Haters turns to lovers

Chapter 12

When Sachie got sleep already and others are busy drinking alcohol I already had the chance to escape I immediately go up its dark I cannot see anything but when I step forward the lights was automatically on and I saw James really prepared a simple surprise theres a christmas lights around the round table and and candle in the middle with a simple foods.

"Surprise" he whisper.

Kahit di ko masyado narinig nabasa ko naman sa mga labi niya yun masaya ko siyang nilapitan and I never expected that he would hug me tightly.

"Thank you" tanging nasabi ko habang nakayakap sa kanya.

"Lets eat" yaya niya.

"Yes dapat lang"

We shared lots of laugh and good talks while having our dinner this wasn't my first time to dined with a guy Luke have it first if only I knew that he has something to do to hurt I will never let him do that but we can't predict anything to happen.

After we ate nagtambay lang muna kame sa may gazebo hindi ko akalain na gagawa ang mga tao rito ng ganitong kagandang view from up here maybe they really make it for pampalipas oras I see the large body of water that separated the lagoon.

"Did you discover this?"

"The lagoon? yes but we seek help to make it beautiful"

"Yes I love it hundred percent"

Nagsmile sakin I'm still afraid to get to know him more and got to close to him I might end up hurting again I'm still on the process of moving on I mean on the last stage of it because I can already talk to others but the Bitterness and Happiness are still fighting between my heart and mind.

"Bakit nga palang ayaw mong makipag close sa mga lalake?"

Bumalot ang lungkot saakin ng maalala king bakit ako nagkakaganito yung takot mainlove dahil lang isang panlolokong nagawa ng taong mamahalin ko pa lang sana at ang taong mahal ko na hindi naman kailanman nagbigay ng kahalagahan.

"Love is like a hell" sabi ko.

"Yes I can say that but if you try to accepted everything that makes your love life hell it will be a paradise to give your heart another chance to be inlove again"

I slightly smile at him. "Maybe, but the pain was caused by my past are not heal yet and If I would love again I want it pure without any pain in my past"

"Pwede bang ako na lang?" Tanong niya.

Hindi pa agad ako nakapag salita sa tanong niya wala akong makapang rason o magandang salita para sagutin yon.

I smiled before I talked. "I apprecciated everything you do for me but I don't think I'll let you got close to me"

Ayakong sirain ang moment namin ngayon pero ayoko ng pahabain pa ang usapang iyon. Umalis na ako na muna ako sa gazebo sa tabi niya para hindi na kame pareho pang masaktan, alam kong hindi naman dapat ako masaktan kasi wala naman kame and I know myself how much I immediately falling for a guy and now as much as possible I will avoid it.

Nung araw na yon nagpasundo ako sa driver isinaman ko na si sachie sa bahay para doon na matulog hindi na rin naman nag tanong si daddy kung bakit maaga ako umuwi pinabalik ko lang yung driver kinabukasan para kunin ang lahat ng gamit ko.

"I promise I won't hurt you"

Alam ko naman na hindi niya ako sasaktan I saw sincerity on him while saying that words I can't help but to dissapoint him If he truly do that maybe I could return his love for me there's a perfect time in every actions we want.

"Gabbi salamat pala pinatulog mo ako sa bahay niyo. Ano pala ang nangyari?" Tanong ni sachie

"Sumama ang pakiramdam ko"

Three days had passed even the shadownof James I didn't see I always saw samantha and Sid together now and I don't want to asked them they let it become an issue and I hate it.

"Napapansin ko bakit wala akong nakikitang James?" Takhang tanong ni Sachie.

"Our question is mutual Sachie" sabi ko.

Pagkatapos ng klase hindi na ako tumabay pa sa school nauna na ako kay sachie hindi pa ako umuwi pumunta muna ako sa may café malapit sa school.

Me:

You are three days absent I'm worried.

I'm waiting for him to reply but he didn't I feel someone just enter the café and I was so shocked the woman with a long dress with sunglasses got the attention of everyone inside the café she's no other than my Mom and she's alone.

Hindi ko na hinintay pang makita niya ako lumabas na agad ako ng café alam ko naman kung bakit siya andito para makuha ako at para ano pilitin akong magpakasal sa matanda.

"Over my dead body" bulong ko.

Hindi pa ako nakakalayo sa café ng marinig kong may tumawag sakin and I know who is it.

"Gabbi!"

Hinarap ko siya ngayon may kasama na siya the buenafe's family Luke and his father it wasn't new to me the first time I saw them together was my biggest regret in my life and now I wanted them gone.

"Wow, happy family" sarkastikong sabi ko.

"Makinig ka muna sa mommy Gabbi"

"Ang lakas mong mag salita. bakit noon ba pinakinggan niyo ko? Inisip niyo rin ba nararamdaman ko?"

"Gabbi please let me explain it you I already realized everything they were just here to say sorry to you and your dad I want you back"

"No mom, I'm happy and Contented without you"

Hinabol ako ni Luke at niyakap niya ako mula sa likod bigla na lang tumulo ang luha ko.

"Sorry Gabbi please forgive me I Love you so much" sabi niya.

"Let me go!" Galit kong sabi.

"Please. Diba gusto mo na rin ako alam kong mapapatawad mo ko kapag binigyan kita ng space dahil alam kong mahal mo ko"

Sinampal ko siya ng pagkalakas dahil himdi ko na maatim lahat ng mga sinasabi niya hindi siya ang mahal ko wala ng iba. Dahil Si James....si james na ang mamahalin ko alam kong matutunan ko siyang mahalin I wish he was here to save me.

I just ate what I say that I couldn't be fool by anyone but here I am now I'm falling for someone I just met months ago.

"Who give you the permission to hug my girl?"

Napatigil ang pagluha ko dahil sa pamilyar na boses ng nagsalita binitawan na rin ako ni Luke nasa Likod niya si James at sa likod ni james kita ko ang pagka gulat sa mga mata ni Mommy at Mr. Miguel. I run toward james and hug him I don't care if I broke my promise to myself the matter is I'm slowly fall for him not slowly I already Loved him.

I realized everything after the scene we had in gazebo our first dinner together that's the very romantic scene I ever had in my life I know it is way too fast to realized but my heart are alwayas beating fast everytime he is around.

"I miss you" bulong ko sa kanya.

"May bago ka na pala?"

Saglit kong nakalimutan yung mga tao sa paligid ko pati na rin si Luke yes Luke and he is better than you he won't hurt me and he won't let himself to meddle with my mom craziness.

"Yes and please go away I don't want to see your faces anymore" sabi ko.

Bumaling din ako kay mommy. "Don't hurt daddy again Mom he isnin peace now let him leave that way for how many years you had hurt him let him go"

Dapat nga maging masaya ako kasi nga mabubuo na yung pamilyang inaasam ko hindi ko pa nakikita ang sincerity niya na bumalik kame sa kanya and besides she is the who who abandoned us. Tuluyan na nga silang nakaalis pa sasabihin ko rin naman kay daddy ang pagkikita namin gusto kong nasa tamang timing aki ayokong maistress siya.

"You really did miss me?"bulong ni james sa tenga ko.

Biglang nagtaasan ang init ng katawan ko sa muka alam kong parang kamatis na ako sa pula ngayon.

"Bakit hindi ka pumasok?" Tanong ko.

"May inasikaso lang" sagot niya.

"Baka babae mo"

"Are you jealous?"

Hindi ako nagsalita.

"I love you" sabi niya ng nakatingin sa mga mata ko.

"I Love you too"

May sariling isip na pala ang bunganga ko ngayon gusto kong tahiin ng marealize ang sinabi ko.

Bago ko pa bawiin ang sinabi ko naramdaman ko ang kabi niyang naglapat sa mga labi ko he passionately kiss even we are outside he didn't hesitate to kiss me I feel the hottness in every kissed we shared.

OMG!! PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION GABBI!!