No Self Control

Your eyes were enticing me all night. Taunting and piercing through me. Our fingers interlocked and I wondered how many people were lucky enough to hold them. I slyly looked at you biting my bottom lip knowing how much that teases you. As we got lost in each other eyes we both dove in with no intentions of stopping. Our lips parted and I shoved my tongue down your throat hoping you would choke on all the doubts you had for our love. Meanwhile tracing your face with my finger tips memorizing every wrinkle and dimple, in case I never do see you again. Grasping my thigh I knew you still wanted me. Your dominance takes over and I have always submitted to the power you have over me. One thing leads to another and I find my half naked body entangled in your embrace. You sigh on my neck and I feel all my self control drain from my body. I needed you. I needed you as bad as the night you gave yourself to me. I control your body as it grinds on mine and it’s the most excitement I’ve had in months. As you kiss me, my body trembles every time your lips press against my skin. Your hands linger and you find your way like you have before so many times. My body shakes underneath you as I come undone. Your body responds to mine in the most passionate way. Those three words escaped my mouth again effortlessly. And as we laid there lifeless in your childhood bed reflecting on what had just happened we realized that what we have isn’t over. And this was just the twisted beginning of a long tragic love story. Until next time my love…