Different but pleasing
611 Words
Destiny my foot! My whole life I have spent cursing my fate, I never had time for love. Lilly is very outgoing, she meets lots of guys at the bar and she sure knows how to have fun. She teases me for being boring but my concept of love is different. I want a love that consumes me, a love that would challenge me, a love so passionate yet pure. I want to fall for someone who would ignite that spark within my soul, a spark that would burn me with desire! Well, it's too difficult to get someone who would actually be able to touch my Venus and I have put her on sleeping mode for now as I am focussing on my career and future.
Amidst these thoughts, I don't know when I dozed off!
The sky is cloudy. I can smell roses. The aroma is getting stronger. I can feel drops of rain on my face. Suddenly I see her, she is wearing a blue dress. He dress complimenting those curves, flowing with the breeze, her golden hair dancing with the wind and hiding her face but I can see her smiling. I can't express how deeply I crave to embrace her. I slowly walked towards her, she is looking at the sky with open arms as if trying to hug the raindrops! I wanted to touch her, embrace her and kiss every square inch of her wet body till she screams with joy. I hugged her from behind, her tiny waist was a perfect fit for my hands. I could feel her through the soft satin fabric. I gently tucked her hair behind and kissed her soft neck, she slowly moved her body towards me, giving me more access to her neck, I nibbled her ears and slowly my hands moved up cupping her perfect boobs. She turned and hugged me hard, I wanted to kiss those beautiful lips. I cupped her face and removed the strands of those golden hair from her face and looked into those eyes.. a very beautiful silvery eyes which was shining like a full moon....
BANG!!! Suddenly I woke up!! What the f**k!! I saw myself! This is all messed up! Am I a lesbian? If I am, why was I touching myself? The girl with golden hair and silvery eyes was none other than me, but I felt like I was making love to someone else until I saw the face! This is a different dream but it was so real. This dream has the same feeling of deja vu like the other horrid dreams I usually have. What the hell was this all about!! If I was her, then who was the person touching her..... It was so passionate, I could feel much love and pure selfless feelings. It is a kind of love I always wanted to have. A love that is passionate, pure, unconditional yet adventurous and challenging. I decided to stop overthinking on the matter and get ready for my first day at work but I was shocked to see the time. It was just 3AM in the morning! This never happened before! I usually get nightmares early in the morning. Well this wasn't a nightmare, this was a pleasant dream. Though am confused, the feeling of this dream was very soothing. I wish I could get someone to feel so sincerely and want me so badly. If only I had a fairy Godmother who could grant me this beautiful wish... I lied down peacefully thinking about the wonderful feeling. Maybe, just maybe, I'll meet someone someday who would show me the kind of love I am craving for!
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