4 Kevin called the next day, and we both pretended that nothing had happened. We pretended that everything was fine. “We're having a family dinner tonight,” Kevin said. “Another one?” I said, trying not to sound irritated. “Ja,” he sighed. “Mom and Carol are having issues. When they have issues, Mom insists on family dinners.” “I see,” I lied. I didn't understand. “You're invited,” he said. “What did you say?” I couldn't have heard him right. “You're invited.” “I thought I was permanently banned.” “I thought so too,” he sighed again. “My mother's giving you a second chance. Please don't screw this up.” “Gee, thanks for the vote of confidence.” I spat the words out and tried to quiet the tears that threatened to shatter the fragile composure I was fighting to keep. “Look, I'm so

