Caught In A Triangle

It is almost the end of the year end holidays and the only thing we talk about in this house is school .My cousins Kayla and Kaylie were telling me about their school since am going to join them soon as the holidays will be over .Well they are twin sisters , They have that bubble side and crazy at times we were our room since we sharing and they were busy telling me about people in their school "Forgot to mention our school charming bad boy " said Kayla Kaylie added " Don't even mention that one . you know I like his Chinese small eyes , his smile Oh my god I don't want to mention his voice that lover boy " Her facial expressions changed as she seem to be crazy about the guy I then said " The girl is inlove wow " "Well I was inlove until I realized that he is a player and worst thing he was involved with the school's drama Queen while we were still dating " said Kaylie " But you seen to be still in love with him " I said Kayla added " Yeah you right Bella there is still that spark of love in her eyes " She threw a pillow at us "What Spark are you talking about am done with that heartbreaker it's just that he is so charming and I wish he didn't do what he did because we would still be together by now but now enough about bitter sweet memories of that guy"Said Kaylie " Are you sure you don't want to talk about him for some closure atleast " I said " You must be crazy I want to forget him I don't know how since we both going to the same school again but I will focus on my books " Kaylie replied Kayla said " Not Until he asks for love backs and you throwing yourself back to him " she then tongue out at Kaylie " You guys are bad you busy here talking about ex and expect me to be happy about it " Kaylie said " Why are you sad about it because he was once your lov...."Could not finish what was I saying as the door open ouch it's Bryce , well Bryce is also my cousin he finished school last year " Sitting here talking about boys don't you have anything to talk about as for the two of you " He said that pointing at Kayla and Kaylie " Don't even dare to feed Bella with your nonsense the girl is too innocent for boys " "The girl has been in high school for 3 years now obviously she have been inlove before " Said Kaylie Kayla added " Wow that coming from someone who had so many girls in high school really is amazing " " If you don't know what to say better shut Kayla " "You came to our room uninvited instead of asking me to shut up better leave our room and us in peace " " Obviously I will leave your stinking room but please don't feed her your nonsense " He said that banging the door "Stupid boy " Kaylie said " So Bella have you been inlove before or you don't know the feeling ? " asked Kayla was shocked since I did not expect that from her judging from her face she does not look as that type of a girl who is involved with boys but since she spends most of her time with Kaylie and Kaylie is influential I should not be surprised I then replied " Yeah was once inlove but never been into a relationship " " Ohh it was those silly crush things " Kaylie said laughing Well to tell it wasn't really a Silly crush the thing is I had a brother protective brother actually he is my uncle's son but my dad took him and raised him so I consider him my brother that guys was so protective towards me he didn't want any guy next to me .At a time I felt like he was trying to control my life as he got to choose the kind of people I should hangout with and what I should and shouldn't do during my free time that nigga was more of a father to me and if he caught me standing with boys we would tell my dad and mom .You know having a big brother in high school can be the worst thing you know having crush on a guy who wants you is the best feeling but worst when you can't be with him . My dad's mother used to tell me high school is a place to fall inlove and get your heart broken by the guys you love , she went on to tell me that you meet your first lover who can be your soulmate.And I wanted to experience that but having a big brother , dad and a mother who are over protective can be traumatic sometimes why couldn't they allow me to fall inlove and get my heartbroken while I still have them because they were going to comfort me and tell me I am strong to cry over a boy and that am beautiful surely I will find my prince charming the guy who will love me forever and make me happy . Well I guess my grandmother made me think life was a fairytale because wow that women always told me to fall inlove in their sight and she always gave me advices you would swear I was dating already . I love that women because she was always true to me and she gave me best advices . Well she always told me that mind do sometimes need to get distracted from books a bit but since I was my brother's little sister , mommie and daddie's little princess I couldn't use her advices as they were going to kill me if they did find out I was dating and my brother made sure he threatens everyone who tried to made their move on me.At time I was wished my grandmother was my mother because Wow we were going to have great conversations together and I would have maybe found my soul mate by now but now am glad she wasn't because it was going to be a great challenge for us to go separate ways and I would have had to choose between my mom and boyfriend as I was not gonna choose between mom and dad and you know that he was going to be the best boyfriend and would make things difficult for me . You know I used to wish for my soulmate to be in US but now I wish he is in Spain because that place is my heart and I miss it with all of me " Well to tell it wasn't a silly crush " I replied " What do you mean it wasn't a silly crush ? " Kaylie asked " The guy was inlove with me so I was with him but couldn't be in a relationship with him because was surrounded by people who were protective towards me they didn't want to get my heartbroken by some dude" "Shame poor little doll you obeyed " that was kayla " You know taking risks is more fun then waiting for permission "Kaylie said I guess this is what Kaylie used to Kayla when she was manipulating her mind about boys and high school love . She really can be a bad influence " But they also can bring harm " " Don't you know danger is too daring " Kaylie Said " You know what I should just follow Bryce before I start to imagine myself being in a relationship with the most wanted guy at school and being his only girl " that was me fantasizing how my high school love would have been if I did get chance to date " Well that pure day deeam darling in high school you can never be the only girl in the most wanted guy "That Kayla trying to get me back to reality " C'mon Kayla it's possible to be his only girl just like you and Alex " " That's because Alex is not the most wanted guy and he is not a bad boy like Austin " " You didn't have to bring Austin up and by the way I was his only girl until that drama queen decided to make a move on him " That was Kaylie defending her ex boyfriend "Why don't we forget about falling inlove in high school and all that " I said " You know you shouldn't ignore high school love especially since you will need a partner on our Abitur, You know it would be great having your boyfriend as your partner not some random guy at school who needed partner " Kaylie does know how to make one interested in doing something well I won't allow that " So that me whose your next target since you seem to be interested in getting your heartbroken again " that was Kayla "Well Brandon is asking me out ...." " From a friend to a friend that's not a good idea" That was innocent me " That's how the cards are played if his friend wants you after you guys broke up you can have him forget about that bro code because he already broke it " that was Kaylie , Miss everything is good as long as you have fun doing it it doesn't who you hurts " You know Austin and Brandon have bad history and now they friends do you want them to fight again " Kayla said " Austin and I broke up long ago so he can't get to decided who I hook myself up with and am not the one who made a move Brandon did " Kaylie replied making her self innocent but who am I to judge her never been in a relationship before so I don't know much about relationships " But you can't jump from one friend to another that not you " That was Kayla trying to make Kaylie understand that what she is about to do is totally wrong " Months has passed since Austin and I broke up and it's not like he still cares about me you know that too . You the who always tell me that Jessica drives him crazy " Kaylie said "You right I should just say goodluck instead" That was Kayla trying to end the topic before it gets into argument "You should have said that long ago but since you finally said it thanks...So tell Bella are you planning to have boyfriend anytime soon since you no longer staying with your bodyguard brother " that was Kaylie " My high school days are going to be over soon so I have to focus on my books and reach for the stars "I replied " Reach for the stars wow darling what a dreamer you are but I like it " That was Kayla " You should know that high school love got no harm in your it all depends on how you handle everything .If you want to reach for the stars work hard but also give your partner sometime to spend with you not hours but few seconds" That was Kaylie the relationship advisor actually the influencer that suits her best because she really can make one do something " Some of us are not good at balancing many things so to prevent drama I choose to stay away from boys " I said "Ncoah so innocent you are take a look at Kayla she never had any drama in her relationship and she is the chosen " Kaylie said " Well said but you should expect that there are silly arguments , getting angry at each other for no reason and ignoring each other but it doesn't last for long as I said it's silly nothing serious " Kayla added. "Atleast no one is into me so let's forget about high school love and try to talk about books maybe " That was me trying to escape from this topic "For now no one is into you but when we get back to school am telling alot of guys will be crushing on you. Can't wait to tell every guy who asks about you that you my cousin " That was Kaylie " Well they won't even notice me because I will be scarce " I said " Have you forgotten that there will be guys from your class or you decided to turn blind eye " Kaylie said " Am not turning blind eye it's just that I know I will be sitting at the back corner of the class so few people will notice my existence and for more information during breaks I won't go to cafeteria but rather go chill in the bathroom " " Sies having meal in the bathroom that's so disgusting come on .It's not like they will cause any harm to you even if they do consider approaching you " Kaylie said "They better not try because my brother will fly all the way from Spain for me and as for you I think it will be better if you do warn them " " Mnx acting all tough you know when you meet that one guy I will laugh at you because rightnow it's clear you know nothing about love " that was Kaylie " And I don't want to know anything about it my lovely cousin " " When you ready to love do come to me for advices because wow boys will take advantage of you since you not experienced to high school dating " Kaylie said " Come on Kaylie stop troubling my poor cousin can you not see she is just an innocent baby " Kayla said and they bursted into laughter " Come one guys just because you got chance to date and I didn't doesn't mean am a small baby and by the way I don't want to be caught up with some high school lover and by the way my Soulmate is in United States so I won't waste my time here " I said that rolling my eyes " Wow can't wait to meet my cousin inlaw from US so tell me does he even exist or he is your imaginary soulmate " That is Kaylie " He does exist for now he is just and imaginary soulmate since I have his picture on my mind more like imagining how he would look " I replied " You know I think you should all let loose for the last time in high school and to honestly tell you won't regret anything because you have to grow in high school. Get your heart broken by your first lover and get to know how to deal with heartbreak while we here for you because after high school you will be alone crying all night hugging your knees and you won't survive in the big world if you have never been experienced " Miss influencer said giving advice Wow but I think she is right I do need to get my heartbroken but now I can't because I took too long to realize that " Well now it is too late for all that " " It's too late I accept it is late but you still have a little time you can give it try I promise I will be by your side and be a pillow when you need to cover your face to cry " Kaylie said "You know you are so good at tempting and manipulating other people's mind .You actually deserve that award " I said as I realized that she is succeeding in changing my mind about not dating " Am not trying to make you do it am just trying to make you understand that it got no harm and your heart can be repaired afterall it's not like you going to commit your self unless you want to " Kaylie said trying to make believe that she is not influential "Luckily no guy is asking me out so we all got to relax " I said " There will be one in few days to come as we will be back to school soon soon " that was Kayla " I just pray no one does because I might find myself tempted into a relationship but you will be the ones to blame because you'll fed me nonsense " I said " You should know nothing is more fun like dating in high school . You know the pleasure you get from bunking classes with your boyfriend just to spend time together .Run down and up the stairs trying to dodge the teacher whose lesson you missed , Being everyone's favorite couple because you two look cool when you're together .Walking around the school yard having silly chats , Missing your lunch because you were busy with him . You know the feeling of being teased by your classmates when your boyfriend get into your class him winking at you . You don't anything about high school love , it actually can drive you crazy you know the embarrassment you get from knocking your head in the wall or lockers just because you were passing by your boyfriend and you lost focus. That moment when everyone is cheering your boyfriend after sport and you go to him then give him a kiss . That hug and forehead kiss you get along with apology after he broke your heart you . That moment when he asks for the 20th second chance and you pretending like you don't want anything to do with him whereas you so wish to be with him . You know high school love is so pure it got no complications because even if you get into argument it turns to joke when you both okay . You get into silly fights not because you want to fight but because you craving for each other's attention . That feeling of pretending to be angry with him because he posted the pic you hate the most of all. Him taking a video of you two walking , Being crazy together and writing each others names on your lockers just to make sure everyone is aware of what's happening between the two of you .You know that moment when you see him getting jealous and fighting guy who was standing with you .Damn you can say anything but high school love have the best memories even though you don't get to meet your soulmate but sure you do meet your first lover " that was Kaylie telling me about how enjoyable is the high school love " You know am starting to feel like I have missed out on fantastic moments " I said " Yes you did darling " Kayla said. But to honestly tell I do want to experience all this but my high school days are numbered