A beer with god

I was like 14 years old and gooing through a bad period of my life and in that night after the worse day 2 very good friends ask me if i wanna go out(it was like 12:00 am) and i was like why not. I went to a vending machine which took my money and didn't t gave me my coffee then my friends started to see my extremly bad mood. We went to a nonstop market and get sum stuff then go to somewhere where we could stay and "enjoy" the night. As we were talking about 2pac and stuff like that a random kinda drunk 30 old man pass near us and say Smth like : bro f**k 2pac notorious big was a waaaay better and we started talking but the discution evolved verry fast and, to be honest I can't remember exactly what he told me but it was exactly what I need to hear, to stop hating my life and he sad things to my friends too, things about us behaviour that only us know and somehow he made all of us feel much better I truly cant remember what he told me but to read a book of Voltaire that does not exist, i lookd for it, and after he added me on f*******: and after a few years I send him a message but never respond to it can't explain and barely remember what happned that night