Broken Yet Desired

Chapter 7: Toxic Ex's and A Wonderful Headache.

A Hour later:

Cole's Pov:

Fuck now to get this last week over with so I can leave and come back stronger for Lexi and the Pack. I can not wait to see her at school.

After training I went to school thinking about Lexi. She was what I thought about most often, now a days. Who I am trying to fool I think about her all the time.

I am wondering if I should text her or wait for her to text me.

After my late night events with Lexi and my grueling training session this morning I am beat. Only a few days left till this weekend. I will have a huge going away party/graduation party and hopefully one more night alone with Lexi before I leave.

I can still taste her in my mouth.

As I pull up to school. Everyone is looking at me (like normal) but with bit of disgust on their faces, this time.

Then my phone pinged.

Instistar notifications popped up.

My ex Summer's picture on it. Fuck...

This is not happening. Why did she have to do this so publicly?

Fuck thought I did promise her alone time. I was gonna break up with her tonight.... or sometime this week.... Eventually...

It completely slipped my mind. She was never important to me. Just a piece of ass.

The post had a picture of me and her, with her looking up into my eyes, lovingly. I was smiling huge in this picture only because Lexi walked by carrying some snacks for the pups in after-school care, and she tripped but caught all of the snacks, magnificently if I might add.

Now this was one of only pictures of Summer and I where I had a smile on my face.

Now what Summer said with the picture in her post, was not so nice.

'Now that I know, I am not his Luna...Bc of his "speech"... He broke up with me publicly at that speech, when he was talking about "His future Luna", when everyone knows we where together! It was so humiliating to me when he did that in front of everyone At the Pack meeting! He shamed me to my future Alpha Mate! That is obviously not him! I am too good for him!#LexiStoleMyman!#WhoreLexi

#Iamtogoodforhisass!

Xoxo

Summer'

Oh no! Maybe the telling others not to bully anymore gave Lexi and I away .....

No they bully other Wolves too. And

not just Lexi. Their is this one Omega, he just turned 18 and discovered he had no Wolf everyone makes fun of him. But my father said he could stay if he wanted and work for him at his company and live off territory, in the city if he really wanted but he chose to say with us. Where he feels safe, with his Pack.

Not everyone who has Werewolf parents is a Werewolf them selves.

Maybe when we have the mass run when I am 21 it will force him to shift.

That's more then likely his plan.

To explain...

Once every 21 years we do a massive Pack run. All the Packs around the country shift and meet up on our land and we do a massive run from here to the edges of Alaska, where the land meets with the oceans edge. It is in our sister Packs territory, The White Moon Mountain Pack.

On the run a lot of Mates are found and alliances are formed and destroyed. Everyone who is 18 in their own Pack's gather for it too because even if they have no Wolf to speak of, to see if being around all the thousands of Wolves make them force into a shift!

A few hundred do every 21 years, and the other few unlucky soles do not shift.

So it is promising to come.

By the end a lot is gained more then lost.

End of explanation...

As I make my way to my desk in my first period class of the day, I mind-linked Summer. Completely forgetting about if Lexi is gonna text me or if I should text her first after last night, in my Summer crisis.

'Take it down now and we will talk alone before I leave, this time I swear on my future Luna I will be there. Look I didn't know she was my Mate until now. Please if you ever loved me take the post down.' I say trying to be nice. Not using my Alpha tone yet. But highly tempted too.

'Fine! But I want you one last time in bed with you before you leave and you have to agree or I will share the pictures I have of you and Lexi having s*x last night....' Was Summers response.

"Do not agree" Ben screamed in my head, then added. "She will f**k us anyway she can! No!!! And demand from her she leave or banish her immediately for this act!" Growling and snarling in my head by the end.

I blocked him out....

No need to go there just yet.

'Fine Summer but take the post down first, after 1st period and you have to show me you deleting the pictures you have of me and Lexi, too. Then after the s*x, you will leave Lexi and I alone or you will be banished from the Pack!' I used my Alpha tone now because she has really pissed me off, but I do want one last time with her.

' Deal. One last time with you is all I want big boy. ' Summer flirted against my Alpha tone somehow, instead of answering me in cowering tone.

' Deal. But if you tell anyone about this conversation or if you try to hurt Lexi with "our last hook-up" you will also we banished from this Pack, or tell anyone about any of this I swear I will end you with my own hands. Do I make my self clear?' I answered back even firmer. I want her to know how I will end her life, if she double crosses me in any way.

' Crystal clear, I will be ready after class future Alpha.' She responded, obviously cowering and fear. Because of her tone and you could tell I had her shaking at her desk in fear now.

Ha.

The mind-link ended.

Lexi Pov:

I was walking on air this morning. I woke up early to finish going threw the few things my mother left me. I put the spell book in my back pack.

I had the amulet on.

I looked in the mirror.

Even though I just rolled out of bed. I looked amazing.

I couldn't believe I had lost my virginity to Cole, last night.

It was like everything was starting to change, and with him I was under a spell anyways.

Every time I saw him even when he was sleeping with my best friend... or ex best friend...

I would still be under his spell.

I would get butterflies and he was always so drop dead handsome for a man.

He became so manly after puberty, he aged perfectly... He bulked up got so many muscles and that 12 pack... Makes you drool. His eyes and everything about him.....

But back to unpacking my box. And not day dreaming about him.

I put the rest of the things in my suitcase.

Which was almost already fully packed for College.

I get my shower/gym bag ready.

After my bad is already, I make my self presentable and headed down to the Pack gym.

I got a nice work out in today.

I was out of breath by time I hit the showers.

The hot water felt nice on my sweaty skin.

I kept thinking if Cole is up yet?

My head starts pounding again like last night.

So I hurry up so I can get to my bag and grab some medicine for my headache.

I wonder when my Wolf will break though the barrier. Since Cole and I became one, hopefully she will come through soon.

Or this headache is gonna kill me.

As I wash the last of the soap of my body she breaks through.

My head instantly felt better. And so did my body. It's like everything was healed all at once.

Inside Lexi's head:

'Hello! Lexi it is so nice to finally get to say that! I have been with you all along. Only now that you found your Mate and Had s*x, could I finally break through, early.' She giggled at the end.

' My name is Destiny.' She added.

' It is amazing to finally hear your voice and met you. Why do I feel so much better, instantly?' I asked her very curious about it.

' Well I am the "Moon Goddess" recreation. I happen once every thousand years. She blessed you with me and I have certain powers. You are one bad ass Were-Witch, Lexi, I can not wait until you reach your full potential!' Destiny exclaimed.

' Now get ready for your day girly and we will chat later I wanna try to reach Ben, if he is awake. Talk to you soon.' She said that with enthusiasm then dipped out.

Outside of Lexi's Head:

I got out of the shower and dried off super fast and threw on my outfit for the day.

I grabbed my stuff and made my way back to my room.

I finished getting ready and grabbed my back pack and headed to the Pack kitchen to grab some food before I waited for the bus.

A lot of people were buzzing around the kitchen. I grabbed two blue berry muffins and a handful of bacon.

With my goodies I made my way to the dinning area. I found my self a lone spot at a far table.

I ate a muffin in three bites then a piece of bacon.

I opened up my backpack and took out my families spell book.

There were few people around so I opened it to a random page and read it in my head.

Curse spells:

I shut it. After I skimmed the book.

Really dad? Curse spells? There was so much information in the book it was overwhelming. And yes more then just curses.

I put it away. And finish my food.

Barley making it out to the bus stop.

Because I grabbed another Blueberry muffin.

Those are my favorite.

Since I was distracted with my spell book I almost missed the bus.

Ahh.. I can not wait to see Cole. I wonder if I should text him now or wait.

I grabbed my phone out of my back pocket and start writing him a message and then deleted it.

I was way to nervous to even know what to say first.

Was 'Hi' enough.... Or should I start by saying. ' Loved last night let's do it again before you leave.'

So I just put in my blue tooth head phones and played one of my favorite songs from Selena Gomez and rested my head on the window till we got to school.

When I got to school I looked at everyone I passed by to see if I could catch a glance of him. Or maybe we would see each other and lock eyes...

I hope he texts me first. This is driving me mad.

As I made my way to first period, sad I didn't see him. I don't most mornings anyways so I knew I wouldn't I was just being overly hopeful.

When I was almost to my classroom my phone went off.

Instistar notification: 'Now that I know, I am not his Luna...Bc of his "speech"... He broke up with me publicly at that speech, when he was talking about "His future Luna", when everyone knows we where together! It was so humiliating to me when he did that in front of everyone At the Pack meeting! He shamed me to my future Alpha Mate! That is obviously not him! I am too good for him!#LexiStoleMyman!#WhoreLexi

#Iamtogoodforhisass!

Xoxo

Summer'

It was shared already 50 times in 30 seconds. I was so embarrassed.

How did she know. And how could she do this to me. I know I haven't said much to her in years and Summer's avoided me as much as possible. Unless she is throwing her man in my face.

My Mate.

As I say in my seat I had to fight down a growl.

I laid my head on my desk in dread of what else the day has in store for me....

Maybe .... When I leave class my brother will not be so mad.

Fuck... This time he might kill me, he is going to be so mad.

With that I shuddered a bit in my seat thinking of what he is going to do to me for embarrassing him and wondering what Cole will do to stop it or save me.

Then the door shut and the bell rang.

I could barley concentrate on what the teacher was trying to say.

Everytime my phone went off it was another hateful message to my wall or my inbox.

So after the mind numbingness of class, I pulled out my phone and texted Cole.

' I guess we are out now. What are we going to do? My brother is going to be so mad. He might do something bad to me for embarrassing him like this.'

I wait for a response I see him texting me back then it stopped....

And nothing came through....

Did I mean nothing to him or is he just trying to make this go away.

As I make my legs move and try not to look up at people as I pass by them.

I can hear them all whispering about me.

' That's the whore... Why did he leave Summer for that? Ewww..'

Thanks people thanks....

As I started hearing more of what they were saying as I walked passed I heard my phone ding in my pocket.

As I rounded the corner to go up the stair well to my next classroom I ran into a brick wall...

All of a sudden hands grab me up and in a flash I am up the stairs and on the roof of the school.

Then I was thrown to the ground on the roof. Hard might I add. I landed wrong and hurt my back a bit.

" How could you? Lexi how?" My brother exclaimed so angry with me.

I think something got bruised... Something would of broke but no one knows my Wolf has broken through the barrier.

" I didn't do anything, you know Summer she has always been dramatic. And he is my Mate! " I say loud and proud.

" Everyone is talking and you know I don't like it when they bring up our past, it makes me black out and go crazy.... I am finally getting used to you being part witch. I know I haven't been the best but I need to finally talk with you and discuss everything. Maybe it will make me less angry. Or maybe I will finally leave." He started out so angry when he started and then got sad and looked almost sorry for everything he has done to me.

" What now after everything you want to talk... After pushing me away for years. Beating me and bullying me. No Liam... Just no. " I cry out not able to hold it in anymore, from years of his crap.

He rushed over and hugged me for the first time since we younger. Held me so tight.

I started shaking thinking of all the broken bones over the last few years, and the years of mental abuse.

I push him but he didn't budge.

"Please Lexi. I am sorry for everything. I blamed you for years. Well mom for having a affair and then you for being you and not being a full Wolf. I don't know I lost my mind with everything Lexi." He sighed then stroked my hair and continued.

" I know you may never forgive me but I am trying here and I get it I had a feeling you all were Mates, when we were younger, but I always gave him crap and told him you were always to good for him. Which I shouldn't have done. But you are to good for him, he doesn't deserve you no one here does Lexi. He let me do all of those things to you.... f**k one time he even encouraged it. f**k more the once! Please Lexi, when you leave for school don't ever come back, you have always been too good for our Pack." Liam said with a few tears in his eyes.

" Even though I put you through all of this crap you are strong. You love everyone and everything. You are so sweet and just to good. I am mad about Summer but in a few weeks everything will simmer down and everything will be different." Liam said it with such a different additude.

I wiped my eyes dry and hugged him back and he finally let go.

" We both have been through a lot Liam. And maybe your right maybe I am too good for this place. But maybe not... It is my choice to make but thank you deeply for saying anything and everything to me. I know you love me and I love you and I promise I will be okay. Just tell your chick to find a new toy to beat up and we will call it a new start." I said with a harsh tone. Towards the end.

" Deal and just be careful I won't lose you too. I would never recover from it. I just am now getting over our parents death and all that came with it, Oh and you can thank Destiny. She helped me and made me appreciate you. I have your back sister. " With that said he looked around and listened for a second then jumped off the roof and went back into school.

Show off.

Wow I can't believe it.

I finally pulled out my phone and saw a text from Cole.

' Hey beautiful.. Good morning.. I am so sorry about Summer's post. I am taking care of it and it should not be on any social media of any kind. And guess we are kind of out now. ;)

Let me know if your brother tries anything, please...'

Little to late Cole. Thanks for trying. I guess. Maybe Liam is right? With that I went back in and texted him back, on the way.

' Thanks, Cole, but Liam and I actually had a nice encounter this time. Thank you for being there for me. And no he didn't hurt me or do anything wrong. He actually apologized. And Summer.... Who cares, let that fake girl post what she wants. I will not be here, soon enough so I could care less. I put up with years of everyone's crap. And I am done.'

Then ..

I turned my phone off and went into my head to talk with Destiny some more about all of this and more.....