30 days to make him mine

"Let's break up", I gazed at Josh, who was now 10 seconds away from crying. "Please Trish, not now, I can't-- please" he pleaded. "I'm sorry Josh, but what's this all for? I don't love you anymore." Josh cried as if there was no tomorrow. I just rolled my eyes at the drama I am watching right now. We're at a fancy restaurant right now. Josh has been my boyfriend for 3 weeks now, and well, his trial card unfortunately ended today. No hate whatsoever. I loved him truly in our first week of dating, but you know what they say, if it doesn't click, then that isn't it. I actually hate that I have to cut ties with him. He's such a good person, but he's kinda fond of love bombing, which I don't like. It was 7 in the morning when he called and asked if he could come over. I didn't respond, simply because I got annoyed. Way to go josh! You just ruined a perfectly good sleep ugh! 10 minutes later he came over to my house. I didn't even give him the permission to come and yet he's here. I just find it a little bit disrespectful. I haven't even showered yet! Anyways, he sat down as I went back to my room and fixed myself. I took a quick shower and went downstairs. As I look at him I can't help but to appreciate his features, he truly is handsome! Like an angel sent from above. But looks can't really make people stay, right? I was wearing a black backless dress and as we went inside the fancy restaurant, everyone was eyeing us. Quickly as we sat down, Josh ordered food for both of us, he stared at me and smiled. Damn it, he looks like Victoria's secret fashion model. I remember the time when we first started dating, all my friends were jealous of me. Josh was a campus heartthrob and I'm the campus sweetheart. Many say that we look good together and I agree! But as days passed by, I came into the realization that I wasn't in love with his soul but rather with his handsome face. I think it's a bit unfair to be with someone just because you fall inlove with their physical appearance and not with what's inside. Josh quickly took my hand and placed a diamond ring on my ring finger. "a token of my love". He said while smiling widely at me. Moments after, one of the staff of the restaurant gave him a guitar. He started playing a song and suddenly people were cheering for us. After that, Josh asked to be my fiance. I was shocked, like EXTREMELY SHOCKED. We haven't even finished high school yet! I just turned eighteen last month and we only dated for like 3 weeks and now he's giving me the idea of marriage?!? I gasped "what the actual f**k is this", I whispered to myself. I stood up and told him straight in the face "Let's break up josh". His face immediately changed from bright to confused. " What?" The music automatically stopped and whispers from everyone in the room began to spread like crazy. "Let's break up", I said once again, and tears from josh's eyes began to fall. "Please Trish, not now, I can't-- please" he pleaded. "I'm sorry Josh, but what's this all for? I don't love you anymore." "And no, I don't want to be your fiance", I added. I took my bag and went out. Damn it! That was hella embarrassing for him, but it was for me too! I rolled my eyes and went to Fetty's place. I badly need a drink!