindi yun kasali" palusot niya.
Napa buntong hininga ako. "Sigi na nga! Anong unang que--tanong?"
Muntik na ako don.
"Sino si Luke sa buhay mo?"
Relax Gabbi he has nothing to do with your life now move on.
"Hindi naman naging kame pero sinaktan niya ako"
I tried it hard to tell straightly to him with no hurt feelings.
"Sa anong paraan?" sunod niyang tanong.
"Kailangan ko bang sagutin yan?"
"Do you still love him?" bigla siyang nagseryoso.
"Hindi na at matagal na simula nung naghiwalay kame"
Of course! I don't love Luke anymore siya na ang mahal ko kaya sana hindi na siya magselos.
"Wait?! Nag tagalog ka kaya may tanong ako sayo" sabi ko.
"Sige isa lang naman" pagyayabang niya.
"Sino si Samantha sa buhay mo?"
"Kaibigan ko." Period
"Ay grabe ka naman! Ang daya mo!"
"Totoo naman sinasabi ko" sabi niya.
"Anong sunod mong tanong?"
"Mahal mo ba ako?"
Hindi ko alam pero bigla akong napahinto sa tanong niya kami na pero hindi ko alam kung Mahal ko ba siya dahil sa kame na? Or Mahal ko siya dahil sa na realized kong hindi ko naman dapat ipagkait yung gusto ng puso ko.
Ang g**o!
"Hindi naman kailangan agad mong sagutin yan" biglang sabi niya.
"Huli na" pahabol niya.
"Yung sinagot mo yung sinabi kong mahal kita totoo ba yun?"
Yes I remember that, the first time we became couple and we went to gazebo.
"Oo naman" simpleng sagot ko.
Alam kong hindi ako dapat nagpadala sa mga realizations ko siguro natakot lang ako kapag binitawan ko siya at mapunta sa iba.
We had a long conversation last night it went well but sometime he got jealous when we talked about Luke.
"Girl, pwede naman tayo sa bahay na lang ni Brix" Sachie suggest.
We need to do some research for our topics in entrep and business Administration such as advertising and promotion, merchandising, statistical analysis, finances, and applied studies practicums so we need time.
"Okay"
"Payag ka Gabbi?"
"Yes for our grades and besides I don't have any things to do late so I can go home late"
Napatingin kame sa entrance ng canteen and I saw group of Samantha and I saw james laughing with Carlton and the girl besides me just smile.
"Umamin ka nga may relationship ba kayo ni Carlton?" tanong ko kay Sachie.
"Atin lang to hah"
Bago siya nagumpisa mag kwento tumingin ako kay James and smiled at him pero iba ang timpla ng mukha niya nakita kong humawak siya ng phone niya and I decided to check my phone and then a few seconds I received her text.
James
Wag kang Lumapit masyado kay Brix.
Napangiti na lang ako sa message niya kahit kailan seloso talaga.
"Hoy! Makikinig ka ba o hinde?" inis niyang tanong.
"Relax Sachie"
I decided to listen on her story, sometime I look for james presence and he was actually staring at me.
Parang bata lang kameng sabik na magsama.
"Just be sure he won't hurt you" seryosong sabi ko.
"Oo nga Sachie baka may agenda yan sayo" sabi din ni brix bilang pag sang ayon sa sinabi ko.
"Alam niyo ang OA niyo parang kuya nga lang ang turing ko sa kanya at bunso niya naman ako"
"Okay if that's what you say"
Beep
James
Gazebo 6pm Please.
Papunta na kameng classroom para sa next class namin ng matanggap ko message niya hindi kame magka klase ngayon kasi iba sched niya.
"Ah Sachie! Brix!"
Paano ba yan? Baka hindi sila papayag Isip Gabbi Isip.
"Yes?" Sachie.
"I can't go later" simpleng sabi ko.
"Bakit?" Brix.
"Ano...there's an emergency dad just text me"
I'm sorry Sachie Brix babawi ako next please maniwala kayo.
"Babawi ako tomorrow whole day tayo"
"Okay sabi mo eh"
"Thank you"
Ganito ba mainlove? You really need to lie for your love to someone, for your happiness? I'm sorry everyone if I lied tjis time I just want to give what makes me happy deserve ko naman yun diba.
"Kumakalat nanaman ang mga malalandi" pagpaparinig ni samantha.
Nasa hall way kame dahil nga tapos na rin ang klase wala ng masyadong students.
"I'm not flirty" sabi ko.
Alam ko naman na ako yung pinapa ringgan niya akala niya hindi ko alam.
"Tinamaan ka girl?" Pang aasar niya.
"I can sue you Samantha you just say that without any evidences"
"Yes I have Gabbi"
Kumukulo talaga ang dugo ko sa babaeng to hindi na ako nagpatalo I slap her and pulled her hair.
"How may times did i tell you not to call me flirt or any of that stupid words because i'm not you!" Inis kong sigaw sa kanya.
Hindi ko binibitawan ang buhok niya para magtanda siya.
"ARAY GABBI TAMA NA!!" Sigaw niya.
"No! You make my patience short b***h!!"
"Aray!"
Biglang may humila saakin papalayo at nakita kong itinayo ni james si samantha just wow! He help samantha knight in shinning armour how great title for James Baldomero.
"James hindi ko naman siya inaano hinila niya buhok ko"
Parang bata kung magsumbong akala mo naman inagawan ng lollipop matalim kong tiningnan si James.
"Okay ka lang girl?" I saw sachie holding me.
Hindi ko siya sinagot iniwan ko lang sila lahat doon at sumakay na ako sa sasakyan namin.
"b***h!" Inis kong Binulong yon.
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