Thought

Before the whole year-end, let me thank myself for being brave in facing each day despite being in a situation of depression. It is, A year of Surprises and Firsts. A year of Sadness and Tears. A year of Magic and Breaks. A year of End and Begin. A year full of "What if". What if I told you how much I love you? What if I had told you that I forgave you already? What if I could turn the clock backward? Would it change the range I had? Does it change the situation we're in? Does it change the chances that have been taken for granted? Does it change a time we're wasting for nothing but pride? Pride that takes us nowhere but hell. Pride that temporarily makes us high. Pride that makes us true losers. Losers that we define for ourselves. Losers if we're not in trends. Trends that silently kill us all. Trends that silently faded us. Trends that silently fold us from the truth. A truth that we'll be hard to see. A truth that one can't accept. A truth that has always been denied. A denial of oneself. A denial of LOVE and FORGIVING. UNTIL WHEN?