"Camila," Juan said. She felt the cold, but she did not want to react to it. It was much easier to pretend as though nothing unusual happened. "I love you, Juan. I can not hold it back anymore. I don't think I can. I just have to say the word out loud. It feels like when I am not close to you, I am losing the essence of life. Once I began to love you, everything made sense. It was as though I was walking in a dark room with absolutely no direction, and someone put on the lights, not just that, they gave me direction and destination, and that was you. I know that things are not typical with us and that it may seem like we won't work out, but I can't seem to accept it. I want you, Juan, all of you." Camila did know how crazy she might sound, but she managed to keep herself stable. She was i

