Vendetta Love

Mine

Kara

Taking a small break to run errands. I wanted to do some shopping with Nix, but her man got off work early and now they're home being gross and s**t. So, alone shopping it is.

Walking around was weird. There were too many happy people all around. It made my mind ill for different reasons.

"I need a drink to get through this."

I found a little smoothie place. Order a quick drink so I can mix a little liquor in.

"That'll be 8.50." The cashier said.

I go through my wallet to pull out my card. Before I can even pay, someone else had swiped theirs.

"I got it."

I looked up and to not my surprise, my ex was 1000% stalking me now.

I said nothing when he grin. I simply walked away to found a table. I hid the drink behind my bag so I can pour the liquor in. Declan's huge body covers over and chuckles as he watched. Again I say nothing and try to walk off.

Stalker move though. He was right on my heels. If not, he was next to me with that f*****g Barron look.

It was stupid, bluey eyes, dumb Declan look.

Stupid.

I try to just ignore him while I shop. But halfway through the second store. I had it.

"Go somewhere else."

"Nah. I'm busy." He looks around my head as if I'm nobody.

"Whatever." I grunt and proceed to leave the store.

Heading in another shop. I head to the dressing room. Declan follows behind and I had to turn hard. Stopping him with both my hands on his chest.

"Wait outside." I ordered him.

His eyes went dark. Leaning on my chest. "Fight me then." He claimed.

I stared him down. We both held a long glare. "You want to be a guard dog, fine." I step closer. "Be a good boy and walk outside." I flare my pointer finger towards the exit.

"Will I get your delicious treat?" He bit down on his lip.

Not so cute I had to act the opposite of how I feel. So, I shoved him back.

Didn't take long to finish trying out the items. I headed out the dressing room and placed the items on the return rack. These were too chic for me.

To my surprise, no guard dog was around. "Mm."

l begin to head out the store when a girl starts to giggle loudly. It echos through the store and took my attention. Turning my head I see she was trying to grab attention from a man by the exit. He paid little to no attention but that didn't stop her.

Yet he smiled her way and a full rage hit me. I stop my movement before getting close. Reminding myself that he's not my boyfriend anymore. I shouldn't care.

But I did. Ugh, pathetic.

I try to look for a way around them. There wasn't one. So, I played it cool while heading out. Walking pass I hear her asking him for his number. He tells her he doesn't do that and she press on.

I mutter a comment and kept walking. Doing so he noticed. Now, you hear the girl shouting for him. Stupid.

I keep walking and he catches up. "Why do you keep choosing to abandon me, baby? It hurts my feelings."

I stop hard and grabbed hold of my waist-band that held a knife. I was ready to slice him. He notice and rose an amusing brow. I said nothing and kept walking.

I go on to do my errands I make a stop at a bakery shop.

Declan waited in line with me. Like a kid, I see his eyes sparkling for sweets. "You know this place doesn't have what you like." He claimed.

"Doesn't matter. I'm picking up s**t for Nix's thing."

"Ah, I see. And how is Nix? If I recall, she.."

"She's neutral ground now. So don't think your family would try something with her." I wouldn't forgive myself for it.

Declan pulls my sleeve to look at him. "Believe me or not. I'm on your side." I roll my eyes at his bluff.

"Next customer!"

I turn to Declan and demanded him to stay back, that I'll be quick.

While waiting I hear Declan talking with a soft female voice. No two. One soft and one a high pitch. I try to pay no mind. Closing out my hearing I waited for my items.

"Here you go."

"Thank you."

Walking off I see how Declan smiles at a comment the girls made about his shirt. One girl's hand goes up and touches his body, feeling down his torso to aspect if the fabric is what he says so.

My body flipped there. I had no sense at that moment.

I walked up to them. Declan smiles but before he said a word to me to defend this conversation. I shoved the box to him and grabbed the girl's hair.

She yelps. I slam her down the floor and when she looks up my fist just knocked her face down, spiting blood. Her friend runs up and tries to pull me. My defends falls as I grab her wrist and turn her. You hear a loud crack and I shove her towards the wall. All you hear now are two sobbing loud cries.

"Babe."

I face Declan and yank the box from him. "Shut up."

Despite my rage lashing out. Declan had this look on him. It was too proud where I see his head grow for his own ego.

Idiotic.

I headed off and make a stop at the foodcourt. Taking a table I place the box and looked around.

Declan takes a seat, throwing his feet over another seat next to him. "Finally, I can relax. You always know how to tired me out."

I pay no mind. "Just stay out of trouble, okay."

Declan tilt his head my way. Grabbing for my finger before I can trail off to get something. "You're the only woman that gets my full attention. Don't mind the little girls, I never do."

He tries to pull my hand to his lips. Sealing his words. I yank back and ordered him again to just stay here.

"Don't think I'm paying for you either."

"Go eat, woman. I need to close my eyes for a minute." He waves me off.

I hover over his head. Making my face inches form his. Doing so, those blue ocean eyes looked right through me.

God f*****g damn it!

Declan.

I pull all true feeling back and scowl at him. "I don't like you. Go eat with one of your girls."

"If you're in the mood to fight then sure." He chuckles.

I walk off not wanting to talk about the girls. It's not amusing.

I quickly order some food. I waited patiently until I see others after me started to get theirs. "Wow, really. Why order here then."

"I know right, the food is right there and they can't just place it in the bag for us." A guy says. I turn to see him tall and lean.

"I think they just hate when we pick more than two items so they make us wait longer."

He laugh. "As long as the food is still hot we shouldn't complain now should we."

"Complain? My microwave does the same s**t but works faster." I comment.

He ran his hand over his thick hair. Agreeing with me. Just then our food gets here and the employee apologize for the wait. He smiled and we laughed it off knowing they heard us.

Stepping aside the guy asked for my name. I didn't want to be rude but said, "does it matter."

He laugh and steps closer to me. "Cute. I like it."

He places just a finger on my arm. My eyes looks to his movement and back at his gentle face. "Care to join me? It'll be nice to hear you laugh again."

My lips parts to answer him. But before I can, a hand came out of nowhere and punches the guy. "It's not for you to hear, asshole."

"Decl.." I try to debate with him but his harsh beast look stopped me.

I rolled my eyes and headed out. "What? I was being nice." He claimed as he kicks the guys whom is now on the floor and jumps over him to chase me to our table.

The whole time we ate. I said nothing. Even when Declan ranted on, I sealed my lips.

Once we finish. I continue my little errands. After an hour later I found myself walking into a sexy store.

"Hey, this looks promising." His eyes sparked like a child.

I started to look through things. Declan hovers and tries to help me. "Can you stop. I don't need your help."

"Then did why you dragged me here?" He questioned.

"First off. You stalked me and I have asked you to leave. So, you here isn't my problem."

Clearly!

"You know why I'm here."

"Nope. And don't care."

Picking up a few items. Declan gets handsy. I remove his hand off my lower back. "Stop it. I need you to not touch me while I get new things."

"New?" His brow rose. "Baby, as sexy as you are in a bra and underwear. You naked is far more better. Don't waste the money for me." Now making his brow dance.

Moving closer in. My tone deepens. "It's not for you."

You see his expression drop. It was killer. "You buying anything of this sorts is mine."

My hand runs through racks even with the heat of his glare over me. "Nope. I got events coming up and I need fresh garments. Get rid of the old ones. Erase the memories you know."

Declan's hand stops my searching. "Don't f**k with me, Kara." I gave him a disgust look. Only to have piss him off. "No man other than me will see you like that. I know how to hide a body."

I found his jealousy fun.

Placing my hand over his chest, I feel a rumble. "Those are burned memories."

"Walk out this store now or else." He warns me with dark eyes.

I don't buy it. I move his arm and walk under him to keep shopping. "Nope." Me saying no was a big mistake though.

Declan grabs my clothes from my hand and places his hand on my body. Taking full charge he effortless picks me up like nothing as he throws me over his shoulders.

I didn't want to make a huge scene. Two was enough. So, I just used my words and tease him. I knew that was bad but that's what he gets for flirting with the girls and stalking me.

Declan spanked my ass when I made a comment that my future husband will love to meet him. I started saying lies and claim our unfated relationship.

"Keep talking, woman, you'll just have more for me to bury."

"Oh, yeah, bury, his tongue will be the start of our cute little family. I think I should call him daddy in bed. Do guys like that?"

I feel a breeze hit my skin when a loud sound of a exit door opens. The sight of the outside came to view and Declan puts me down. He was not happy by a single things.

"Woman, you need to knock it off. I'm your future husband and our kids will call me daddy. As much attitude as you have, you will get thrown over my knees and spank once more."

"Not likely." I claimed as I dropped every laughing bone inside. I was over all of this.

Declan steps closer, each one push me back until a cold wall touched my back. I controlled my expression. Holding my scowl as he did too.

His large figure comes over mine. Creating a shadow of its own. As he deeply stares at me.

It felt like forever when he looked at me. I couldn't fully tell how he felt and every word he says I don't know if I can believe them. As truthful as I wanted any of them to be. I can't let myself fall into some love sick embarrassment for him.

The moment finally cools down. My face soften while his still holds an angry glower. Blowing out air, he lets it slip to just a curl. Even his eyes took a light.

Without a word to him. I feel like I know what he's thinking. His eyes looked down and up. I followed but shook my head to him. He understood and dropped his arms away from me.

"Cancelled that date to the dance then."

One last grin and I walk away. Leaving it all here to whatever this may of been. Even his relentless demand.

"Like I'll listen to a man like him. We're not even a couple anymore." I said softly to the wind.

Finishing with my shopping as I can be, I headed back to my car.

It was an empty space. The level had no cars near by and it felt peaceful. One where I felt like I can just breathe now.

"He's a Barron. He's a Barron." I repeated quietly to myself.

Reaching my car. There was something on my window.

"Idiot."

I grabbed the dandelion puff that lost a few wishing petals. I gave zero breaths, knowing none of my wishes will ever come true.

There was a note attach. Folded once, I open the note that read;

Forever Mine

My heart paddle within. His dumb Barron's face flashing in my mind. I miss our fantasy. I miss it all so f*****g bad.

To the thought of us never having it again. I looked around the level. I don't know why I even search. It's not like he'll be here.

"Oh, Kara. You're a Monroe. You shouldn't feel like this for him." I reminded myself.

But it was my flaw. My one big flaw.

The paddle in my heart fell to a painful ache to my core. I stood there for 2 minutes too long, thinking he would show up.

I shook off my pathetic love girl mess, and got into my car. At least in here I won't look crazy if I just stayed still.

I throw the bags at the passenger side. Resting back I see that the flower was still in my hand. Bringing it close, I thought maybe not a wish, but a sniff to remember will be harmless.

As I breathe in the flower. Two large hands wraps over me from behind. My eyes widen but falls when a face pops over the side.

"Make a wish yet?"

I bite down on his hand. Making him let go. I hunch over to slap him for scaring me. In defends he wraps his hand over my waist and pulls me into the backseat with him.

I didn't stop hitting and he didn't stop covering. Not until his hands pulled in and makes its place under the back of my shirt.

I stopped and my breathing was slowing down. It was a soothing thing he does. I hated how my body just reacts this way for him. I didn't want to but I couldn't stop myself.

He rubs my back and moves upright with me. His hand falls down to my waist. Just one hand and it ended all the pain and missing agony of isolation.

"Kara, I.."

I lost everything right there. Every moral I had for myself and a Monroe was gone. Completely f*****g gone.

I miss you.

I miss us.

I miss you.

Throwing my body over his to be catch. My lips slammed to him. He devour my kiss. We have starved for so long it felt only right to be in each others warmth.

It was all so f*****g familiar it burn to not have it not have for so long. We haven't been in each others presence for this long since the break up. And f**k, I couldn’t just walk away this time.

Without any hesitation, he held my weakness dips. Grinding me right on top of him. My desire just pulls him in more and more and not once did he decline. Instead he buckled for more.

It all went so fast when my top fell off. My breast just hit the cold air that harden my n*****s. His hand claw at my half nude body.

"You had no bra the whole time?" He exclaimed.

I hum to his question. Making him go feral. And f**k, I craved that so bad.

My hand fells down his torso and fiddle with his pants to pull his c**k out. In the moment he pins me to my back. The lost of air then was boiling.

No words exchange when he looked at me like I was f*****g everything. Like if I didn't look at him. The whole f*****g world will crumble. And in a way. If it wasn't for us, it felt like that. Like Us, Us. It meant so much sense.

Declan leans down to kiss down my body. He started with my collar bone and made it down between my breast. I ache at every kiss. Further down I was weakening more for him. For the man I love more than life itself.

Losing sense of time in his touch. I didn't feel it when he undid my shorts. Only when he yanked them off.

"Be a good future wife and lay there." He ordered.

Wrapping his fingers on my strips. He slowly pulls them down. My legs rise up to help. Finally, fully expose for him. He slowly brings my legs down in widen way.

"Mmm. Better than those sweets." He claims.

Declan’s hand was all I felt in that moment. I pour out to his touch. Needing him now.

"Don't make me wait. Please."

He graze his hard c**k on my entrance. Teasing me. "Being greedy will make you wait."

I bit my lip. Hating to wait for him but f**k I know he loves it. He loves to see me break under his hands. To hear me beg for him and him only.

I muzzle myself. Giving him my everything. When a pleasing grin spreads his face. That's when he willingly push his tip in.

Just the tip.

"Ah, Declan." I cried.

Another push.

"Ahh, babe."

Another.

I couldn't say words when my mouth dried up. A softly chuckle broke the air and he fully thrusted his c**k into me. Making an agony cry escape.

Declan leans down over my body and cupped my face. We haven't even started and I felt sweats dripping.

"That's what I want. Let yourself go. With me, you never have to feel the world's weight, baby. I got you. I got us. Understood."

His promises was everything. Whether I want to deny it. I held those deep inside. Believing one day, soon, that it will help us pass this.

But at the same time it felt so delusional to believe that.

My eyes fell wet. Only knew it when his thumb wiped it off. Circling down my cheek and up my lips, he brought it pass the edge. Making me suckle on the tear to return to my body.

Declan stared at me. He tried to not be sad but my body tighten over c**k, making him thrust in. Turning his sourness to a proud one.

My p***y clench for him. It dripped all around his thickness as it massages my aching wall. But as greedy as I am he wouldn't have it. He edge me on.

Flipping me around I yelp. "Wait, Declan. Look at me." I loved those eyes. It gave me something. In this state was it wrong for me wanting to look at him as he make love to me after everything. Seeing those eyes and feeling his c**k thrust in my wetness it had me cumming hard. And f**k, I wanted to c*m hard.

He pins me more down. Feeling his body weight on my back was giving. With his lip on my ear, he bit down gently. "After everything you just did. You're gonna be punished."

I held a needy whine.

With an unexpected smack to my ass. He ensure I don't move. "Say sorry." He orders.

"Sorry."

Damn it. I submit so quick. How come after every training I had, my body submits to him without a thought.

He smack me harder on both cheeks. "Mean it, Kara."

I was never meant to be a submitted person. Never.

But he brought it out of me.

"I'm sorry, Declan."

He ran his hand down my ass. Spreading it open he took it among himself to spank my p***y. Making me jump. My head hits the car door.

"Say it again. One time won't make it up."

I breathe it out. And when it took me longer than a second he does it again.

"I can do this all night. And I promise you when you finally get my c**k, it won't be gentle until you truly say it again with me having to demand it out of you." He spanks me once more with full strength. I cried but this was a pleasure cried. It made my p***y ache for him.

I breathe out correctly."I'm sorry for what I put you through. I love you. No matter what, don't forget I love you.The pain and everything in between. I only love you, Declan." I admitted until I bring myself up to my elbows. Looking over to see he was naked too. His c**k was painfully aching, I can see the veins. And the gloss of precum, made my mouth water.

He looked at me with the same heartache. "You belong to me.Dead or Alive.You, Kara Monroe belong to me." His stare meant those words. Just like before.

"That's how it was always meant, right? You and I?"

He nods.I closed my eyes to the acceptance. Letting it fill the void I created.

"Mine, Kara. You are f*****g mine.And I'm f*****g yours." Declan drove himself in me. It sooth every ache.

The pounding of my skin was everything in the air.His c**k drove in and my p***y soaked his drive.

My insides was fill to the core. I had no care that the harsh pain he gave me when the tense pleasure covered it.

He thrust in roughly and I fell under his hands. My cries was his music and he spanks me at the silence I made.

Needing my release, he pulls out. I whined when he did.My legs shoved at the missing fill. Noticing he brought his hand down every part of thighs, feeling for himself.

"I got to make you wait longer."

He yanked me back and twirl me around. My hands flew to catch anything. Declan was fast and made sure I was safe. Wrapping his arms all around me he bear hug me. The heavy breath over my neck didn't help. My need grew.

"Just a little more. Work for it, I need to see you praise on my cock."

His hand grope my breast. Massaging them softly. Making me moan to the feeling I lift myself up so I feel his c**k waiting for me to sit. Dipping down he was there. Waiting for my warmth and I was waiting for his.

I did what Declan said. I used every strength I had to bring my body up.Yet, Declan didn't want that going that easy.

He took my arms that leans close to his body. Hold me hostage.

"Now, continue."

Holding me actually helped so much more really. He kept me in place while I use my hips to bring up his shift and down. I didn't need much lift when the depth was all we need.

I moan to the tightens that held me. To every clench my p***y held. I was pouring and I feel him pushing up.

My moan was begging and he groan out his release I begged for mined. I needed it now when I have his c*m filling me.

"Hold it, wifey." He ordered.

I couldn't. Know so, he thrust up and press me forward. My body was wedge in the middle of the two front seats.

"You got me. And now I got you."He said.

I knew what he meant. In many ways I knew.

Declan didn't release my arms.He held them against my back while thrust into me.The wet sound of his c*m going into me deeper than ever before sounded so good.

"Now, baby.Now, you can cum."

I cried to his demand.My teeth gritted when I fell from hell. His c**k thrusted harder and harder.Pushing down on lower back where his c**k dipped deeper.Doing that only made him c*m again in me. I felt the drips down my thighs and my release lasted so long I felt I may faint.

Grunting at the pace.My arms were dropped. I took the move to not let his c**k go.I push upward and back until I push him down. I grinned a bit and f**k he was still hard.

"Just a small one."My voice rattled but I didn't hear no complains so I continue.

Small movements was all we needed. I lean my body against his. Bringing his hand over my jaw. I saw his eyes fall like before.Before it all fell.

His eyes said the words.And my eyes responds back.My chin lifted in and the sweetest kiss meant it all. It gave life to our love.

Adding more, my head falls on his shoulders until I felt that one little released fall out. Making it all feel just balance now.

I couldn't move from where he had me.His embrace was to comforting.

Declan just had a way to just neutralize me.It was more frustrating than it was before.

Taking a more comfortable position.We lean on each other.Combing my hair, I break the long silence."You gonna ask why I chose this life?"

I know he must be wondering.A girl isn't just put into this life without force. Beside that, we're just pawns.I know my Declan has been thinking of my place into this. And how it lead to where it did.Fuck, I'm betting he wants to know what deal I made with my father.

That's something he can't know without me telling him.

He smiles at me with true love. It was in his eyes. It widen with his lips. The feeling grew with his lips laying kisses on my shoulder. "I already know."My brows turn. "You said before how your path in your family's business was a need. More than a want.That’s was until it became a want. You wanted to achieve what seems impossible to others. Just so you can look them in the eyes and tell them it was easy.That the path was something only you can do. There's no other."

A soft gasp broken. Not in shock really. It was a relief way of how he collect it all. He understood me. And that hurts too.

I lean over to kiss him, taking it as the reality.

"And you?"

"Same, remember." Clearly.We live the eyes of our father's.

"I still hope you get that.That you get it all."Truthfully.

"And I will. With you I will."Our gaze broke the chilling silence when his phone rang.

"Sorry, it's Felix."

"The cousin."

He explains how his father wants to put a bond on me.Get his cousin who has made numbers.

"But I wont let him.I'll fight him for his chair."

"Wow, do you Barron fear I’ll take your line down."It made me giggle at the thought of them all scattering like bugs.

"I don't doubt you, baby."His touch on my skin felt hot. Feeling our fingers interlock seems so unreal.Yet, it felt like life.

Declan explain how Felix is more family with him. But won't allow us to met.He claims he's a flirt.And how right now is not safe even when he texted for a picture.And we both knew what that meant.

"One day you'll met.I just have to prep him."

"Is that for me or him?”

Declan laughed at my question."Oh, baby, it’s him.Don’t worry."

I fiddle with fingers playfully. "I won't.He's no challenge."No Barron is.

But Declan.

He squeezed ours hands tightly."Besides he’s out the country.Otherwise, he'll just show up."

"Good, let him stay there if he wants to stay alive." I said in my firm tone.

Declan brought our hands to his lips.My eyes followed and soften to his kiss on them. “I'll warn him."

We tried to stay in our world for as long as we could. But the reality couldn’t wait.It’s annoying ass took the moment away.

Folding up the blanket.We sat there unsure how to take it again as always. I knew he fought the truth of us.I did too.

We were just pulling on different lines of it though.

"Look, Declan."My breathe slowed down. "Don't cause a mess in your family for me.I'm not worth that.But you are."

Declan's hand dug into my skin.I fought the tears that didn't come from the pain of it. It was the heartbreak itself.

We both know this affair has to ends.

His eyes told me otherwise."Don't think I care to leave our Family's name in ashes to just have you.You are worth every blood drop."

I couldn't respond but look away from him.

"Mm."He grunts.Touching my chin to face him one last time.He says his final words."Lose that date.”

With that useless demand.No will to pull him back and run off with him to continue the fantasy that shattered.

He left my car.

I swallow in the truth of us.We are slowly falling down some pit of invalid hope. A hope of dreams we foolishly fell for.

Because he can't be mine as much as I can't be his.