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AMRI I was all alone once and some times I wonder if she would not have found me then would I get adopted by another family and never get to know her but thinking twice I'd kind of miss her maybe just a very tiny little bit but looking at the bright side I'd prefer never meeting her cause i think I would have been more independent,loved and mostly popular But guess what that didn't happen and am stuck with her for the rest of my highschool life she will always be there so that I can't date a cute and popular guy so that when I fail and get kicked off the sheer leading squad she'd tell Mom and I'd get grounded till I undo the test and pass or otherwise .She's so mean that sometimes I wonder whether she used to push me back at birth so instead me coming out first she went out cause literally am bigger than her at everything except the following: she has large boobs than I there so perfectly round that they fit so well in her bra without putting the pads you know what I mean like some people here literally flat and they say it's because I exercise a lot but my appetite is bigger than hers but how God hates me she still gets the perfect curved body at all the right places unlike of cause me ! The only thing that am proud of is that am taller than her at some point which means I wear larger clothes than her which is also a nightmare coz literally all her clothes are xoxo So just to sum it all she's better than me at everything ,I can't even reach quarter of how great her grades are. which ever school we ever went she always goes to the special class you know where nerds hang out and being so cool whether she wears her glasses or her contacts all the boys just fall for her not seeing the nerd ness within her as I do As days went by I'd say to my self sooner or later people will stop paying attention to the nerd and look at the athletic sheer leading sister who should be much sexier and popular than her but hell no that never happened I seemed to be forgotten on the face of the world and she just kept standing high and proud ,some even asked if we were from the same father cause they thought we didn't look that alike but we did because we're twins although she has very green eyes and I have pale blue eyes which I wished every single night they would have been baby blue eyes and they turned out not to life is so furstrating But you know what I have tormented this for too long this is our senior year and am gonna make it my year and this time it's not gonna be like all the other years I just say these words at the beginning of every year no this is different and I can feel it actually I feel it's hot as hell right know what's going on mom: "Amra ! can u watch over Amri for a while am gonna buy her some meds" I hear my mom shout and ouch my head hurts what's going on . she leaves the room without waiting for a response and I hear her grab her keys and the front door shutting , thinking again the room is so quiet that I start to freak out ."this is what it feels like when you're on the edge of death in movies of cause but this ain't a movie which means "am going to die?!" Amra:"everyone's gonna die some day it's a privilege" I hear the most emotionless voice ever as her steps get closer to my bed side sitting at the chair present beside it Amri:"I've finally realized who will poison me when am rich and famous because of jealousy,mmh!" Amra:"ahh!" she signs to be honest I've heard that a lot of time and I know what's coming next "you are such a drama queen" we end up saying it together and chuckle Amra:"well if you're smart enough to know what's in my mind you should also know that if you don't get up your chocolate will get cold" chocolate! just hearing that gave me the strength of getting up and find a mug full of hot chocolate in Amra's hands and I take it excited while I take a sip amra looks at me Amra:"u know Amri you haven't changed from the Amri of ten years at all" she says still looking at me as I drink my yummy hot drink then I stop to answer her Amri:" you know amra you're supposed to be smart but I guess as you age you loose it can't you see I have freaking boobs which a seven year old Amri didn't?" she rolls her eyes Amra: that's not what I mean....." Amri:oh I get it you don't see them cause there not as big as yours right,well not everyone's blessed and if you are just keep it to yourself!" I shout at her knowing exactly what she meant but I just wanted to get that off my chest Amra:"you are so childish Amri can't you just grow up already" Mom:"what is it with u girls already I was out for just a minute this already happening" mom says standing at the door way to my room she looks tired ,Amra stands up from the chair and walks towards my mom Amra:"I was gonna leave anyway" she says walking away past mom and she calls me a drama queen mom finally comes in and closes the door behind her as we hear Amra's door closing ,she comes and sits on the chair holding a glass of water and a paper bag obviously containing the medicine she just bought with a calm voice she asks mom:"how's your head dear?" Amri:"fine I guess" as I take another sip of my drink and then she notices it Mom:"how sweet to think the cold sister doesn't have a heart but when it comes to her little Amri she even troubles herself to make a cup of chocolate" Amri:"wait you didn't make it" she shakes her head so she actually made it I thought mom made it and told her to give it to me maybe I was a bit harsh on her just now but..... Mom:"you know you're fever wouldn't have went down if she didn't notice you were sweeting a lot yesterday" Amri:"so what's your.point ?" I ask not really wanting to know Mom:"how about making it up to her ,huh?" I frown I hate it when she's right Amri:how do you expect me to do that?" and a smiles appears on her face and I don't think I like it.