THESE THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY

accepting the unknown

As she settled down, she realised that Jane was still there, holding her, cuddling in the couch. Alice smile and wondered aloud "What are you?" Jane smiled and rubbed lazy circles on her back - it was starting to become a habit and Alice sure was not complaining...

After a few seconds Jane replied thoughtfully, as if also wondering to herself "I could be a ghost or a lost soul ... In that case I would still be me.. I could be a poltergeist and then I would be kind of a projection you created of me.. Or I could be just part of your dreams, lord knows you were part of plenty of mine!" She kissed Alice "You know? I really don't care as long as I can be with you like this", Alice hummed and rested her head against Jane "I guess in the end it does not really matter. But at the same time it sort of bothers me not to know" it was the truth, not knowing made her feel less in control, like a pawn in an unknown game... But she had a feeling,based on what she knew of living Jane, that she felt exactly the same way.