Broken Yet Desired

Lexi's Pov: In Lexi's Dream: I was in a forest walking all alone. This forest is so bright and pleasant. I do not recognize this forest. The moon was full above me on this magnificent warm evening. I can hear some small animals. They are scampering and frolicking all around me as I am walking on this dirt path in this lively new forest. As I am walking I am pulled to the sound of a nearby waterfall. It sounds like someone is splashing there. Though I am in this new forest I am not as scared as I normally would be. This place is amazingly beautiful. Small animals everywhere. All kinds of exotic flowers I've never seen all around. As I am walking down the path... A white small butterfly crosses my path... Then I suddenly the butterfly and I are at the clearing where the sound of the waterfall was coming from... I stopped to watch the butterfly finish fluttering by. Then out of the corner of my eye, I see a woman sitting at the edge of the waterfall I can not yet see her fully but that is who was splashing. I did not feel like she was there to harm me but yet to help me so I continued on to the waterfall. At the water fall the woman is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She was playing with some fish in the water. As I am being pulled to where she is sitting; I can see her white long hair down to her feet and her silver eyes. She seems so sweet but yet powerful. She looked over at me and smiled so brightly. I stopped about 5 feet away from her. Then looked down. Then as she started to speak, I looked back up. "Welcome to my forest my child, please come sit by me." The beautiful woman said to me while still smiling. I looked down at the ground and shuffled a bit. Nervous to go. As she spoke again I looked back to to her; like I was drawn in to her. "I promise I won't hurt you. I am the Moon Goddess and I have so much to discuss with you in this short amount of time my dear so; please come sit down." She turned away and started playing with the fish in the water again. I relaxed a bit and headed over to sit by her. I was so mad at her for everything I have been through. She better have some good reasoning for making the daughter of the once Beta's of this pack suffer so bad. I had a good life up untill about fourteen. In a attack from some rouges trying to protect me, my mother died and my father got hurt bad and turned rouge from losing my mother his wife. The only one I have left is my brother Liam. Who now hates me and won't tell me why. After that day, I lost my home that I had grown up in. Liam asked for me become an Omega, in the Pack house. The Alpha Bert gave me a room, it's the smallest room. But is better then the dungeon. Because of my father turning rouge. Everyone makes fun of me every day. At least most of them do. All of my friend's turned against me. They all think I am going to turn rouge; or something like that. I have no one, now. I was in line to be next Luna of this pack. At least that's what everyone thought; because the soon to be Alpha son, was my oldest best friend. We would always play together as children. Then as time went on we had our first date, When we were thirteen. Everything was perfect... Now it's a living nightmare... As I sit down beside her my tears swell over my eyes. "My child I know your life has not been fair." She said as she brought me into a tight warm hug. She knows I needed it, I cried in her warm embrace for about a good fifteen minutes. Or more. I wiped the tears and snot off of my face from how hard I was crying; then I looked her in the eyes while shifting up right again. Trying to show her I am ready now. " I am ready to know the truth." I said with confidence "All of this is for a reason, my child. I am getting you ready for your future. You will need to be so strong for what you have to go through. You have been blessed my child, I have made your wolf special to help you through it all. She is my gift to you." The Moon Goddess gleamed. She told me everything on why that happened to my dad and mom. And a bit of what is to come but to face it head on with out fear and I will be fine. She told me I will have the most powerful female werewolf of all time. That it's her wolf reincarnated; With all of her special powers to help me through my journey. The Moon Goddess also told me about my mother having a affair with a Witch and how I am half Witch too. And my father who I thought was my father my while life was now not. She told me how my mother is actually a born a Alpha female. Super rare. That's what.... What my parent's were always hiding from me! Omg... After about a hour of talking. " It is time to go my child but I will see you again some day and remember our talk the only reason is I told you all of this is so you do not harm your self. I was so worried you would." The Moon Goddess sighed and cupped my cheek, lovingly. "Or that you would try to run away. And you would be running from your destiny." She said as she let go of my cheek "Your whole Pack needs you to survive. You need to find your true Mate or Mates. That one is for you to decide." As she gave me one last hug. "Be safe and know you are so loved by me and by your Mate/Mates; They both are out there now searching for you. One more then the other." The moon goddess said as she reached out and touched my for head with her right pointer finger. Then I woke up... Out of Lexi's Dream: I woke up in my room not drenched in sweat for once. Looking at the clock it's almost 3:30 am. My alarm will go off in five minutes. I turned that off .... Time to get up and start breakfast for the pack. They will be up and start training soon. Urgh...I mentally rolled my eyes. I hate mornings. But I am used to it now. But I don't know how Betty the head kitchen Omega does this everyday. I rolled of my bed and gather my clothes and bathroom bag and go to the Omega bathrooms. It's down the hall, close to the kitchen. Our shower and bathrooms are uni s*x like at a college or so I am told. I get into the bathroom and do my morning routine and then get dressed and head back to my room. I put all my homework in my bag for school. As I look at my self in the mirror I had a busted lip and bruises every where though you can't see all of them... It happened last week it was my brother Liam and his girl friend Beth; He called me a Rogue and spit in my face. I went to wipe it off then Beth started swinging on me saying that I am worthless and just need to go and die already. After they got a bunch of punches in on me and a few kicks as well; I was left with a busted lip n bruises all over my body yet again. I think a cracked rib too. They normally never get me in the face during the school year to avoid prying eyes. We go to a school with humans. Our Alpha Bert wanted it this way so we could expand our pack with more allies. As I make my way into the kitchen I go to the fridge and grab out sausage and bacon and ham to cook. The Pack's soon to be Alpha loves meat. Just like a normal werewolf. Plus everyone eats breakfast here before training beings. I made all the meat while Betty made eggs and waffles. Another Omega brought out the dishes to the dinning room. Once their food is all cooked and set up in the dinning area. I grabbed my self a piece of toast and go to my room and get my bag ready for school the rest of the way. As I walk out of the kitchen I waved bye to Betty and Jenny the other Omega. Of course they acted like they didn't notice. They are never mean but not nice either because they do not want my Beta brother Liam's rath. After I ate my breakfast I noticed it was early enough to grab a quick work out. I wanna start trying to my self stronger like the Moon Goddess said. So I grabbed my gym bag. Then start walking to the pack gym everyone should be up soon it is 4 a.m. now and training starts at 4:30 a.m. They train out side in the mornings. Hard core. So I can use the gym for a hour before I leave for school. Though I probably shouldn't with a cracked rib. It is almost healed but my Wolf has not come out yet so it is taking a bit longer then it would a normal Werewolf; that has had their first shift. After a good work out, it is time for me to go. So I don't get bullied for using the gym. With all the pain it took a bit longer to do everything. So I got a bit distracted. Shit... Sometimes they come in to shower after they train or come in to work out more. It is almost 5:30 a.m. now.... Crap I am running way behind. As I am about to leave the gym the Alpha's son comes in. So I hid behind one of the pillars. Holding my breath and trying to mask my scent. So he didn't know I was there. Luckily he is alone. He never hurts me when we are alone together and it is just him and I. I think it's just because of my brother Liam, that he bullies me/hurts me. We used to be best friends. Even went out on a date or two... Then it all changed. Life is so unfair. At least I know why now. Because of the Moon Goddess. I clearly remember my dream. It is so vivid in my mind.... So is the Alpha's son.... Moon Goddess Cole... He is drenched in sweat and he is glistening from it. As he comes in. And slammed the door. Then punching the wall beside the door. As I stole a peak from around the corner... Mmm.. His muscles are so defined and are bludging from training. Goddess he is so sexy. His light brown short spikey hair with golden highlights, with his dark gray eyes and that 12 pack of ab muscles. His deep v line is also sexy as heck. All of his tattoos make him look scary yet, they make him look more like a bad boy. He looks like he was sculpted by the Moon Goddess her self. It's like the Moon Goddess made him just for me. I mentally chuckle. When he came in he was very upset or angry I could tell. It was like a aura, around him. So could of course everyone probably already knew to stay clear, except me. Probably why he was alone here. This is where he blows off steam. I can't not believe I got caught here alone with him, while he was this worked up. I mentally scream at my self for this. As I am behind the pillar still holding my breath and masking my sent as best I can. So he doesn't hear me or smell me. I think that, I am starting to black out from holding my breath so long. The edges of my sight are getting black and everything is getting fuzzy. As I try to listen to why he is so all worked up... "f**k. Why me? I didn't think I would confirm it is "her" this soon! I want to have more s*x with lots of other She-Wolves and other magical and non magical creatures! Why did it have to be her and not another She-wolf? I would of even taken a fairy over her!" Cole said while punching the pillar I was behind. He hit it so hard it cracked all the way up and down. It's made out of sold concrete and reinforced. Just for us Werewolves. Omg... No... Then everything went black.... I tried to shield my face as I was going down. Cole Pov: After I punched the pillar, and a bit of my anger was released, I could finally smell her and I heard her hit the floor hard. Good hopefully she will stay away from me. Knowing damn well no matter what I did to her she would not stay away. The Moon Goddess would have it no other way. "f**k!" I yelled as I ran over to the her. I bet she heard me. Good thing I didn't say my Mates name. Who I was talking about.... -_- I have been feeling a pull towards her since the beginning of us being friends. When my wolf Ben started going crazy in my head around her I couldn't take it anymore and pushed her away. My wolf hasn't spoken to me in years because of what I and everyone put her though on a daily basis. That and what happened when she was 14. Her using her powers scared everyone. No one knew she was a Were-Witch and a powerful one at that... At such a young age. I get it I am the bad guy, but her father turned Rogue and I can not have a Rogue Luna Witch Mate. Everyone would judge me. Tho.. she is no Rogue. She is drop dead gorgeous. So instead of me being her "best friend" and telling her I am her Mate; this is were I ended up with her... I took so many She-Wolves as my "girlfriends" on and off again. Because I was always the bad boy woman are drawn to me anyways. It would also help push Lexi away. This worked for years up untill about a month ago... I pick her up and wipe sweat and blood of her face. She opened up her lip wound from falling slightly on her face n arms. In my head: "Goddess she is so beautiful." Ben stated, trying to take control from me. "I know Ben, but....She is no good for us." lying to my self. Because I know she is perfect. Still I am going to have to reject her. One day. "Lies this is why I refuse to talk to you! You are so dumb! She is your mate! Your going to throw away your Mate for random hook-ups, they are gold digging she-wolves anyways?" Ben said very angry and upset. "I will be nicer to her I promise and just clean her up. Then go on about my day." I told him to try to calm him down. "Fine but if you do anything I do not like I am taking over and you won't like it, I promise you that. Ben said and went back to not talking to me. Back to outside my head: I am feeling the sparks come of her body as I am adjusting her so I can set her down and grab a clean towel and get it a bit wet to clean the blood of her face and make sure she is alright. I get her back to the practice mats where I laid her down and put her head on my lap and start to clean her up. The sparks from our bare skin touching is enough to make my cold heart melt a bit for her. I start wiping the blood of of her and sweat from her work out. I love that she goes out of her way to avoid us. Liam would just end up finding her and bullying her anyways. I start to regret everything for a split second. While looking at her angelic face and cupping her checks in my hands. The sparks are driving me mad... I want to kiss her and more. I am so torn...